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Do you or anyone you know seem heavily addicted to Marijuana?

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I just want a break for tolerance. and to increase production, i'm very high functioning but manic and have smoked for a loong time a looot in order to control that, but it's getting crazy because of how much i smoke. No exaggeration, .5g wax/some ammount of bubble hash(varies, .3 - 1g) + 6 - 10g buds daily. I just realized after reading this thread and what people consider high doses how kinda crazy this is. It sucks tho, because i'm trying to come off a small kratom habit too. Sigh. guess i'm gonna be very not hungry and have a runny nose. and be awake, for awhile :(
 
I can relate strongly to anybody who experiences social anxiety/phobia and obsessive paranoid thoughs from the abuse of Cannabis

I've been trying for a number of months to make myself stop smoking the stuff but even if i manage to for a couple weeks or a month, i somehow always end up back smoking/vaping it each day. But last night i had another social anxiety attack, around a few old friends and a couple people people i didn't really know. I withdraw, am unable to speak without the fear of sounding stupid, this behaviour then makes me feel like people think im weird or act strangely. These things have happened alot to me the last year or so and i obsess over these instances for days/weeks. As a consiquense i become more withdrawn and social phobic for fear of more anxiety attacks.

Weed was somthing i have abused since age 15, now nearly 20 its no longer the same. I used to be able to smoke steadily all day(for around 4 years) and maintain i comfortable mellow buzz, that in many ways made day to day life less dull and just more interesting. Over time though it changed, and has ruined me, and as a consequence have lost alot of friends and almost all of my confidence and self esteem. And the scary thing is the most recent anxiety attack was a sober one, normally only happened when high in unconfortable setting and before all this never once even had a whisper of anxiety problems.

Last night i think i hit rock bottom, the anxious thoughs or "head noise" as i call it was just unbearable and i rolled a huge fatty and smoked it till i felt sick, then destroyed all the stash i had left.

All i will say is, weed can help alot of people with alot of things. But it's not the drawback free drug everyone says it is, and can have some horrible effects if not respected. I wish i could continue smoking but i think its time to stop completely if not for 6 months or so, so i can consentrate on building up my career as an independant car-dealer.

Would be thrilled to hear any similar experiances, knowing your not alone makes things alot easier, witch is why bluelight is a godsend.
 
Really in need of a tolerance break but i'm not sure if my will power is going to be strong enough. My friend is about to start his first grow and so hopefully I can wait until all is completed, 7-8 weeks though will be a challenge but that first hit of vaped bud is gonna be a sledgehammer to the body hopefully, i really miss that feeling of the first few times I got high :D Wish every the best of luck in quitting for a while, would be nice to see some posts from people battling those cravings... I have smoked (vaped) everyday for about 4-5 months and am unsure what kind of withdrawals I will get.. tips on cannabis withdrawal?
 
I wish the best of luck to you with your battle with depression, it definitely is a tough battle to fight.

But is there an actual question here?
 
Is it possible go visit some family/friends elsewhere (maybe back in Ohio) for a few weeks and do some job interviews while crashing at their pads?

If you have a car, Atlanta may provide some additional opportunities for you.
 
Go visit your local smoke shop. All head shop sell cleansers. You drink a liquid and in a couple hours your clean to pass a drug test
 
Weed has the side effect of causing anxiety for many people. I know a lot of people who do not have anxiety issues outside their cannabis habit, but smoking any amount of weed will give them panic attacks and they will feel like they are dying, or they get crazy social anxieties when they are high that they normally don't have. In fact half of my high school stoner circle has quit, and has no interest in smoking weed anymore whatsoever because they get panic and anxiety symptoms, while they used to love pot. Usually this isn't how it is at first; weed is enjoyable for a while but the more they smoke it the more prone they are to these panic attacks and anxiety. Due to the highly addictive nature of cannabis, many of these people are under a delusion that life won't be fun if they stop smoking cannabis, since they have made such a strong association between using THC and having good times, so they keep making attempts to use it to their advantage when in reality they have completely overused the drug to the point that they are experiencing nasty side effects, would do well to quit forever and never look back. However many of these people would consider themselves “weakminded” for not being able to handle such a “benign, harmless” drug that the ego prevails and they continue to try and prove to themselves that they can handle it, when really it's rather commonplace that they can't.

