Delsyd: I don't know very much at all about MXE but I can imagine how shitty you feel based on what I do know. Try to just save what you have left and come back to it in a couple weeks. You'll get higher with the same amount of MXE, and it will be less harsh on your body. I think they call that a win-win.
Feeling nice and stoned. 45mgs of Hydrocodone+1.75mgs of Alprazolam and i have been smoking on some decent dank cannabis(not the best but still very nice) all day.
Feeling good now after a few drinks... I was found last night by a friend passed out in my own vomit on a floor. Must've been the Seroquel + Booze combo, ugh I feel ashamed for doing that.
A day later and I'm back to it, got a 5th of Jack that I'm casually sipping on while I drink beer. Outta weed, just booze tonight!
Few hours later: Finished the 6 pack of beer and also the5th of Jack. I'm feeling amazing and quite drunk. About to get picked up to go out and order more drinks and smoke a fat blunt, I can't wait to smoke some bud! It just doesn't stop
6 bags some pretty good dope. Well really, it's the same shit I've been getting but its good. I've never bought a bad bag yet, maybe a skimpy bag here or there but usually when I get a bun there's some small ones and some oversized ones so it all adds up to the same thing in the end IMO. Anyways,
6 bags of dope (the stamp has been rocky lately and has boxing gloves on the front and its definetly a TKO.
Last 2 shots of Bacardi select
Weed resin
Gabapentin (900 mgs)
Marlboro menthol cigs
Dinner was Shards and a bowl a customer smoked me while at work.
Got home had a shower, picked up some chronic and had another twist or two. Smoking a snap of some OG Kush while I sip an IPA and decide when and how much and what ratio to take this klonopin + ambien in.
^ Not at all sure how I feel about that MXE stuff. First time it was like an opiate-heavy speedball, ever so slightly not quite psychedelic... I guess they say dissociative for a reason. Couldn't decide if I loved it or hated it. Will never do PCP, and I'm afraid of Ketamine now after finding out what chronic usage of K does to your liver. FUCK!! And I know me, if it's a drug and I like it I use it chronically, and with chronic.
70mg Methadone.
6mg sublingual 2mg white kpins.
20 or 30mg Ambien IR.
600mg gabapentin.
I need some med grade buds, maybe some heroin or raw IV coke.
I'd much rather have some IV Methoxetamine or some 3-meo-pcp... I'd love to roll up a blunt with some 3-meo-pcp such a warm, cozy long ass lasting arylcyclohexylamines with u-opioid affinity... *sigh*
^I found a good source for 3 meo pcp but its a little pricy. I have heard nothing but excellent things though and I fucking loveeeee dissociatives so I gotta try it asap
Pretty high on heroin about to get more. Also smoking ciga. Absolutely cant wait for my goodies to arrive in the mail. 3 drugs I have never tried and my love mxe