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If you're referring to PTCH he clearly stated previously that he has 2 kids...
To prove the point I'll dig up the quote again:
parttime crackhead said:
oh sorry, I stand corrected... must've misread
lol @ Mad Raas - just got that also
BecomingJulie
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I can best refer you to this earlier post of mine to explain my own situation.
So, you were screwing a whore... and got a kid from it?
lol, sorry. Sad story... though your daily ratio of 0.58 a day is way to low to make my list.
Do you still see the kid? And can you really look into her eyes when you're dressed up as a woman?
Will be 38 next month. That's starting to sound very old for having had done nothing of any worth at all yet. Kinda feels like time is a-ticking heavily all of a sudden. I've only got one last start from scratch in me. If I don't find something to live for soon then I'm gonna start going downhill rapidly and body, mind, and soul need to find focus or I'll be on the downslide pissing my life away getting older and slacker. Life is passing me by. Don't want to end up being one of "those" men. You know the ones...
Heh.
/midlife crisis
Foreigner
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No kids, and I'm never having any. Thankfully because of my orientation it's never going to accidentally happen either, thank god. It might be different if I was wealthy, but I don't care to put myself or them through financial struggles. The ethical thing would be to put everything into the children while leaving barely anything for myself (if it had to be either/or), but because of my mental health I don't think I could withstand it.
The world needs less humans not more.
The world needs less humans not more.
I do have some maternal instincts. I'd consider adopting/fostering at some point. Pretty much like this ^
ColtDan
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Spot on
A good time in life to have babies... any later you'll regret it.
there's time in life for everything, but you may have to make a few changes
noooo....
ColtDan
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Define a good time, define being old or whatevr, im 26 and still feel like a kid. or at least not what i thought id feel like. we're all kids who aint got a clue why were here or the point is
Theres too many people in the world anyway, and things seem to be going tits up
Theres too many people in the world anyway, and things seem to be going tits up
BecomingJulie
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Desperate people do desperate things. It's been so ever since Ugg the Cavman decided, more or less reluctantly, that one well-fed person would have a better chance of survival than two half-starved people. (And he is forgiven, for inventing THE BOOT which still bears his name.)
Look, you eat all the beans in a can, you don't know which one made you fart, you know? You smoke all the fags in a packet, you don't know which one made you cough. But it probably wasn't the one you where took one drag, threw it to the floor and ground it cruelly under your stiletto heel. I hope you can finish the analogy for yourself .....
Someone did the dirty on someone, is all that is clear. This was 1998 and DNA testing was around. I would have got myself tested if L. had asked me, and she knew that, but she never did ask. And if she was taking me for a ride, I actually enjoyed that ride, so who won?
For the record, if she was my daughter and her mother chose someone else instead of me, then I think I made up for it by getting involved with another ready-made family; and suffice it to say, there is another, charming, intelligent, successful young woman out there whom, to the maximum extent permitted by modesty, I have influenced in the capacity of a near-parent. Babysitting, trips to the park, cooking meals for the three of us when her mum was too knackered, carrying her on my shoulders at punk gigs so she could see the band, helping her get on a train down to London, mathematics revision, lending her my sweatshirt on freezing walks home from gigs, going and putting the heating on in her house and getting her a dinner on the table when she arrived home from America while her mum was spending time with her own poorly mother -- don't tell me I haven't redeemed myself. Especially as all that is really supposed to be private. But if telling you this is really what it takes to make you understand, so be it.
I last spoke to her a year or so ago, when I called her mother and she answered and then tried to score off me. But f*(k that s#!t, no way am I going to risk getting caught dealing to a minor in my position.
As to your final question, her mum -- who made all the choices, all along; I may have stood back, but that does not mean I would ever have let myself be found wanting -- is supportive of my journey. And anyway, this is how I am, this is who I am. I'd actually feel worse meeting her dressed as a man -- that, to me, is putting on a costume now.
amnesiaseizure
Bluelighter
Cheers Backroll...and thankfully she's still alive and well too (a little forethought into info sharing may be nice in future). But yep, one girl who's the most beautiful person the entire world. Seriously, don't argue with me on this.
On a separate issue, i watched Sid'n'Nancy again recently and just can't get how fucking good Gary Oldman's hair is in it.
And on another entirely varying point again, this is day 8 without any subutex and I'm feeling pretty fucking fantastic.....although yeah im craving a wee bit.
On a separate issue, i watched Sid'n'Nancy again recently and just can't get how fucking good Gary Oldman's hair is in it.
And on another entirely varying point again, this is day 8 without any subutex and I'm feeling pretty fucking fantastic.....although yeah im craving a wee bit.
BecomingJulie
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Subutex is buprenorphine, another long-acting opioid pain reliever sometimes used as a heroin substitute.
It's also used for animal treatment under the name "vetergesic", probably because it only needs dosing twice daily. Shelley cat, who sadly passed away this Summer just gone, was on it for awhile before the end. (And no, I wouldn't have dreamed of it.)
It's also used for animal treatment under the name "vetergesic", probably because it only needs dosing twice daily. Shelley cat, who sadly passed away this Summer just gone, was on it for awhile before the end. (And no, I wouldn't have dreamed of it.)
One Thousand Words
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The only humans we have too many of are those fat bellied kids who can't shoo away the flies from their face. We can always do with more go getter kids who have a fine appreciation of rugby, reggae and Jackie Chan movies.
I just got back from my youngest kid's martial arts grading. He had to perform nun-chuck patterns then break a wooden board with his open palms. He then had to spar another kid his age. Not bad for 7. His sister is a couple of gradings off her black belt. We are spending the afternoon watching Rumble in the Bronx. Having cool kids is fucking awesome.
Youre so awesome OTW.
My cat had it scripted for a year for her joint pain .. it was Tamgesic (sp) tho, same as the human bupe label I think. (I did, she didn't need it all the time ;p)
My cat had it scripted for a year for her joint pain .. it was Tamgesic (sp) tho, same as the human bupe label I think. (I did, she didn't need it all the time ;p)