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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

im tired af. i think im gonna go get a good nights sleep.

tommorrow is supposed to rain 2 inches (and tonight) so hopefully, if i got a ride home, ill take my half day/ if not then ill get rained on. regardless tho ill be nice and cozy on oxy from the time i wake up to when i go to sleep. i also took off from my other job so i can nod all night and enjoy my night off.
 
While it's sad to see my homies leftwing & laC getting hit with the banhammer, it is nice to be back on staff XD. Haoze BDD tonight & today? I'm pretty disappoint; at the last minute I decide to grab a 40oz of some PBR with the intention of hitting the gas station before it closes at midnight for another. I get there at 11:50 & the bitch is closed. FML.
 
Why did two of my fav BLighter's get the ban? Tentram and laCCy are always keep me jealous and entertained with their drugs haha.

Tentram: beautiful valiums and 200mg morphine shots that sound godly to me and my tolerance. I think he gets script of oxy's too, I'd just plug those or chew them up on an empty stomach with potentiators

laC: Always has a buffet of IV opioids (Dillys, boy, oxy IRs and bupe- not a fan of bupe recreationally at all. Even in dosages way uner 2mg.
 
Bob Loblaw said:
While it's sad to see my homies leftwing & laC getting hit with the banhammer, it is nice to be back on staff XD. Haoze BDD tonight & today? I'm pretty disappoint; at the last minute I decide to grab a 40oz of some PBR with the intention of hitting the gas station before it closes at midnight for another. I get there at 11:50 & the bitch is closed. FML.
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That's sucks balls man. I remember when the Super Bowl came on I wanted to get drunks cuz it's been since I was little when the ravens won the Super Bowl (I actually lived there at that point) and I wanted to get drunk and they closed an hour prior, which is about the time I was gonna go but then I told myself its Sunday and they're opened till 8 so I can get it before the game. Nope.

Congrats on your new mod stick buddy!
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Why did two of my fav BLighter's get the ban? Tentram and laCCy are always keep me jealous and entertained with their drugs haha.

Tentram: beautiful valiums and 200mg morphine shots that sound godly to me and my tolerance. I think he gets script of oxy's too, I'd just plug those or chew them up on an empty stomach with potentiators

laC: Always has a buffet of IV opioids (Dillys, boy, oxy IRs and bupe- not a fan of bupe recreationally at all. Even in dosages way uner 2mg.
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I know, they always got good drugs. I'm sure tent got in an argument cuz I've seen a few lately iirc. And lac, I know what he did but I'm obviously not allowed to just say. it here lol it definetly could have been prevented tho haha

Omw to work feeling quite dandy on 20 mgs of oxy plugged and some smoked dank. Feels good man!
 
Just copped like 20 white 2 mg kpins and ate the rest of my bars ;) lol. Feeling so relaxed, nothing like sublingual xanax bars in combo with sublingual kpins. Feeling so sedated and relaxed.

Waiting on the dopegirl and a dope. One dealer has fire caps of cocaine, but his boy is ehhh. My dopegirl doesn't serve coke at all, decent hard now and then which I don't like to IV or smoke much at all. Anyone get in situations like these?

I hate waiting on dopeboys, but the benzos are making more a lot more patient than usual + bowl of medicinal buds

*FUCK YEAH, found ~17 mg of Addy. Gonna plug. IV'd that coke earlier so it should help my stim craving subside... oh and still got 200mg of diamorph
 
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Bob Loblaw said:
While it's sad to see my homies leftwing & laC getting hit with the banhammer, it is nice to be back on staff XD. Haoze BDD tonight & today? I'm pretty disappoint; at the last minute I decide to grab a 40oz of some PBR with the intention of hitting the gas station before it closes at midnight for another. I get there at 11:50 & the bitch is closed. FML.
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Yeah, shit sucks when people get banned. But ya know....

And yeah, congrats on your restaffing. =D
 
whyd they get banned?

whatchu know about carpet surfing for shards that arent there :( guess ill smoke some pot res and drink beer until i can at least get weed.

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Why thank you, fine people. Ughh it's ~6:30p; I've been up since 10:00p yesterday & I'm not rly tired. At least I've got ethyl alcohol flowing through my veins & melatonin was half off, so I got 240mg for madddd cheap, so hopefully i can sleep by 7, wake up around 2 or 3, then go to bed at a reasonable hour tomorrow 'cos I work tomorrow night.
 
Damn only 4 posts since my post yesterday? Wtf.

Woke up late for work. I had 6 mins before I had to be out the door and I plugged 22.5 mgs of oxy I had in a oral syringe. Didn't even wait for it to absorb right away lol

I think I overslept cuz I smoked kief before I went to bed, also had some with my wake and bake bowl

I feel pretty good minus the headache I woke up with. The oxy should make it go away soon.
 
^I try to keep the social hopping but when your two resident socialites are on involuntary leave (I feel comfortable using military/intellectualized terms in these situations, if ya haven't noticed) it's tougher.

