So far in my life detoxing from Methadone was the worst. Kicked a 195mg a day habit cold turkey for 4 days to switch over to 32mg of Suboxone a day. Even with the Bupe my body ached and I had the sweats, not to mention the insomnia, for a solid 2 and a half months. And the muscle cramping/twitching became a real problem. I was quite shocked by the severity, and shudder when I imagine the experience with no Suboxone at all.
Kicking 160mg a day of Oxycodone after a 2 year run was probably the most painful. Especially in the bones, extra-specially the bones in my lower-back and legs. The aches were akin the growing-pains I experienced as a child, only magnified of course, and I could have sworn my bone marrow was replaced with ice for a short time. Not to mention the feeling of my own skin disgusting me (and hurting me, anytime a strong wind blew or a rough fabric brushed against exposed skin, the shower hurt my skin FFS).
Kicking 2 grams of smoked heroin a day, with the occasional gram of booted heroin a day was not nearly as bad as kicking OC or Methadone. Sure, it was no walk in the park, definitely miserable, but more so in the worst fever/flu I've ever hard kind of way. I don't remember it hurting as bad as the other two opiate kicks.
Hopefully kicking Bupe will be a cakewalk compared to those 3.
And while on the subject, I suppose I've officially come to the terms with the fact that I am a pretty serious benzo addict, and I need to figure out how to address this problem before I take things too far. I've worked too hard cutting back on Opiates only to replace them with a less recreational yet more insidiously addicting drug.