^^ truth (obviously)
The GABA receptors in your brain have been down regulated and this can take some time put itself right.
You seem to be taking very large amounts of these drugs, way more than should be necessary for therapeutic use so it's not surprising you are having these issues.
Tapering down to a much lower amount and holding that for a good few months will help but a period of abstinence ( following a taper ) would be the only way to get back to anything like normality.
The GABA receptors in your brain have been down regulated and this can take some time put itself right.
You seem to be taking very large amounts of these drugs, way more than should be necessary for therapeutic use so it's not surprising you are having these issues.
Tapering down to a much lower amount and holding that for a good few months will help but a period of abstinence ( following a taper ) would be the only way to get back to anything like normality.

brimz