It's girls like you who make me wish I could be gay. Please be a total bitch to me or act like how you talk. I had gotten over you & then you fucking intrude on my life. Fuck that. It would be so much easier if you gave me one or the other. You are a fucking bitch of the lowest calibre & for that I can't stand you. But once we're together, I would do anything for you. Anything. It's that good a connection. It's girls like you who make me hate them. I call you saying, 'You"re sunglasses are at my house still. Call me & we'll work something out if you want to come by to get them.' And then 3 days later I get, 'Hey! Got your voicemail (after you IGNORE my call), I've been super busy'. I TOLD YOU WHAT THE FUCK TO DO. DON'T REPLY WITH SOME BULLSHIT THAT IN NO WAY EXPEDITES THE SITUATION, YOU FUCKING WOMAN. I don't want to see your sunnies EVER again. Because I shouldn't ever see you again. If I had an ounce of self-respect for myself I would never see you again. But I can't fight my feels, because I am weak. You are absolutely ruining me--no, I am allowing myself to be ruined by you. I really don't understand how you can be so sweet in person with words & actions, but then otherwise you're a cold, distant bitch. I'm falling apart & I blame myself because of what you do to me. You are fucking vexxing. But I would look past this in a heartbeat & it is fucked up. I deserve better. Goddammit I will happily settle for this. You fucking cunt.