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Gibberings CXLVI: I've Seen Things, I've Seen Them With My Badgers

Somebody evidently knows his stuff. :)

Monitor caffeine and alcohol intake too, and compensate with more water.

Man, I'll lose what little respect I'd earned in all my favourite rough boozers now...

Stop drinking init , i never felt better since i stopped n you know i was a proper boozer n all
 
^ +1

Oh no, I won't be able to sleep now.

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Yes he has, and you're becoming much more benevolent, thoughtful, calmer and in a better mood. You've ruined my movie about you with this good behaviour.

What can we attribute to this change?

A higher benzo dosage?


;)

why thankyou kind sir, en contraire, or however the fuck you spell it, about the benzo dose. The change can be attributed to several different things, the number one reason is not being constantly trashed on phenazepam any more.

I dont seem to have received very much attention on EADD until my phenazapam car crash earlier this year, people have forgotten or didnt notice what i was like before that. That phenazepam period was out of character, allthough i have to admit that 'meltdown' was gradually looming. i was gonna say ive always been more benevolent and thoughtfull than that, but that wouldnt be true, its only possible to be like that when you are in a better place.

Anyway........ you cant please all the people all the time, so some people may be displeased by this, but i beleivee eryone has their own voice on here and should use it, ive got to know the voices of the regular posters, though theres still quite a few people that im not sure who they are, or what thier voice is. babbble babble.
 
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Stop drinking init , i never felt better since i stopped n you know i was a proper boozer n all

Stop drinking? Pffffffffttttttt!

I did that for nearly three years, and only at the behest of the most beautiful teenage girl in the world; with soft olive skin, golden-brown flowing hair, piercing Ashkenazi eyes and the most perfect body I ever had the pleasure to cradle in my arms and spunk all over.

In the unlikely event that I'm ever blessed with such a companion in future, I might give it some consideration. I'll keep you informed. ;)
 
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My bf and I are heavy drinkers (I'm the worst) - I have just told him that we have drank a stupid amount in the last few days/weekend, he said 'I've only been drinking from the bottle in the freezer' - Yeah but who do you think has been filling it up every day :D.

On saying that I need a beer!
 
Thought thief get out of my mind - but yeah Amstel!

Going to have a few cans/vallies and chill in the sunshine :) - have a good one.
 
Yeah clocks are weird in those lucid dreams, they distort or spin and do weird shit and make no sense at all

Our kitchen clock did that once, started spinning backwards. It freaked me the fuck out because that's usually how they look to me when I'm tripping. Had to get two other people to confirm it was the clock being possessed or some shit.

For some reason that kind of stuff never snaps me out of a dream or makes me realise I'm dreaming; I've heard you can snap out of it by trying to read something too, but it either reads in plain English, or it's in some sort of alien voodoo language and I'm just like 'oh well that makes perfect sense' and carry on. Same with clocks. I do get lucid dreams - more frequently when I'm tired or hungover or ill - but there's no discernable pattern to triggering them for me.

Also I just met a rather lovely girl in my English class. We got pointed out by our tutor for 'getting well past the introduction stage' when we had to do that awful 'say three things about yourself' thing. I mean we weren't banging on the desk or anything but we clicked really quickly, so that made my day a bit. Especially as Mrs Snolly has a cold and is sat at home being angry that it's her birthday.

edit: i'm not being awful, if she wanted to i'd take her out in a heartbeat but it's all just 'woe, woe i'm old' and 'DON'T MENTION MY BIRTHDAY' so i'm leaving her to it til the weekend.
 
Early night tonight because I've gotta go to the hospital tomorrow to have radioactive stuff squirted up my arse into my new j-pouch so they can xray it to check for leaks. Can't fucking wait. But at least it means that I'll know for sure I can have my final op, which is already scheduled for a little more than 2 weeks time.

Notice handed in on flat, jobs in London applied for, time to restart my life is approaching :)

All done, surprisingly not as bad a procedure as I thought it might be, probably quite a familiar sensation for a lot of you here... I'm not a surgeon and neither is the radiologist who did the procedure but we both had a good look at the xrays and agreed that it looked fine with no obvious leaks, which is good news. My 3rd and final surgery in 2 weeks time looks imminent.

I also have an interview for one of the jobs in London I applied for later this week (waiting for email to confirm when). It's quite a big / well known games studio so I'm quite excited. Busy busy at the moment!
 
hey snolly (or bearlove for that matter) - ive always been interested in this. how many people you find attractive (in normal setting, i.e not gay club or whatever) do you have to sift through before you find someone similarly inclined?

or can you tell somehow?


is it a ubiquitous fantasy for gayfolk to 'turn' i.e seduce a straight person? or is that an awfully conceited, ignorant and cliche assumption of mine
 
Ashkenazi Jewish as opposed to Sephardic - i.e. light hair and blue eyes as opposed to dark hair and eyes. Her family fled Ukraine shortly after the Revolution. Also known as 'silver Jews' by some. Think of (another Ashkenazi) Scarlett Johansson's kinda colouring, but with skin a bit darker.

You'd have liked her, I reckon. ;)

FYI, 'Ashkenaz' was the old Hebrew name for Germany.

is it a ubiquitous fantasy for gayfolk to 'turn' i.e seduce a straight person? or is that an awfully conceited, ignorant and cliche assumption of mine

IME, a lot depends on how horny / desperate said gay person is, and how slim the pickings are at the end of the night! :D

I've had sex with a few lesbians, but I certainly hadn't 'turned' them. They just didn't fancy a night alone in most cases. Plus, I was pretty fucking androgynous anyway and gorgeous with it), so it didn't make much difference, sweaty ballsack aside.

As for men, no man has ever tried to 'turn' me. I've had 'encounters' (some voluntary, some less so), but I find cocks are just way too clammy for my liking.
 
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cheers sam, i love my german history yet that is new to me. she sounds nice btw



for me though, cant beat the black hole eyes and bushy hair that comes au naturale with asian ladies, i even got a little thing for (relatively) bushy eyebrows, courtesy of some formative years fun... they (big unstraightend hair and untempered eyebrows) tend to signify, to me - innocence ripe for corruption ;)
 
hey snolly (or bearlove for that matter) - ive always been interested in this. how many people you find attractive (in normal setting, i.e not gay club or whatever) do you have to sift through before you find someone similarly inclined?

or can you tell somehow?


is it a ubiquitous fantasy for gayfolk to 'turn' i.e seduce a straight person? or is that an awfully conceited, ignorant and cliche assumption of mine

I think it's maybe a bit easier for me as a woman, because a lot of otherwise straight women tend to be interested in girls to some degree. I don't think I've ever been with an entirely straight woman, so yeah it doesn't take much for me! Maybe it is some sort of innate gaydar, though. Strangely I find it harder if I go out to gay clubs with the intention to meet someone, as round our way they mostly seem to be the big dyke-y sorts that I'm really just not into. They love me, though :(
 
Yeah guests went yesterday morning Brimz. I hope they're alright.

I'm thinking of getting some trips for the first time in years this week. :) So if I come on here talking nonsense you'll know i'm not my usual rational, plain speaking, self.
 
User Most Ill-Advised To Drop Anymore Acid:

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Acid_Ed! Cos you already had so damn much! How do you like THEM apples! Got you! You bastard!

=D <3


nominating myself for Most Edited Posts while I'm at it, plus it's the wrong thread :|
 
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