BirdOfPrey
Greenlighter
Wow, I am quite curious as to where you obtained a rhynchophylline extract, and no judgement here, but why would you want to take an isolate of that alkaloid in particular? Yes, the NMDA antagonist effects are VERY minor, as are the kappa agonist effects from the other mitrgaynine-like alkaloids and possibly mitagynine itself. I do have the full PDF somewhere but can't seem to find it now unfortunately. I do agree that these effects must be minor because it does not contribute to the high much, but over the long term, I feel like it does in terms of lasting effects and the nasty withdrawal. People do downplay kratom withdrawal, but I agree wholeheartedly having come off many drugs that it is quite hard to kick. Its not so much the restless legs/sweats/typical opioid withdrawal that gets me, its the severe anhedonia and depression that follows. I noticed you mentioned that although the withdrawals are quite intense that they do not justify the weak high you get. I have a theory about this; people usually switch to kratom after extensive use and withdrawal from other opioids and thus find the high to be weak. I was using kratom right from the beginning of my opiate use and I found every aspect of it (the nod, euphoria, analgesia) MUCH MUCH more intense than even oxycodone. Kratom is one POTENT opioid, but I am at the same point with it now as you are; just minor relief from the amotivation and a slight energy boost. If you had done kratom from the beginning of your opiate use before any appreciable tolerance had accumulated I'm sure you'd see what I mean. It felt like being on a super high dose of a potent opioid with an empathogenic/stimulant feel that was very clean. Its comparable to how someone with no opiate tolerance can take a chip of suboxone and be nodding and drooling in blissful euphoria but someone with opiate tolerance can take upwards of 32mgs and feel nothing. I do believe that the kratom high is by no means "weak", it is just that people often turn to it after extensive opioid abuse; I actually found it, as I said, FAR more euphoric than even insufflated oxycodone in the beginning. Anyhow, the suboxone seems to be taking care of the depression and opioid-like PAWS. However, the adrenergic withdrawal is quite hard to deal with and I am forced to use my script for diazepam to not feel the depersonalization from the extreme fatigue in the morning. I have been chugging coffee like an insane person to compensate for this. Do you have any suggestions as to what I could use for the adrenergic related post acute withdrawal symptoms other than the MASSIVE amounts of caffeine I have been consuming? If you do, that would be much appreciated. I'm wondering if I could use the kratom while on suboxone and taper it since the opiate effects would be blocked but the adrenergic effects would be there...sounds like it might be too much of a trigger for me though...any suggestions on how to stack something herbal or pharmaceutical on top of my suboxone to quench my bodies adrenergic needs?
Thanks again for your input and sharing your story man,
BirdOfPrey
Thanks again for your input and sharing your story man,
BirdOfPrey