IML today: Coke dealer calls at 7am am wakes up entire family.


I am now high on coke, running in safe mode since it will only start this way, and alone with no one to chat with. wake up fuckers, AIM me, tc, something lol.

Off to work, Smokey? I used to cut greens too. Golfers are assholes.

Me: "Oh i see a party teeing up, I'll stop mowing and let them play through"

Them: *motions to keep working*

Me: *Twitch* uhhh....*Throws out cig but and shrugs, continues working, receiving golf balls to the hardhat*


On another note, I'm trying to keep coke-busy in the wee hours of social isolation, so I've been going over this pretty unbiased HR book given to me years ago by a local HR/addiction counseling/prevention centre. The guy left his contact info in the back because I kinda stood out of the crowd with my drug knowledge when he presented to q (though drug addled) youth social re-insertion program I was a part of; Might get in touch with the guy, maybe he knows about BL....

Trying to figure out some ways to make BL more commonplace and an actual reference in places like this.

Or maybe I could help consult on the next publication.

OR maybe I'm high.


-.- wake up
 
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lol you a little geeked there, buddy? I was bored the other day & checked posts; me and tent make up ~35% of all posts in this thread aha
 
Wish I had some heroin. *Looks back* nope fuckin' headshop kratom and suboxone.

At least I have many mgs of clonazepam and some Sour Poison to smoke on.

Sippin' on some green tea too
 
Hey fuckers!

Bobby, congrats on your staff position.
Ven, <3
Miss mr laC and tent, canelieve they got themselves banned at the same time.

I'm still in bed, trying to find the motivation to get up and/or dressed, listening to my dog and cat running around playing with each other. Every now and then they'll run across the bed, or the cat will launch an aerial attack via jumping off me or the bed onto the dogs back.
 
Thanks, ms fucker!
They probably got b& trying to have sechs through the computer screen together; squirrely bastards...

Haha watching cats & dogs fuck around is amusing. I can't wait to see my kitteh when I go home for the weekend :).

Anywho, it's time for The Wire before I pass out. Nightnight.
 
Dope boy on his way foolz. His girl tenths are straight fucking FIRE! I just wanna sit around and shoot his coke all night, as long as I had his heroin too. Pure girl shots, speedballs, or whatever!

I get so anxious waiting for dope boys to deliver. I burn wholes in the floor.

And... I decided to eat way too much considering it was head shop kratom I thought I'd like 30 of those capsules. I'm light-headed as fuck, but it's holding off my WDs for sure. The light-headedness doesn't feel right though.

Have you noticed after you eat a lot of benzos (especially long-duration diazepam or kpins) other than being wobbly and slurring words now and then, you can like the muscle-relaxation in your stomach. Like drinking soda isn't pleasant when I feel that way because it's so bubbly
 
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Hellooo.
Back on BL for the first time in a while.
What's everyone up to?

Anndd.. its payday ;]
 
i love payday. my one job pays the 15th of the month and the end of the month (30th or 31st). my other job pays every friday, i love it.

i let my coworker borrow a 15 till he went home and got his at lunch but he forgot mine. he gave me a 1mg football, which i ate half at work and i got the other half along with 3/4 of a 15 for when i got an hour left in my shift. hes gonna give me 2 more over the course of 2 days cuz he knows ive blacked out a few times including the time he gave me 10 and i ate all 10 and went to the bar and slammed a double crown and coke then walked out. 5am was rough the next morning. havent ate over 1.5 mgs of xanax in one sittin, even if i got 3 or 4 on me lol

im glad he looks out for me tho. cant get in trouble by my mom lol i think i was supposed to be at work at 4 but im just gonna say i thought it was 5 since it is sometimes. im gonna tell her to start letting me come in at 5 on fridays cuz i aint got anytime to get home and get ready,m especially if we gotta go somewhere after work, like walmart which is 5 mons from work instead of the 20 mins from home. i wish it was closer

man i feel good af right now. my boss will probaly point out my pin point eyes, it was my "script of 5s tho". lulz

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5 mins after i wrote that last post my boss called me and told me not to come in cuz it was slow so i sniffed another quarter of a 15, smoked a little hit of weed, and ate my other half mg of xanax now im just chillin for the night.

i got rid of an 8th out of my half of dank ( my friend and a mutual friend that we lived with a while back thinks its silver haze cuz we used to always get it and it smelled and looked the same) and im trying to get a quarter sometime tonight so ill have plentyl of weed to last till payday.

im feeling nice.
 
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haha dope is dope, im pretty jealous of those scrips ^

Finally got off work after dealing with all this stupid union bullshit. i wish employers would stop fucking our staff around for no good reason and just let things work.. >< now all my best workers have their panties in a twist over nothing fml.

on a lighter note i got some weed and beers, no work tomorrow and some cash to grab ice or blow whatever finds me first :D
 
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