Gibberings CLX: Gibberings Unplugged

[Eveleivibe]

MDB, told you you'd get all the girls on ya dick after the pics

Hans Zimmer - Time

hahahaha honest to God, Dan, you're getting worst lol

 

[swampdragon]

...you were around my house, being good looking but it was odd because the whole time I realised I didn't know your name. So every time I went to say "Shove it up C*****'s arse, ?" the question mark represents I don't know your name.

This reminds me that I really do need to master lucid dreaming.

MDB, told you you'd get all the girls on ya dick after the pics

Pics? Where? What have I missed?

 

[Eveleivibe]

BL is a big ol' site and it's not easy to inform every member of every forum and all the various pluses and minuses they come with. In reality, people tend to just post whatever they want to say in whatever forum they are most comfortable with or sometimes seemingly completely at random. This is where modding comes in - move threads/posts where appropriate and inform members of their options as and where appropriate.

As for TDS - and the whole Recovery/Sobriety section of the site - I steer well clear cos I know damn well it's not suited to me and my style of posting is likely to do more harm than good. Like most folk - and perhaps especially staff - I do have the utmost respect for the folk who mod those areas and TDS in particular. Without doubt the toughest job on all of BL in my book.

Oh, and MDB? I would too

Oh yes I love most of the mods in the recovery forums. They really do a good job n the support they give is ace.
I meant have feedback per sub-forum.
I'm tired n nodding out so it may be coming out wrong. I'm going to bed really need sleep.

Night ya'll n stay safe. Love EADD!!! xxxx

 

[ColtDan]

In the pics thread, obv

 

[maxalfie]

G'night Shambles, may your mouth be free of all pain so you get a good ole kip

 

[alasdairm]

And figured that if there was a kind of thread for each sub-forum where people could leave feedback. I wasn't aware that members can leave feedback in support, and I'm wondering as to how many other members know that feedback can be left in the 'support' area.

every new bluelighter receives an email containing, among other things, the following text:

Bluelight Feedback:

Here we provide announcements regarding the site and for answering technical support questions for all users.

i have changed it to:

Bluelight Feedback:

Here we provide announcements regarding the site and for answering technical support questions for all users. If you have feedback on anything we do, feel free to post your comments in our Support forum.

what else can we do?

there are times when things are best handled at the forum level and there are times when things are best handled at the board level. managing feedback at the board level makes a lot of sense because what works to improve things in eadd might work to improve things in ausdd.

alasdair

 

[Shambles]

G'night Shambles, may your mouth be free of all pain so you get a good ole kip

Did I say I was going to bed?!? Perhaps it was more a suggestion than a response...

Am actually wide-awake and raring to go for the first time in ages. All of a perk so I am. Although you make a relevant point re: toofypegs - just had to re-apply clove oil. Lawdy is that stuff potent shit. Hurts like fuck when it kicks in but once the burn fades I'm painfree for hours which is a bit of a godsend when abscesses are involved. Even lil baby abscesses. Highly recommended for anybody with toothsome and/or gummy woes.

This reminds me that I really do need to master lucid dreaming.

I used to be able to do that many years ago. Came quite naturally, in fact. Seem to have lost the knack over the last decade or so, sadly. Worth practicing cos is kinda snazzy when it works.

 

[maxalfie]

From what I remember the last time I had call to use clove oil I ended up stinking out the tiny work canteen.
Had a very strong boquet to it but it did help my toothache ease up somewhat.

 

[ColtDan]

Lucid dreaming is amazing, i seem to get it on and off, when im fully concious in the dream and aware im dreaming its wicked, sometimes i can snap out of it by looking at locks or mirrors

 

[maxalfie]

Did I say I was going to bed?!? Perhaps
it was more a suggestion than a
response...

Twas me reading the end of Eveys post where she said Night all and on my phone I couldn't see the whole post & thought it was the end of a post by your good self.

 

[Pagey]

Thank you for all the replies last night and sorry for not answering sooner. Went to the pharmacy this morning as my hand is looking pretty bad and they said to keep an eye on it for infections and stuff but I'm covering it up and I've got gel to put on it, just really fucking hope I won't get a scar.
Also think I'm gonna find the shrink's office at my uni and start getting therapy again because it worries me how bad this got for no real reason whatsoever.

Anyway, again, thank you everyone. I ended up just speaking to a couple friends (Dan thank you for being around ) and my fiancé called which really calmed me down - I like the 'going for a walk' ideas but I live in a dodgy neighborhood and it was the middle of the night so couldn't really do that sadly. Thank you again, I really appreciate the help.

 

[Raasyvibe]

Lucid dreaming is amazing, i seem to get it on and off, when im fully concious in the dream and aware im dreaming its wicked, sometimes i can snap out of it by looking at locks or mirrors

I got some pretty astonishing Lucid dream experiences which I've recorded into diaries. I'll copy them in tomorrow if I remember.

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I've had a mild virus now for nearly 3 months. This is friggin ridiculous. Normally they last a week. 2 weeks at the most. But 3 months!? That's not normal is it?

 

[Shambles]

Thank you for all the replies last night and sorry for not answering sooner. Went to the pharmacy this morning as my hand is looking pretty bad and they said to keep an eye on it for infections and stuff but I'm covering it up and I've got gel to put on it, just really fucking hope I won't get a scar.
Also think I'm gonna find the shrink's office at my uni and start getting therapy again because it worries me how bad this got for no real reason whatsoever.

Anyway, again, thank you everyone. I ended up just speaking to a couple friends (Dan thank you for being around ) and my fiancé called which really calmed me down - I like the 'going for a walk' ideas but I live in a dodgy neighborhood and it was the middle of the night so couldn't really do that sadly. Thank you again, I really appreciate the help.

