Ok, we did it anyway, we both did aMT, even though my gf is taking 30 mg escitalopram daily... I decided to take a "calculated risk", so we took half the dose i had measured, which was 6-9mg (gemini 20 scale, not so precise). And good news, we had a great trip! no bad interaction with her medicine and all...
This day I discovered that, for me, the perfect dose, at least for a social setting, is under 10mg and it was the best amt trip I ever had. Brief TR for you guys:
As I said before, it was my gf`s birthday. We dropped our doses and went to a "bar", but where I live bars are usually in the open, not like i went to in europe. In this case, our table was under a big centennial tree, nice place, despite being full of drunk and unknown people. She invited lots of her friends, and I invited some of my best friends. There were aprox. 30 ppl in our table
We agreed to go easy on drinking beer, at least until the aMT started to kick. One of my friends arrived, and since I had split the 2 16mg doses i had, i gave one of the half doses to him.
The initial effects started to kick in 1h and the full effects in 2 hours, just as usual. From that moment, since we were feeling fine and drinking felt good, we started to drink beer for real!
I always thought that low doses of psychs go well with alcohol, I really enjoy 1/4 acid blotter + beer. And this time was no different, the drunkness mixed soooooo well with this low aMT dose! I am usually more introvert, and am a little lazy to "small talk", but the aMT made me have really interesting conversations almost all of the time, with lots of different ppl.
The effects kind of reminded me of MD, but I wasn't like having those exaggerated unrestrictedloveforeveryfuckingbody feelings, no! I was sincerely enjoying each conversation and each person, but in a more real way! It was also great to have good friends around, and I was feeling very close to them.
The trip had a psychedelic side to it too, colours were brighter and the air felt fresh, although there were no noticeable visual distortions. Peaceful thoughts, exciting insights and smart associations. Lots of laughs! But no anxiety nor paranoia.
Long story short: this was one of the best times I've had since long time!
Again, of course I don't mean to tell anyone this mix we made is safe, but 30mg of escitalopram is a higher than normal dose, and even with the great amount of alcohol consumed, there were no bad reactions.My gf also reported to have a great time, she even considered signing in to BL and post a TR (but i think she won't), although she isn't a drugs enthusiast as I am.
For myself, I got to the conclusion that I've had superb experiences like this one in small doses of drugs in general. I still want to try a higher dose of aMT (70mg+), but it will definitely have to be a in a whole different setting.