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Annoying neighbours, not sure if this topic has been done before ? Please merge if so

you've lost me Lurch. Anyway, im either gonna ignore nighbors and cat, or just ride around it. No need for more haslle in my life than that is there.

I HAVENT DONE ANY PHENAZ TODAY !!!!!!!!!! WTF !!!!!!!!!! COULD SOON RECTIFY THAT WITH A 50 MG HOOF but dont think i will. Better do dome do as not to suddenly purge it all and prcipaste w/ds. A perfectly modest 10mg perhaps in abit. Alkl thge phenaz head peckers ok now @?

Its a weird situation that the woman neighbour seems to thinks im crazy, or what the hell is all this clling the police about ?? and yet i think shes crazy, who would phone th police about an argument about a cat that wouldnt move. 8( Wre probably both a bit crazy.

Plenty of people have thought Im crazy. Only i know the answer to that. I have an essentially sound mind but with a tendency to lapses of bad judgement. So that just means crazy then lol.
 
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jancrow said:
Yeh, lay off the phenaz. Seriously mate, I'm not having a go, I just get the impression that this was probably all ramped up a bit by you not being quite with it..
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Tend to agree with this.

They're probably nice neighbours who just want to give their cat a bit of freedom, and are not so friendly towards you because you are on too much Phenaz and getting overly moody with them. lol

Sorry to say what you don't want to hear. But I think in situations like this it's good to try and work towards a good relationship and be a little tolerant where it's needed. I'm sure they'd respect you for it and will be far more productive than the current arguing.
 
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LET ME REPEAT FOR THE 27TH TIME - I WASNT THE ONE SHOUTING ABUSE AND BEING MOODY. I WAS THE ONE REMAINING CALM AND ASSERTIVE.

I GOING AWY FOR MONTH. PEOPLE MIGHT HAVE FORGOTTEN ME BY THEN.

My OP is like the fuckin sun have got hold of it and teisted it to make this thread into something it isnt.

I will concede that he phenaz made me uch more "up for" responcing when SOMEONE ELSE WAS AGGRESSIVE TO ME.

im sick of repeating that now.
 
Don't hurt the cat, for one. At least cats bury their shit, dogs don't. Get some cat repellent if you don't want it in your garden. Maybe test out your mad BMX skills by trying to bunny hop the cat?
 
I wouldnt dream of hurting the cat. What do people here take me for. I'm more misunderstood on here than IRL, and that really is saying something. I need a spin doctor. Are you free this aftrenoon alistair campbellc ?

I think it may be time for another BL sabaticaL. This place is doing my head in rather than giving me the support i wanted from it. I'll be in touck Knock and Shambles.

what should i do if i see them ride their bikes on the pavement today ? Give them a pointed stare ?
Say "I thought you said cycles werent allowed on the pavements".
Pretend not to have not noticed'

as in game shows they always have a group huddle before answewring -
3 is most sensible
1 makes your point but everything coulfd kick off "what you looking at yiou idiot" etc
2 everything will kick off


i say option 4 please Gorgeous Graham !!!!

BL is a good way to get things off your chest and put your thoughts and feellings into perspective when you have nobody to talk to, not even a counsellor. Sorry if my my posts annoy others. I get the feeling others find comedy value in my posts. I'm funny without even trying to be. Yay :), or is that nay, :?

the benzo haters will be please i only had about 12 mg of phenaz, compared to my usual 50 phenaz, 2 zopiclones, 2 cocentrated valerian root, largactil, hard liquor. promethazine, and phenergan, and lest not forget etizolam.

I wonder why people here think im mad. i should stop playing up to it as it is beginnning to annoy me rather a lot now. :!
 
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Stay out of traffic until you have regained some semblance of motor control.
 
As much as I'm not a cat person, only potential serial killers scream at a cat sunny itself on the footpath.

My former neighbour used to have a squawky bird in a cage on his balcony who he used to scream at to shut up when it was making all manner of noise. One day he even threatened to shoot it. Ah dude, it lives in a cage. Why don't you just not feed it for a few weeks?

Mind you that old fucker would always start cleaning his BBQ whenever the mrs and I old get loose and strut around naked in our backyard. He must have the cleanest BBQ in the city.
 
Lay off him Dan, MDB doesn't ever come over as aggressive. It is a bit of a mountain/molehill situation though, I'll give you that.
 
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My former neighbour used to have a squawky bird in a cage on his balcony who he used to scream at to shut up when it was making all manner of noise. One day he even threatened to shoot it. Ah dude, it lives in a cage. Why don't you just not feed it for a few weeks?

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I think humans should be banned from owning pets, I really do.

I mean, what kind of bird lover takes it out of it's natural environment (the sky) and into a puny cage where all it does is sit around and squawk constantly?
 