I was so addicted to it, and I really didn't want to let it go so I was one of the unfortunate souls who decides to start smoking a shitload more weed in order to build up a tolerance and counter these side effects, which are appearing for the obvious reason that modern day cannabis is a powerful mind altering drug that needs to be respected and not smoked carelessly all the time. Unfortunately the cannabis community projects a benign image of the drug, in order to compensate for the overly dangerous and unrealistic profile that the government propaganda has created, and this has resulted in widespread abuse. The truth is that all drugs needs to be treated with great respect, and in my mind cannabis should be approached with the same level of caution as other mind altering psychedelics like mushrooms or acid, and other substances with addictive proclivities such as heroin or cocaine - yes, cannabis use can result in dependence, this is not debatable in 2014 as withdrawal is clearly recognized by the medical community. I for one could not eat any food without puking for the first 10 days. It boggles my mind that I could handle the other drugs I was using with such caution and respect, but it was "just weed" and I could smoke it all I wanted to, while ignoring the devastating effects in was having on my body and mind which were blatantly obvious to anyone who knew me in life.

If you are experiencing anxiety from cannabis use, which is the most common side effect of long term abuse, I would recommend quitting while you are ahead. I decided to build up a tolerance to the anxious side effects, so that I could continue smoking while really enjoying it, but one day my body just couldn't handle the THC overload anymore and it triggered a panic attack. Ever since then, I suffer from panic symptoms even though I have quit using all substances. It was pretty much a psychotic break that really wore me out for a while, and it took 3 months for me to begin to tune in to the bright side of things, and begin to get over these panic-ridden feelings which are completely and utterly baseless apart from the negative karma that came from how I ferociously abused cannabis for nearly a decade while ignoring the obvious warning signs that I was getting from my body. I am recovering nicely, but the miserable hell I have been through should serve as a warning to other habitual users of the drug, as I am certainly not the only one.
 
I've been smoking for like 8 years and I can easily go a week without smoking. But...I do oxycodone so maybe that's why I can go without smoking cuz I'm still getting high. I don't experience some of the W/Ds some of you have said. Honestly I don't really believe that weed can give you physical withdrawals. I get irritable but I get over it in a matter of hours but that's it
 
It took me years to quit, because I was unable to eat any food for over a week if I didn't get stoned. I would puke from so much as an apple and it took a whole month to get my appetite back. I lost about 20 pounds when I quit. A common misconception people have is that, because it doesn't happen to them and they smoke weed every day they believe it is impossible. You need to be habitually stoned for a very long while to have a chance of this happening. Cases exist when it doesn't happen, but a great many cases of appetite suppressive effects also exist to the point that it is a well documented effect of the withdrawal. Cannabis is an appetite stimulant and receptors for cannabinoids occur along the digestive tract. When they are overstimulated by cannabis downregulation happens and basically my digestive system would not function properly for a month. This might be primarily due to down regulation of receptors in the brain that are linked to the digestive tract, but the end result was that if I tried to eat anything whatsoever and I wasnt stoned, 20 minutes later I would start feeling really sick until I violently puked.

Appetite reduction is one of the most commonly reported withdrawal symptoms, and it is one reason apart from the psychological cravings related to the anxious side effects why a lot of people continue to smoke cannabis habitually once they begin to experience nasty side effects from the abuse. It really sucked when I had to skip breakfast, lunch, and dinner because I was trying to quit smoking pot, while I would have such a voracious appetite if I was stoned. I have regained my very strong appetite for food since I quit. If you are calling me a liar that is your choice, and there was a time in my life when I would not have believed the insane physical dependency I developed to be possible as well, after all I carelessly smoked enough weed to get there, but I have no reason to lie about how I was affected by this drug and I speak the truth. I battled with this devil of a drug for years before I managed to escape its terrible spell, and appetite suppression was one of the the very predictable outcomes of what happened to me when I tried not smoking any weed. I wanted and needed to quit so darn bad, but I also liked to be able to digest food, although there were a lot more uncomfortable side effects I experienced than just that which contributed to my drive to smoke it all day, as I was strung out for 3 months when I finally managed to stop. All this resulted in a nasty bad habit that stole years of my life away, although I am grateful to have regained control of my mind while I am still relatively young. If weed does you well, that's great but I will pass on that shit for the rest of my life.

I don't really get why people defend it so much. 90% of people I know who are cannabis users, use the drug on a daily basis. This is obviously due to the fact that cannabis is highly addictive, because it costs them a lot of money and effort to do this, and using it every day comes with obvious side effects. If they weren't hooked, then using it once every two weeks would make a lot more sense. Quitting really sucks for a while, and life just isn't as fun while the neural receptors are downregulated, so it's easier to live in denial and give in to the cravings that the drug produces in the mind, even though smoking it habitually is essentially pointless and in no way constructive. Withdrawal can be extremely disruptive so it makes more sense to remain stupid and lazy, albeit slightly functional while coming up with all sorts of excuses as to why this drug needs to be used.
 
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I always buy a packet of Phenergan (drowsy antihistamine) to take when i quit so i am able to sleep through the dreams - works for me.
 
