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Annoying neighbours, not sure if this topic has been done before ? Please merge if so

I don't think anyone is saying 'stop taking phenaz or we wont let you into our clique'. I think people are just politely offering you an outside perspective, because maybe...and I know this might sound nuts....because maybe most of the posters on here actually do give a shit about the wellbeing of the other posters.

I haven't even read this thread so have 0 opinion on what it was about.

sorry for interjecting but that's how I see EADD and it's not just you that people offer a bit of caring advice to once in a while, so don't feel singled out....
 
Ceres pretty much put it how I was trying to. I've had the same attitude towards myself on here before from several BLers and, looking back, it was very much on point and I appreciate it retrospectively. It's not cliquey or anything, people just want to see you alright and not in a state. I got told when I was acting out/being emo/drunken tit, and I got told how much happier I seemed when I wasn't drinking myself into a stupor.

I still drink (though try not to) but I have a different attitude towards it now, and towards life in general, mostly cos of people on here calling me out on it. We ain't trying to call you a cunt and get rid of you, just make sure you're ok and point it out cos your last post is kinda worrying to be honest. You don't necessarily need to be 100% clean but your use at the moment is obviously worrying some of us
 
Ok, I'll leave you alone. Honestly I just don't like seeing people getting into difficulties when it's avoidable, that's all. All of my contributions to this thread are meant in a friendly and helpful way and I certainly wouldn't dream of bullying you, I'm sorry if I am too much on your case although I don't see it that way. If you want people to keep their nose out of your affairs you shouldn't ask for advice about them on a public message board, though. Anyway, PLUR and blessings to you.
 
Calm down MDB, we're just worried you might get into trouble.

You really shouldn't be riding on teh pavement.
My gf's son was hospitalised as a toddler thanks to someone riding their pushbike on a pavement.

It's also illegal/bound to get you in trouble. Is it really worth the bother?
 
I think he said it was a lowered one that gives access? Not 100% sure

But if so, then maybe it's the kind that means it's accessible for cars, like the entrance to a driveway?

I live in a terraced street, there's no off street parking (ie no garages) you can only park outside your house ... a number of people have paid the council a grand to have the pavement in front of their house lowered so they can legally then cross the pavement with their car and park it in their front yard.

If it's legal for cars to cross over it, itll be legal and fairly safe for bikes too
 
ah ok thanks for clarifying that, at leat i dont fell shunned anymore. Nae need to worry. If you wouldnt towoprry aboyt me that should have been 12 momnths ago in my PV days,. That was so worrying i was worried about myself so i parked up the godd ship PV.

These are going to be just mini wreckhead binges. Im gonna have to straigten myself out once and for good for all. very soon. Too soo. Not sure if im even ready. You see. It all or nothing for me. So its foot down for the next couple weeks, then take-stock, evaluate, and start repairing, re-growing and fine tuning.

By then the mirtazapine will have replaced the sertraline. I hope im not placing my hopes too highl;y on that. But i believe that could be a sigificant bit in sortinmg my brain chemistry out. And then the rest will rewuire some hard work to get there.

Please dunnae be worrying. I might strike some of you as mad as Mugz. But Knock knows how much more snsibly i dose these days. It may not seem like it but there is mrthod to mu madness. Thankyou for the kind words. I was expectingt o have even furher alieanated muself. <3
 
No, I wasn't ;)

So now i know who my friends are(not)

2 faced bastard

who the fuck does this denistst with an ego bigger than his beard think he is to going around playing psychiatrist with people. As anyone observant could have boticed in that last oh so brilliantly original thread it is an extermely BAD, INSENSITIVE AND DANGEROUS IDEA.

Suddenly every tom, dick and harry on the forum who doent even know who they are talking about is given free reign tO take the piss in any maicious manner they see fit, and to feel at perferct leberty to shred thr other persons' psyche open with a scythe. Has it ever dawned on any of you neanderthals that someone in these situatoins can be very vulnerable people ineed. I dont suppose it has. 8(

Did anyone ever stop and think about that ? Of course not, you're far too insenstitive for that kind of thing. Better off sticking to teeth MATE. Oh all just a laugh isnt it it to swipe through proples psychology.

Alitarirm and NT I strongly recommend that such threads are banned in future. They are disrespecfrul and disgracefull to an extreme.

Me, a pity fuck, i dont pity me, things are going great. Most of you just dont get me and never will.

And isemene if its all all the same to you, ill save you bother and let you know that i could not give a shit if im one of the people your eventually decide whether im ok be on your people whom are ok to list as allright or not.

Do you sit in holy judgmenty on everybody on your throne and stroke your chinles wonder whilst smugly pondering your own superiotity ? I dare say it wont tramautise me too much if you eventually decide (after 30 months -how long does it take ?) tht im not ok after all i doubt it'll make much a massive difference to my life on way or the other to be honest.

I dont like the way the forum has tuned this last week, and it would do me the world of good to stay out of it from now on I enjoyed isiome interesting conversations and getting to know some people. Id be delighted to keep in touch with the good sould om here, the people who seemed straight up, with no hidden agendfas. please feel free to drop me a pm or email (marmz do yiou ever tun your pms or emaion ?)

I wont be taking any more active part in this snake pit of viscious turncoats. Fuck the lot of ye. (Apart from my friends - you know who you are)

its meant to be a a place of sanctuary to turn to help for problems, indstead you get ripped to shreds for having the guts tio share them.

My time at BL has ran its course. There are too many two faced, arrogant people here. I dont want antything more to do with this community. However there are of cpourse some fine individuals among the community.They know who they are. They are the ones that dont need to put everyone else and their ebest efforts through a savage psychic rape evry time.
 
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MDB, they werent referring to you. It was a gag between themselves, referring to themselves (I think).

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Re my PMs. Theyre turned on for people on my contacts list. I can put you on my friends/contact list, but in all honesty, I'm the worst possible person you really want on yours. I lead a pretty busy/stressful life and I'm the worst person in the world at responding to PMs. I'm truly TERRIBLE with them. Even with the people I'm closest to. Just ask anyone on my friends list. Most people just accept this and understand my predicament and know not to expect anything of me on this score tho.
 
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She ain't lying, MDB :D

I ain't any kinda substitute for Mz Marmz, I know. But check yer inbox and remember you can always PM me if needs be <3

(although, as you may have noticed - i ain't much better than marmz for such things either ><)
 
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