Evenin'/mornin', m'dear. Nice to see you sounding a wee bit more chipper than last

FWIW, I think any "minor" incident that maybe wouldn't seem such a big deal (in the grand scheme) under normal circumstance is bound to be intensified massively when so far from home and loved ones. Make goodly use of the wonders of modern communication technology

From what I remember the last time I had call to use clove oil I ended up stinking out the tiny work canteen.
Had a very strong boquet to it but it did help my toothache ease up somewhat.

It does whiff a bit, yes. Mainly of cloves. Very, very intensely. Was quite aware of it walking up the street after massively overdoing it upon initial use walking out the chemist. Stuff takes a while to kick in so I rather overdid it. Fukkin OWWWWW is all I can say

 

[foolsgold]

Fuck fuck fuck what a waste of time this computer was it's fucked all ready straight back to currys tonight grrrr sod night all bed time before I put it through a wall

 

[Inflorescence]

Night FG .. What a bugger..bloody Curry's are rubbish. I can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

 

[Inflorescence]

This story is so random I nearly made it a thread...but thought better of it.

Bristol man gets revenge by texting works of Shakespeare to rogue internet seller#
http://www.bristolpost.co.uk/Bristol-man-gets-revenge-texting-works/story-20823040-detail/story.html

Morning all...and goodnight

 

[AcidTrippin]

Hate how as the years of drug use go on the ability to get by sober gets harder. It's odd can manage on just smoking weed flat out all day and still function and do all work necessary and more with a smile. But I cant afford it, all I have is Xanax and we all know where that leads.

Find it very difficult to not be in 'altered states' as opposed to one in particular. Then again I was on a speed binge but that was 24 hours ago (last dose) so I'm suffering....Just notice my other half gets very emotional were I tend to just get straight up depressed/suicidal. Really not good.

 

[AcidTrippin]

Decided to rack (according to scales) .5-6 of DMT that I'd had for at least 6 months but was in a baggie, in another, in tin foil , in dark etc well protected.

Loaded that up into an Eclipse Vape which I normally find works good. Was going for a breakthrough dose and got my first toke, held it in exhaled, went for the second this time the whole DMT trip starting to take over but ya gotta keep persisting, at this point it became a very overwhelming DMT hit and I can't recall myself if I had that 3rd hit but looking back at the vial unless it needs time to recrystalize I got a fair wack if not all. In fact I just went there and tried and got the typical '1 breath' DMT hit where you have the headspace change, visuals starting so really there wasn't much left.

I thought breakthrough was like 40-50mg. Any one any advice here, reckon it's the toking utensil (only other alternative is sticking it in a bong with weed on top - but weed affects psychedelics for me or tin foil over top so no direct flame but heard it just leads to a harsher smoke) but as said don't want the harsher smoke as that makes it even harder to keep going through to the breakthrough.

I'm just very much don't like to over-waste etc, this doesn't come by me often but is it likely just degraded a bit? I can't describe it, I had the intense body high, the intense visuals (I closed my eyes by this point overwhelming geometrical patterns) but just couldn't get to that point beyond. That was say 55-60mg I'd say and it was meant to be great DMT at the time. It's tannish/biege, wondering should I just do the full 80mg next time and maybe have an assistant to make sure that by the full DMT effects stage I'm still keeping with what's needed.

Had a DMT trip, but nothing like I expected. Wondering if next time I'd be better just raking 80mg and dmt does degrade faster than expected? Reason being I want a breakthrough, not a blackout.

 

[amanitadine]

I hear ya...DMT is such and unpredictable fickle beast! I first read your post and thought .5-6g, WTF?! but the rest of your post made it clear you were speaking of 50-60mg...yeah, I black out 80% of the time when I smoke it (I use "the machine", works quite well) and a true breakthrough is a rare cherished thing....my approach is like yours....I load a bit more (80mg or so) and just go for it....it isn't unusual though to not break through...makes it all that more special....but frustrating it is, and I've smoked a LOT of DMT over the years...I also always get the "first hit" effects you describe ...dunno, no real advice to give. Pray to the DMT pixies beforehand? It really is one of the the most amazing experiences a human can have, drug induced or not....breaking through that is..

I also hear you on the frustration at being able to not constantly be pinging between different substances as you go on...I will say that I've been trying to better my drug use for some time, and it is getting easier....just takes some time and (unfortunately) some hard work. You'll feel better after the phet crash wears off and you get some rest, this much I am sure!

I also hears MDB is really good looking.

I also hear WTF am I doing up, sober, on a work night

Sounds like I am hearing a lot and need to go to bed!

 

[Eveleivibe]

every new bluelighter receives an email containing, among other things, the following text:i have changed it to:what else can we do?

there are times when things are best handled at the forum level and there are times when things are best handled at the board level. managing feedback at the board level makes a lot of sense because what works to improve things in eadd might work to improve things in ausdd.

alasdair

Ah. I'd forgotten about the E-mail that each new member receives. That's good that you've changed that part n I understand what you're saying. However, after a while members forget about the E-mail received as a new member. When you're new to anywhere it tends to be information overload n people only take what suits them at the time.

Could you not include this as a sticky on most sub-forums so it is a permenant fixture - which includes various links suck as "giving feedback"? I know that not everyone reads the stickies but it would be easier for mods/ smods/ admins to point out to members to "look at the sticky about with various links" rather than to look back at an E-mail (PM) that most members delete after a while to save space or whatever.

I do see where you're coming from when you say that if changes are made to one forum it may nenefit another. Having a sticky would not prevent you doing that, would it?

Evey