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Bluelighter
I originally went on bupe to do a taper because back then everyone thought it was easier to get off bupe than other short-acting opiates.. obviously looking back this was nothing more than pharma propaganda. Anyways I never exceeded 4mg/day and never felt like I had to. If I took more than that it would just give me headaches with dysphoria.
Obviously my taper didn't go as planned and I ended up on bupe for ~ 5 years with brief relapses in between. The mood lift you get after dosing bupe dissipates but never goes away entirely.. eventually though I felt like (and was) an emotionless, sexless zombie. I came off bupe last summer and have been off it ever since. It took me close to a month to feel better physically but the post acute withdrawal (PAWS) phase is what kills you. It lasts forever. Feeling lethargically anxious and depressed all the time is no way to live. Kratom has helped me although it is nothing more than a (much) weaker substitute opiate.
I can see how you're tempted with bupe - the promise of a withdrawal & worry-free life is intriguing. I however know what lies at the end of that road and never want to go back there again. This is why I come across the way I do when I tell you to be careful.
Obviously my taper didn't go as planned and I ended up on bupe for ~ 5 years with brief relapses in between. The mood lift you get after dosing bupe dissipates but never goes away entirely.. eventually though I felt like (and was) an emotionless, sexless zombie. I came off bupe last summer and have been off it ever since. It took me close to a month to feel better physically but the post acute withdrawal (PAWS) phase is what kills you. It lasts forever. Feeling lethargically anxious and depressed all the time is no way to live. Kratom has helped me although it is nothing more than a (much) weaker substitute opiate.
I can see how you're tempted with bupe - the promise of a withdrawal & worry-free life is intriguing. I however know what lies at the end of that road and never want to go back there again. This is why I come across the way I do when I tell you to be careful.