79skmp
Greenlighter
I have rolled many times in my life, and I am quite disturbed by the behavior I witnessed in my friend last night. This was only his third time rolling, and it was our first time together.
Mind you, I have known this guy for two years and our history is quite colorful. We tried dating intermittently, but each attempt ended in a fight. We had just reconnected a few months ago and decided to roll together. We had discussed doing it in the past but it just didn't work out. As far as I understand, we are just friends. I wanted to get something off my chest to him before the roll (cause I didn't want my experience inhibited in any way). Long and short - he lied to me and got caught. I asked for an explanation and he said "Do we have to talk about this now? Cause if so, it's going to kill my high." Total jerk - I let it go...and didn't bring it up the rest of the night.
Fast forward to the peak: His behavior was bizarre. The first hour or so of rolling, he was super vulgar and crass. Every other word was "motherfucker this" or "motherfucker that" and....wow...just totally obnoxious. It all had to be his way or no way. No compromise. Also, anytime I tried to contribute to the conversation, he would immediately change the subject.
Needless to say, my buzz was already dying about 45 minutes into the roll. It was terrible. So, I decided to make the best of it and try some massages. Thank God I did. It saved my night. We did end up messing around, but nothing went too far. We did some erotic massaging...but that's the furthest it went. There was no kissing either. That being said, the massaging was freakin' incredible.
Today, he has thanked me multiple times for the amazing evening he had. And....uhh....I'm just puzzled. I've never experienced such anger in another person while on E.
My questions are these: 1) Has anyone ever experienced such aggressive/angry behavior while rolling? If so, why? 2) What in the hell happened in my case?
Mind you, I have known this guy for two years and our history is quite colorful. We tried dating intermittently, but each attempt ended in a fight. We had just reconnected a few months ago and decided to roll together. We had discussed doing it in the past but it just didn't work out. As far as I understand, we are just friends. I wanted to get something off my chest to him before the roll (cause I didn't want my experience inhibited in any way). Long and short - he lied to me and got caught. I asked for an explanation and he said "Do we have to talk about this now? Cause if so, it's going to kill my high." Total jerk - I let it go...and didn't bring it up the rest of the night.
Fast forward to the peak: His behavior was bizarre. The first hour or so of rolling, he was super vulgar and crass. Every other word was "motherfucker this" or "motherfucker that" and....wow...just totally obnoxious. It all had to be his way or no way. No compromise. Also, anytime I tried to contribute to the conversation, he would immediately change the subject.
Needless to say, my buzz was already dying about 45 minutes into the roll. It was terrible. So, I decided to make the best of it and try some massages. Thank God I did. It saved my night. We did end up messing around, but nothing went too far. We did some erotic massaging...but that's the furthest it went. There was no kissing either. That being said, the massaging was freakin' incredible.
Today, he has thanked me multiple times for the amazing evening he had. And....uhh....I'm just puzzled. I've never experienced such anger in another person while on E.
My questions are these: 1) Has anyone ever experienced such aggressive/angry behavior while rolling? If so, why? 2) What in the hell happened in my case?
rolling. You think he was using me? Early on, he hardly touched me. I was the one who introduced the massaging... 