Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Been clean for around 90 days now; longest I've been clean over the last 3-4 years.
Anyway, went to rehab and started my Subox treatment there; started out at 24/MG. I dropped to 16/MG after spending 2 weeks in a detox and left there on 16/MG daily.
Since then I was using 16/MG/day and feeling great my first month or so clean (yes, they call it the purple cloud). Even throughout my 2nd and most of 3rd I've felt fine and have had little to no urge to use.
Last time I met w/ the doc I mentioned to him 16/day has been doing fine but there are days that go by where I may just get away w/ 8MG and feel fine. We decided to drop down to 12/MG/day about a week or so ago and since then I've been feeling like shit. I am still prescribed the 16/MG/day but he left it up to me to make the drop to 12/MG and now I am starting to think I should stick w/ 16/MG.
Anyone else have this problem dropping such a low dose? Or is it just cause it's been roughly 3 months and the Subox is starting not to have the same feel it once did?
Got bad today where I almost considered using but came home and went to bed instead. Luckily I feel asleep quick and now just woke up and took 8MG and trying to feel "better".
Anyway, went to rehab and started my Subox treatment there; started out at 24/MG. I dropped to 16/MG after spending 2 weeks in a detox and left there on 16/MG daily.
Since then I was using 16/MG/day and feeling great my first month or so clean (yes, they call it the purple cloud). Even throughout my 2nd and most of 3rd I've felt fine and have had little to no urge to use.
Last time I met w/ the doc I mentioned to him 16/day has been doing fine but there are days that go by where I may just get away w/ 8MG and feel fine. We decided to drop down to 12/MG/day about a week or so ago and since then I've been feeling like shit. I am still prescribed the 16/MG/day but he left it up to me to make the drop to 12/MG and now I am starting to think I should stick w/ 16/MG.
Anyone else have this problem dropping such a low dose? Or is it just cause it's been roughly 3 months and the Subox is starting not to have the same feel it once did?
Got bad today where I almost considered using but came home and went to bed instead. Luckily I feel asleep quick and now just woke up and took 8MG and trying to feel "better".