It took me years to quit, because I was unable to eat any food for over a week if I didn't get stoned. I would puke from so much as an apple and it took a whole month to get my appetite back. I lost about 20 pounds when I quit. A common misconception people have is that, because it doesn't happen to them and they smoke weed every day they believe it is impossible. You need to be habitually stoned for a very long while to have a chance of this happening. Cases exist when it doesn't happen, but a great many cases of appetite suppressive effects also exist to the point that it is a well documented effect of the withdrawal. Cannabis is an appetite stimulant and receptors for cannabinoids occur along the digestive tract. When they are overstimulated by cannabis downregulation happens and basically my digestive system would not function properly for a month. This might be primarily due to down regulation of receptors in the brain that are linked to the digestive tract, but the end result was that if I tried to eat anything whatsoever and I wasnt stoned, 20 minutes later I would start feeling really sick until I violently puked.

Appetite reduction is one of the most commonly reported withdrawal symptoms, and it is one reason apart from the psychological cravings related to the anxious side effects why a lot of people continue to smoke cannabis habitually once they begin to experience nasty side effects from the abuse. It really sucked when I had to skip breakfast, lunch, and dinner because I was trying to quit smoking pot, while I would have such a voracious appetite if I was stoned. I have regained my very strong appetite for food since I quit. If you are calling me a liar that is your choice, and there was a time in my life when I would not have believed the insane physical dependency I developed to be possible as well, after all I carelessly smoked enough weed to get there, but I have no reason to lie about how I was affected by this drug and I speak the truth. I battled with this devil of a drug for years before I managed to escape its terrible spell, and appetite suppression was one of the the very predictable outcomes of what happened to me when I tried not smoking any weed. I wanted and needed to quit so darn bad, but I also liked to be able to digest food, although there were a lot more uncomfortable side effects I experienced than just that which contributed to my drive to smoke it all day, as I was strung out for 3 months when I finally managed to stop. All this resulted in a nasty bad habit that stole years of my life away, although I am grateful to have regained control of my mind while I am still relatively young. If weed does you well, that's great but I will pass on that shit for the rest of my life.

I don't really get why people defend it so much. 90% of people I know who are cannabis users, use the drug on a daily basis. This is obviously due to the fact that cannabis is highly addictive, because it costs them a lot of money and effort to do this, and using it every day comes with obvious side effects. If they weren't hooked, then using it once every two weeks would make a lot more sense. Quitting really sucks for a while, and life just isn't as fun while the neural receptors are downregulated, so it's easier to live in denial and give in to the cravings that the drug produces in the mind, even though smoking it habitually is essentially pointless and in no way constructive. Withdrawal can be extremely disruptive so it makes more sense to remain stupid and lazy, albeit slightly functional while coming up with all sorts of excuses as to why this drug needs to be used.

Did you used to smoke with tobacco?
 
Our daughter has some difficulty with depression and mood swings, she uses a combination of Sam-E and a homeopathic dose of mineral lithium (very mild unlike the pharmaceutical). This works very well for her, may not be your solution. The Sam-E improves her mood, the lithium keeps things stable, we think.
 
I feel you man. I just graduated college and I'm about to have to quit smoking, probably permanently. With the way the economy is, I probably shouldn't have even gone to college...the whole thing is a depressing cycle with (usually menial) jobs and drug tests (which only really test pot...unless you're dumb enough to shoot up a few hours before the test or some shit). But without unemployment benefits out there anymore and with drug laws more repressive than ever in some states, this is how it is in America...
 
Pleasant.

You didn't ask a question, you just seemed to complain..

My sincere apologies. It just really touched a nerve because I'm truly going through a dark period and it seemed to just trivialize something the moderator had no clue what they were talking about. I apologize if this thread came off as whiny please believe me when I say my honest intention was advice and suggestions on what I should do to alleviate feelings. Perhaps I should have worded it better or moved it to a different section.
 
I can guarantee getting that job and getting a sense of accomplishment from it, along with meeting new people at said job will be a more effective anti depressant than marijuana could ever be.
And if you don't exercise regularly you should look into it.
People aren't kidding when they say it is probably the best anti depressant out there
 
My sincere apologies. It just really touched a nerve because I'm truly going through a dark period and it seemed to just trivialize something the moderator had no clue what they were talking about. I apologize if this thread came off as whiny please believe me when I say my honest intention was advice and suggestions on what I should do to alleviate feelings. Perhaps I should have worded it better or moved it to a different section.

No worries, I can understand your frustration.
And what Toast said, exercise, meeting friends, getting your career on set will definitely help with depression. You're in a new state, with new people. Make the best of your situation and leave the past in the past is the best advice I could give to you. Drugs are meant to enhance your life, not be your life.
 
I wish I could smoke weed again, but unfortunately I get horrible panic attacks & think my hearts practically exploding on any amount I smoke.
 
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