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xammy said:
Whats with these scales nowadays? This shit just shuts down when im putting material on it little by little. Ok, its good that it shuts down automatically when idled long enough, but when I'm weighing the substances and it goes off out of the blue when 2 seconds earlier I dropped 10mg more material on it is bullshit. Its good for 20€ but srsly
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sounds like maybe it needs new batteries? idk
 
mannnn, its snowing here again.

this has been a really weird winter. it was colder here on average during the olympics than it was in sochi
 
Xorkoth- not difficult in the least. It is sort of like DMT or ketamine in that when you take a large enough dose any defenses or fear is just vanquished. Physically it was so much smoother than reports had led me to believe. MGS experienced the same thing. I was anticipating a three day trip ravaging my body with all sorts of unpleasant stimulation and vomiting, etc. I didn't even get nausea, and never once felt physically uncomfortable....my pulse dropped to 40 bpm for awhile according to my sitter, but not long enough to be dangerous. It was very smooth...4 hours of complete immersion, and then about 30 hours of calm reflection and analysis, and a complete absence of all fear, of any sort. Truly a magical window through which to view ones life, and the world... I cried, I laughed, I let go.....the experience guides itself, and one really has the impression of tapping into some ancient knowledge or portal, and comes out feeling cleansed...physically, mentally, and spiritually.

There is pronounced ataxia for the first bit of the trip, but that was the only real "side effect", and not an unpleasant one. I've been studying up on the pharmacokinetics of such since, and ibogaine lights up the brain like a Christmas tree. I can't say enough good things about it. Coming from a scientific background I try and remain objective about it all...but years and years of pursuing entheogens as a full time job has really challenged some of the logical precepts I hold onto. Iboga really pushed that envelope further yet!

I'll get a trip report up soon...I promised MGS the same, and there are so few out there that it needs to be done. I also think it would help my integration of the experience as well to try and bind it to paper.
 
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amanitadine said:
Xorkoth- not difficult in the least. It is sort of like DMT or ketamine in that when you take a large enough dose any defenses or fear is just vanquished. Physically it was so much smoother than reports had led me to believe. MGS experienced the same thing. I was anticipating a three day trip ravaging my body with all sorts of unpleasant stimulation and vomiting, etc. I didn't even get nausea, and never once felt physically uncomfortable....my pulse dropped to 40 bpm for awhile according to my sitter, but not long enough to be dangerous. It was very smooth...4 hours of complete immersion, and then about 30 hours of calm reflection and analysis, and a complete absence of all fear, of any sort. Truly a magical window through which to view ones life, and the world... I cried, I laughed, I let go.....the experience guides itself, and one really has the impression of tapping into some ancient knowledge or portal, and comes out feeling cleansed...physically, mentally, and spiritually.

There is pronounced ataxia for the first bit of the trip, but that was the only real "side effect", and not an unpleasant one. I've been studying up on the pharmacokinetics of such since, and ibogaine lights up the brain like a Christmas tree. I can't say enough good things about it. Coming from a scientific background I try and remain objective about it all...but years and years of pursuing entheogens as a full time job has really challenged some of the logical precepts I hold onto. Iboga really pushed that envelope further yet!

I'll get a trip report up soon...I promised MGS the same, and there are so few out there that it needs to be done. I also think it would help my integration of the experience as well to try and bind it to paper.
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Yeah writing trip reports always helps my process of integration as well, it was why I started writing them in the first place. Thanks so much for sharing, I feel like Ibogaine could be really good for me. I've been on the verge of quitting opiates so many times, right now is the best I have done since the time 4 years ago that I actually quit for a whole year... but I am super addicted to them, it's been the hardest thing I've ever had to do, the whole struggle.
 
We had super good sex, it was awesome. And we've been together since we just got to college, 18 years old... consequently, I have only ever had sex with her. I'm looking forward to having sex with different people, I never got to go out and sleep around, you know? But I have a hard time associating sex with someone else in my mind for real.
 
that's what i expected the answer to be.

interesting.

tbph random sex is usually pretty awful anyway, you haven't necessarily missed out on anything.

i was going to say you should have bob loblaw take you out on the town (because i'm sure he knows some girls that would have sex with you)

but eh
 
Heh heh. I want to find a fuck buddy, that's my ideal right now. Or at least 1. Someone who is fun to hang out with and who wants to have sex. I like to feel an emotional connection, it makes sex better (I'm guessing, I guess I haven't tried it without). But I definitely need to not be in another relationship until I spend some time growing on my own.

But I also miss being in love. So I'm looking forward to that again, some day.
 
Yeah its nothing compared to sex with someone you know and love. Sometimes a fap is better than some random fuck.
 
That's actually one of the things I'm most sad about. I really, really miss that closeness we used to have. Like, we were so in love... sex was beautiful, snuggling, kissing, hugging, for years we were so connected we'd constantly finish each others' sentences and one of us would be like "remember that one time..." and we'd both know exactly what was being referenced. She is really sensitive to things like that anyway and occasionally she'd respond to some thought I was having, especially if it was me thinking about saying something to her. She's respond as if I had said it and she would have actually thought I had spoken. It felt wonderful to be so close to someone. We'd talk about being together in future lives, forever. It feels so beautiful to have that kind of connection.
 
xammy said:
Yeah its nothing compared to sex with someone you know and love. Sometimes a fap is better than some random fuck.
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Yeah but that fap kills part of the hunt. If you're not out there trying to fap into something else how will you ever find the right one?
 
I went on a date last Sunday but I wasn't attracted to her at all. I started using Tinder, it's a dating app where you make a simple profile and it shows you a list of people who match your criteria in your area... you either say yes or no to each one... and if 2 people said yes to each other, it matches you and you can send a message. It was kinda cool to go on a date but it was real casual, we met at a city park by the river, she brought her dog. We talked a lot and smoked and turns out she has had 2C-P and has done a bunch of drugs, which was pretty cool... it will be important for me to find someone who is somehow into that sort of thing, that was a huge mistake I made with my wife, she disapproved of psychedelic use from the start, she became accepting that my experiences were valuable eventually but she never approved of the drug use.

I used to get hit on really hard all the time out at bars and stuff when we were together. It shouldn't be too hard once I get out there, I have once since then but I think I just need the jump the hurdle. The whole concept feels weird to me though, I have to admit.
 
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