pharma-sutra
Bluelighter
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Hi there, I've posted a thread earlier, but was moved to ecstasy discussion and was closed because it was a re-post. Sorry about that. So here's my situation/problem...
Last Saturday, I was on MDMA and had an amazing time with this lady I met at an event. Long story short, one thing lead to another and I invited her back to my place. We cuddled, fondled, watched a movie, and even went to the bedroom and fell asleep together. However, I did not make "the move", instead we woke up to an awkward morning and she left probably feeling fairly insecure (as noted in the previous thread by littlepenguin). Before she left, I had asked for her number and Facebook. She was down to get together sometime and get a bite to eat. Later that Sunday afternoon, she accepted my fb request and personally "liked" various things on my profile.
When Monday was near, the post-roll blues had kicked in full-force and I was very down emotionally and was anxious as to whether I should call her or not. I realized that Tuesday was her birthday and I wanted to wait until it was her birthday to congratulate her and maybe ask her out. When Tuesday came, I tried contacting her over the phone, but her phone was off so I left a text saying that I just wanted to say "Happy Bday" and see how she was doing. I did not get a reply until later that night. She responded over text that she was super busy at work that day. So obviously, I tried to casually ask her about her day at work and insinuated she probably had birthday plans for the night. At the end of my text, I asked her out for coffee.
Now it's Wednesday night (approaching Thursday) and I still haven't heard back from her. And I just realized that she had a Facebook update yesterday after I had texted my last message to her. Her fb update was to thank all her friends for the birthday wishes and asked if anyone was willing to join her for a drinking session. I was appalled she neither mentioned nor invited me to drink with her. Or at least given me a decent response as to when she'd be free to hang out.
After talking out with a couple of friends, they all suggested me to move on. One of them told me, just for the laughs, text her that "maybe her headache she was experiencing at work the other day was probably because she wanted me to finish what I had started". He explained that there's absolutely nothing to lose and I've already gone this far, might as well let her know that my "balls have dropped" and that night while I was zonked out of my mind on MDMA wasn't the REAL me. I thought to myself...what the hell....why not. And so I sent her a very similar text, and turned of my phone. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to expect now...any advise? I really don't know how to explain this, but the past few days have driven me crazy over her. I just want her by my side again...
Last Saturday, I was on MDMA and had an amazing time with this lady I met at an event. Long story short, one thing lead to another and I invited her back to my place. We cuddled, fondled, watched a movie, and even went to the bedroom and fell asleep together. However, I did not make "the move", instead we woke up to an awkward morning and she left probably feeling fairly insecure (as noted in the previous thread by littlepenguin). Before she left, I had asked for her number and Facebook. She was down to get together sometime and get a bite to eat. Later that Sunday afternoon, she accepted my fb request and personally "liked" various things on my profile.
When Monday was near, the post-roll blues had kicked in full-force and I was very down emotionally and was anxious as to whether I should call her or not. I realized that Tuesday was her birthday and I wanted to wait until it was her birthday to congratulate her and maybe ask her out. When Tuesday came, I tried contacting her over the phone, but her phone was off so I left a text saying that I just wanted to say "Happy Bday" and see how she was doing. I did not get a reply until later that night. She responded over text that she was super busy at work that day. So obviously, I tried to casually ask her about her day at work and insinuated she probably had birthday plans for the night. At the end of my text, I asked her out for coffee.
Now it's Wednesday night (approaching Thursday) and I still haven't heard back from her. And I just realized that she had a Facebook update yesterday after I had texted my last message to her. Her fb update was to thank all her friends for the birthday wishes and asked if anyone was willing to join her for a drinking session. I was appalled she neither mentioned nor invited me to drink with her. Or at least given me a decent response as to when she'd be free to hang out.
After talking out with a couple of friends, they all suggested me to move on. One of them told me, just for the laughs, text her that "maybe her headache she was experiencing at work the other day was probably because she wanted me to finish what I had started". He explained that there's absolutely nothing to lose and I've already gone this far, might as well let her know that my "balls have dropped" and that night while I was zonked out of my mind on MDMA wasn't the REAL me. I thought to myself...what the hell....why not. And so I sent her a very similar text, and turned of my phone. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to expect now...any advise? I really don't know how to explain this, but the past few days have driven me crazy over her. I just want her by my side again...

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