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Gibberings CXLVIII: Three cheers to breakcorefiend!

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That sounds very positive indeed. Great news. :D

Im kind of dreading that im gonna feel like a vulnerable empty shell when i get off bupe, as ive been on opis about 2 years now. I have no idea if its gonna feel like starting all over again, but i suspect there will be an element of that.

I think opis and etiz are having a negative effect on my motivation though, hence so long out of work, and only washing the dishes twice a year or something, or just chucking loads of it in the shed, out of sight, out of mind. I was always a bit of an idler but ive nevr been this bad before.
 
All that driving back and forth for what turned out to be a ten minute lecture. It honestly could have been done in an email. Plus side, ran into my old flatmate from halls and his current housemate, which was nice <3
 
lurching said:
I remember you posting about this episode in September (AL-LAD + ACO-DMT + 800mg 4FA + 8mg xanax, very dehydrated, concussion) and back then you were also complaining about how you were treated badly, like a druggie, and that they "refused to tell you anything" in the hospital. To me it sounded like you should be thanking them for saving you from stim OD complications and for running subsequent monitoring and tests on you, but it seemed like you could only complain about how you didn't get the respectful warm treatment you expected to deserve.

Now you're back moaning about them "insulting me for being a druggie", and trying to figure out if you can snort more drugs with the broken nose? :/
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Thing is, these doctors/nurses save lives and see a load of awful shit. People turn up there because of real unfortunate events out of their control: Car accidents, physical assaults, coronary problems etc So when Pagey turns up for the same treatment because she's been fooling around with too many drugs bought off the Internet, it doesn't put her in a particularly good position. She shouldn't be surprised that the staff don't treat her so empathetically.

Pagey really needs to consider her drug usage and what it's doing to herself and those around her. Something's very wrong, as aforementioned, she should be dead by that account. This isn't a dig at Pagey BTW, before I get flamed, just raising awareness.
 
So happy ATM, I placed an order so I could get funky on my b'day, got my mexxy & 2-FA, got wasted on the mexxy & "lost" it.
My mate been around since 11.30ish & had a nice toot of some good b, the lighter ran out of gas & I went to put more butane in the lighter, bang 800 (ish) mg of mxe falls out =D

Why I had stuffed it in there is beyond me but I hugged my mate & was as hyper like a kid on Dr Pepper mixed with Ice, I was so sad when I felt I had lost it due to my sanction this mxe is the last I will have for a while & I was truly gutted when I had lost it, wtf I had sTAShed it insdie the gas refill is beyond me, just done a nnice line & gave my mate a nic e sose too.

tonight is going to me done in royal Farmaz style, jutst smoked a £10 b, he did the mxe before me & mine is begining to kivk in :)
I am SO happy, I was 100% sure I had lost it, turns out I had another mxe brain melt & hid it in a stupid place but now it's all MINE & I am so happy, so fCKING HAPPY.

aLL MY XMAS & BIRTHDAYS Have come at once, Bodda is a happy man for once :)
 
11.11. snOllz

clock was 11.11am at 11.11.1980

Have e a good day EADD peoople, I am out to get fucked up, so <3 I found the mxe, in the butane gas refll of all places.
let the mxe madness begin :) <3

gimp horses ftw <3 :)
 
Ahh good shit, easy to remember too ;) Will be a good day here, just got some codeine and a PS2 to USB connector so I can play GTA V and not buy a new PS3 pad so that's me sorted. Feeling generally a bit in love with everyone, it's nice, had a good day, nice chat with mum and talking to Mrs Snolls now :)

Have a good un yersen, gimp horse says hi =D
 
raas_2012 said:
Thing is, these doctors/nurses save lives and see a load of awful shit. People turn up there because of real unfortunate events out of their control: Car accidents, physical assaults, coronary problems etc So when Pagey turns up for the same treatment because she's been fooling around with too many drugs bought off the Internet, it doesn't put her in a particularly good position. She shouldn't be surprised that the staff don't treat her so empathetically.

Pagey really needs to consider her drug usage and what it's doing to herself and those around her. Something's very wrong, as aforementioned, she should be dead by that account. This isn't a dig at Pagey BTW, before I get flamed, just raising awareness.
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Mmmyeah raas I quit drugs after that, didn't use a single one for 6 weeks and am now using in tiny quantities and barely ever at all (and certainly no binges or mixes like that)...so yeah, I know it was proof I needed to reconsider :|
 
ColtDan said:
Glad that days over. bit of a struggle
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That's what a weekend speed binge will do for your motivation on a Monday. Which is why you end up taking speed on a Monday. And benzos to knock you out. And before you know it, you're on it every day.

Not that I'm suggesting you're at that stage; not at all. :D

Pulled a badass move and mentioned lithium when booking a GP's appointment, so I'm in for Friday. Which is just in time for the shrink's appointment on Monday. It's not often that my shit is this together. Almost like a functioning adult.
 
Wicked thanks for the head up gonna look into it :)

Yeah pretty bad motivation sammy. although could be a lot worse. not as bad as the lethargic emotional fuckery i get off meph sometimes. 3rd week off it

loving this,
 
Really glad the lithium's working for you, Sam. :)

I find with stims it's the physical side-effects that are a bugger, though I guess that's more from dancing for a stupid amount of time and dehydration.
 
Bodda said:
11.11. snOllz

clock was 11.11am at 11.11.1980

Have e a good day EADD peoople, I am out to get fucked up, so <3 I found the mxe, in the butane gas refll of all places.
let the mxe madness begin :) <3

gimp horses ftw <3 :)
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11/11 for me too man, this year has come around fast! Glad things are well for you dude.
 
lurching said:
I remember you posting about this episode in September (AL-LAD + ACO-DMT + 800mg 4FA + 8mg xanax, very dehydrated, concussion) and back then you were also complaining about how you were treated badly, like a druggie, and that they "refused to tell you anything" in the hospital. To me it sounded like you should be thanking them for saving you from stim OD complications and for running subsequent monitoring and tests on you, but it seemed like you could only complain about how you didn't get the respectful warm treatment you expected to deserve.

Now you're back moaning about them "insulting me for being a druggie", and trying to figure out if you can snort more drugs with the broken nose? :/
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i sort of see your point but dont really agree. Should a nurse refuse compassion to someone dying of lung cancer because they have smoked all their lives ? Ok thats taking the argument to the very extreme, but medical staff should treat their patients with dignity whether their patients ailments are self inflicted or not. It is not for them to judge people. They do not know the reasons why the patient is in that state. Im an idealist. I know the real world doesnt work like that. Druggies and drunks get treated like shit.
 
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I miss Shambles as well. He is just one of those blokes that you just can't help liking.
Always got interesting stuff to say and can get along with anyone. Good guy.
I've got my first appointment tmrw with a Work Programme Provider. Should be quite interesting after reading up on all the little tricks they try to play on folk, I think I'm ready for them and have got as much info as my war chest will allow me to carry.
Off to watch a bit of TV before bed so can wake up fresh & ready for battle.
Have a good night people.
 
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