The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - 25 posts overdue

[Allein]

you still in that puddle knock ?

 

[Pagey]

4-FA and 6-APDB.

It is fucking sublime!

Incredible.

hey hey knock, credit where credit is due! :D

speaking of which
under Superfucked it says, and I quote, "Two users of this novel compound, "Pagey" and "Knock" (their Bluelight "handles") were seen to be so fucked under it's influence that there are literally no words to describe how fucked they were"

 

[Allein]

go on rub it in, I could really go some of that stuff TBH, I heard it was quite like MDA which is probably my favourite drug of all time.

I turned down free MDMA the other day, can't take the stuff due to meds, probably for the best atm but still jealous

 

[mrcientist]

Fuck me gbl gives you the horn dunnit

2 straight hours of the best sex ever

awwwwww gb!

 

[Allein]

^^^

Just makes me puke, sadly. Glad you enjoyed it though

 

[WithMyLife]

So very very jealous. I have plenty of G but noone to have awesome gb sex with.

I'm really quite fucked, have accidentally been doing meph since friday. whoops.

 

[Pagey]

Well think I actually made a big mistake there. Dunno where my brain was at to think 300mg of 6-APDB and 250mg of 4-FA at once was a risk-free idea...nope just incontrollable spazzming and ridiculously painful muscle tension everywhere. And parents in a few hours...I'm an idiot

 

[WithMyLife]

Eeek, that doesn't sound too good Pagey. Hope you feel better!

I'm at that point where a big portion of my brain really doesn't want any more meph. I'm kinda thinking I'm getting to the length-of-session where the comedown will be a shitty shit sandwich. I should get my shit together. Despite the fact that I'm permanently suffering from the aftereffects of one drug or another, my work have decided that I rool and made me a manager. I have a graduate working for me from tomorrow. So I would quite like to be well enough to string a sentence together tomorrow. But meeephhhhh. Ahhhh.

 

[Allein]

Well think I actually made a big mistake there. Dunno where my brain was at to think 300mg of 6-APDB and 250mg of 4-FA at once was a risk-free idea...nope just incontrollable spazzming and ridiculously painful muscle tension everywhere. And parents in a few hours...I'm an idiot

I nice bath seems in order Pagey, always makes me feel better, warm flannel over the eyes and a good 5 mins of concentrating on your breathing, failing that a shed load of benzos

 

[ColtDan]

Well think I actually made a big mistake there. Dunno where my brain was at to think 300mg of 6-APDB and 250mg of 4-FA at once was a risk-free idea...nope just incontrollable spazzming and ridiculously painful muscle tension everywhere. And parents in a few hours...I'm an idiot

Steady on pagey

 

[Pagey]

Eeek, that doesn't sound too good Pagey. Hope you feel better!

Thank you!

I nice bath seems in order Pagey, always makes me feel better, warm flannel over the eyes and a good 5 mins of concentrating on your breathing, failing that a shed load of benzos

Hmm well I kinda cheated and started with the shitload of benzos which definitely helped my body ease up...brain is another matter entirely though. So I'll probably take you up on that bath suggestion, thanks

Steady on pagey

Oh no yeah taking a break now. Can't believe I took that much 6-APDB in one go, probablyl one the dumbest drug-related things I'ver done. Oh well

 

[Allein]

Nah you'll be fine, IME people are almost incapable of telling your off you face, despite what your paranoia might be telling you.

I've fronted out family and work without a hint of suspicion, the secret is to be a bit weird all the time

I tried a Xanax amphetamine combo earlier after reading up on it, a very pleasant experience, time for a bit more speed now though, may as well make the best of the rest of my holiday.

 

[lurching]

Please be sensible with the "shitload of benzos" dosages. Don't slip into a 24hr sleep while in bath willya

 

[Allein]

Please be sensible with the benzo dosages. Sleep and bathing don't go well together

A very good point sir, but I'm pretty sure Pagey isn't about to black out, she seems to have the constitution of a cart horse.

I reckon she'll be glowing on the 6-APDP until much later today

 

[lurching]

I'm pretty sure Pagey isn't about to black out, she seems to have the constitution of a cart horse.

This very same week Pagey posted how she had decided to just take handfuls of etizolam at the end of a stim session (a massive amount turning out to be nearly 40 pellets/tablets), blacked out, and woke up a full day later.... that + having had a family member of mine drown in bath prompted my warning

 

[ColtDan]

blacking out and waking up 24 hours later would scare me. benzo abuse sounds weird, i dont understand it. plus waking up all dehyrated and whatever

 

[mrcientist]

fuck me pagey! Heroic dose! Did you get my email/IM :/

 

[Pagey]

Nah you'll be fine, IME people are almost incapable of telling your off you face, despite what your paranoia might be telling you.

I've fronted out family and work without a hint of suspicion, the secret is to be a bit weird all the time

I tried a Xanax amphetamine combo earlier after reading up on it, a very pleasant experience, time for a bit more speed now though, may as well make the best of the rest of my holiday.

True true, but my mom did her fair share of coke back in the days so I figure she might know the stuff to look for on someone on stims. Anyway either gonna sneak out for lunch or pretend to be too sick to get out of bed cuz lunch with parents just would not go well haha.
enjoy your speed!

Please be sensible with the "shitload of benzos" dosages. Don't slip into a 24hr sleep while in bath willya

I am I am

A very good point sir, but I'm pretty sure Pagey isn't about to black out, she seems to have the constitution of a cart horse.

I reckon she'll be glowing on the 6-APDP until much later today

Hah, 'cart-horse'...well maybe not seeing as that dose of 6-APDB didn't exactly go well! But yeah still tripping quite hard about 8 hours after taking it so I guess it'll stick around a while!

This very same week Pagey posted how she had decided to just take handfuls of etizolam at the end of a stim session (a massive amount turning out to be nearly 40 pellets/tablets), blacked out, and woke up a full day later.... that + having had a family member of mine drown in bath prompted my warning

The big difference being the etiz were in powdered form whereas my xanax are pills, ie. I was eyeballing the etizolam after being up on other drugs all ngiht. With my pills the dosage is noted on them and I know how they work etc. for me so it's fine. Thanks for the concern though

blacking out and waking up 24 hours later would scare me. benzo abuse sounds weird, i dont understand it. plus waking up all dehyrated and whatever

Yeah scared me too don't worry.

fuck me pagey! Heroic dose! Did you get my email/IM :/

Yes, clearly a bit too heroic though live and learn. and yeah I did, sorry I wasn't in any kind of state to answer all night but I will in a bit!

 

[mrcientist]

Haha wasn't convinced that i'd sent it, so I sent again

Fucking Shit state of affairs, phone, laptop, looked at everything

Things are ok now, I'm coping with mpa and gbl :/

 

[lurching]

The big difference being the etiz were in powdered form whereas my xanax are pills, ie. I was eyeballing the etizolam after being up on other drugs all ngiht. With my pills the dosage is noted on them and I know how they work etc. for me so it's fine. Thanks for the concern though

Ooh eyeballing the etizolam, that explains the dosage. I thought the act of swallowing 37 of those pellet things was weird in itself, probably would have a blue tongue for weeks Didn't mean to sound pedantic there, just yr average (over)concern :D