^ indeed. I do not own my dog , me and the dog are friends. it's a partnership. She allows me the freedom to go walking the big bad streets of the inner city at night which i couldn't do alone were it not for her.

on neghbourl disputes the man downstairs is a wanker. he stole my garden. once he took ownership of the garden he marked out his territory by throwing out a dirt mattress. in 7 years I never did see him come to his back door till the day he came out of it and told me to get out for it was his garden, wanker. I've just been in it eating my raspberries.
 
phew.

I saw you post and thought you might be offering to shoot the cat for MDB.

false alarm!
 
Yo MDB, I'm not benzo hating or trying to put you down. I'd say about six months ago you were mainly posting incoherent bollocks and what sense I could make of it indicated you felt your life was a bit of a mess. Then it seemed like you got a lot better, your levels of drama and drug taking decreased, you started talking seriously about getting clean and I thought oh right, now that I can understand what he's saying he's actually an OK guy and he's not daft either. Recently this process seems to have been running in reverse, and much more rapidly in the last fortnight.

I know you know this, but when one is inside it nobody can see the great benzo paradox - they obliterate your ability to gauge what's appropriate behaviour and when you're being 'normal'. Your perception of your behaviour is completely skewed. From your neighbour's POV you may have careered round the corner like Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, over the pavement and almost into her cat, which you then screamed at, and went hyper defensive when she had a problem with that. Dare I say it, her perception is probably closer to the truth than your own.
 
I give up on this thread, no one, least of all Jan Crow is within a million million miles of understanding what actually happened. Besides it's such a trivial event it deoesn't even merit the space it occupiers on a pc screen. Please please stop going oin and on abouit it. Im feeling harrassed by you and others about this now.:(

No doubt i have become increasingly fucked up over the last fortnight, which does coincide exactly with ehen i received 2g of phenazepam. I have been trying no less than 10 digfferent sleeping aids since i stopped AH all just a get me a few hrs keep. As far as benzo tolerance and sleep goes they are done for, so you head it hear first;the actual measururing of doses (not just hoof what looks liuke 50 mg) has begun and i am switching from sert to mirtazapine, which has natural calming & sedative properties which should be right for me.

I expect that the Bupe will smooth over any bumps in anti depressnt change; once thats established then i can really start tackling things.

I WISH PEOLE REALISED THAT A FEW BAD DAYS DOED NOT MEAN SOMEONEONES WHOLEWORLD IS UNRAVELLING OUT OF CONTROL AND FALLING TO SHIT. I JUST CHOSE TO GO ON A MINI PHENAZ BENDER, SO WHAT.!!! ??? :? THATS WHAT I LIKE TO DO. iM GOIMNG ON A MEPHEDRONE BENDER IN A MINUTE UNTIL I HAVE THINGS TO ATTEND TO ON MONDAY, THEN THERE WILL BE A MINI BUPE BENDER NEXT, THEN I HAVE TO STOP MY FUN AND GAMES WITH ALL THIS AND START TAKING IT SERIOUSLYAND START ACTUALLY MEASURING STUFF AND TITRATING DOWN AGAIN.

i KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, IF YOU HAVE TO TALK CINTINUOUDSLY ABOUT GETTING CLEAN TO BE ALLRIGHT IN YOUR BOOK THEN THAT RULES OUT HALF OF BL. i DONT EVEN WANT TOIBE ALRIGHT IN YOUR BOOK THEN, I DONT EVEN WANT TO BE IN IT,I HAVE MY OWN PLAN AND I KNOW WHAT IM DOING AND AM I WILL POLITELUY ASK YOU YOU TO KEEP YOUR NOSE OUT OF MY AFFAIRS AS YOU HAVE ABSOLUITELY NO UNDERSTANDING OR EMKPATHY TOWARD MY SITUATION;RATHER THAN THE WHOLE PICTURE YOU JUST TINTY FRAGMENTS FROM WHICH YOU ARE TRYING TO EXTRAPLOATE SOMETHING UNTRUE. iVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR JIBES. FRIENDLY BANTER IS OK BU THERE IS A LINE BEING DRAWN HERE NOT A MILLION MILES FROM BULLYING - YOU DONT STIP TAKING PHENAZ OR WE WONT LET YOU INTO OUR CLIQUE. BOO FUCKIN HOO. yES I HAVE A LOT OF ISSUES I DIONT EXPECT THEM ALL TO SORT THEMSELVES OUT OVERNIGHT. I KNOW ITS GONNA TAKE MONTHS OF BITTERLY HARD WORK. BUT I HAVE THAT STRENGTH TO KEEP ON FIGHTING UNTIL THE FINAL BATTLE IS WON., WHETHER YOU ARE WITH ME OR AGAINST ME ISNT ANY CONCERN OF MINE,.

I have some excellent support on this boasrd and IRL. Good to know where i stand.

sorry i lost the formatting. I have notning urther to say on this matter, or on the subject of phenazepam, or on anything else at all the moment. You're all jst gonna pick it to shreds whatever i say. So im keeping shctum and off of here.

m,db id=s temporarily off the hook, he will still be avaiable to all those good folk who know who they are.
 
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