infantannihilator
Bluelighter
Have you ever sought out any sort of doctor Magickduck? I guess there isnt really much a doctor could do and it sounds as if you're handling it alright, you haven't gone crazy or into any sort of psychosis by the sounds. You say 3 month binge, so, was this like a few times a week, balls out every day? I only ask because the term "binge" takes on very different meaning for different people; kind of like how some professionals consider you to be a binge drinker if you have more than three drinks in an evening (i forget the correct notion, but by that logic 99% of people who drink are binge drinkers). I also don't mean to have you repeat yourself as Im sure you've answered it before, but I dont quite want to scour all your posts 
