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MDPV Megathread 9: The thrill of the chase

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yoyo50 said:
fuck pv! (well not really but..)

My mate is in mental hospital, after losing the plot on 3g mdpv he been had been up for 6 days~, he got kicked out of home, police came took

his pv and gbl.
he stayed at mine, (didn't sleep), then got to about 1pm next day and he just started talking shit about finding scientists, referring to

himself in 3rd person, tried to look thur my stuff, and saw some whey protein, and said thats foil and started to try get it
throw a laptop, just grabbed hold of him and when family came to see he droped to floor and said why was i attacking him.

hour or so later, done the same, phoned his parents, said "phone the police", tried mental health people/crisis team, they knew who he was coz

an ambulance had been out past 3 nights to his address
they just sent some divvy coppers, who wouldnt do shit coz hadn't broken law,

so his sister said she come get him, and take mental hospital, he was sitting there calm for 2-3 hours then ran out the door thinking his sister had came
ran back in saying i was trying to kill poison someone with baclofen (which are working fucking great for gbl wds)
flying towards family members, phoned his sister asked where she at, coz he starting she phoned police, they came did fuck all again
just took him out the block, so a mate tried to find him hotel, ended up taking him to a mates to stay
all quite till 4am when he starts pacing up and down saying people outside gonna burn place down, then he smashed some glass on accident, and mate had to quote "batter" him.
which seemed OTT, soon as id grab him he would calm down, he got to hospital somehow, they said he didnt know how he got there.
spent a night there and moved today to mental hospital today, still not back to normal (that all happened on Wednesday)
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Aye carumba, sounds mental matey. Sounds very much like some of the strange places MDPV has taken me. I won't admit to to a lot of it but Nicklazz knows some of the weird sick shit I used to get up too. I've mentioned it before but I have woke up in hospital or prison on more than a few occasions. Makes me so glad I'm free of it. However fun it can be for the first few days/weeks :D
 
Shambles said:
What baclofen doses are you taking? Just out of interest...
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about 130mg first day, and around 80mg last two days, considering i got about 5h sleep in 5days from my last wd.
and really bad cramps, this a breeze.

Ben So Furry said:
Aye carumba, sounds mental matey. Sounds very much like some of the strange places MDPV has taken me. I won't admit to to a lot of it but Nicklazz knows some of the weird sick shit I used to get up too. I've mentioned it before but I have woke up in hospital or prison on more than a few occasions. Makes me so glad I'm free of it. However fun it can be for the first few days/weeks :D
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Yep, totally lost plot, saying one family will die, they are watching, tried to use his laptop just sat there smashing random keys to try guess his password
went crazy over a roll up, thought it had ricin in, im not a great story teller but ive done a week up on pv but everything was so random.

cops asked if he had cash he said not a penny, then two later that he had 50 quid, it was like the sane trying to come out
 
found this quote on a-pvp 2 threads ago.

Wish I could tell the story of my last run with a-PVP (or partial run, the baggie got lost somewhere on the way) but in case these forums are monitored I will tell an altered version that's very similar to what happened.

a-PVP quite honestly is even more psychosis-inducing than MDPV, and it's a worse sort of psychosis, IMO... MDPV makes you cloudy and scattered, nutty, but a-PVP can make you viciously insane and crazy if abused... flat out paranoid schizophrenic psychosis. Reality plain old forgotten.... gone. The new "reality" in your mind, which is True.

Basically after the first 2 to 3 days of messing with it, I stopped and got a few hours of sleep, but then picked up again and wasn't able to stop due to the compulsiveness and started believing the stories in my head... two opposite ends of the universe in which time converged at the beginning and the end and there was a great drama involving an evil race of demons vs. the human race itself, with me as God (or the devil, depending on who is deciding).

There was a race of demons that tried to keep life from ever getting started, and I was life itself that had crawled up from the center of the earth and begun on the planet surface. MDPV was a "drug of gods" that was supposed to foil this race of demons, but they found me out before I could complete the plan and destroyed all life.

And basically life never got started. About the time I was thinking this, I was trashing my bedroom, trying to destroy the frozen race of demons (after lying in bed for hours mumbling strange phrases, chanting, seeing hands dropping knives, bodies merging together after twisting into strange shapes, God dictating to the devil)... but then I realized that I was on the OTHER side of the universe, totally alone, on the planet Beta Alpha Centauri in the year 47,900,000 A.D. (instead of on Earth in the year 1378 B.C. where I should have been) and it would not be possible to re-encode the universe atom by atom in words and stop the destruction of all life because THEY had succeeded at perverting my plan on the computer, where they showed me a devilish poem involving a sad little child that had wiped out my ability to stop them.

So anyway, a pounding on the door (it was cuz I made noise trashing the room, but I thought the demons were here for me). Me cowering under the bed, begging for mercy, because my fate was to be tortured in hell for all eternity, being Good/God... which had failed.

Being torn out from under the bed going "noo, noooooo... anything, anything..." moaning, crying and begging, my clothes stinking so bad they would have made u vomit, handcuffed, couldn't breathe... my voice got low like a devil... I was taken outside, it was freezing, put in an ambulance and fed pure carbon monoxide (so I thought) which dried my mouth out and was prepping me for pain/torment... and I was lying there going somewhere begging "please... anything... please" because my fate was eternal pain and hell.

Nice that it all ended with Haldol, a catheter in my penis and a few hrs. sleep in the ER.... a far better fate than I thought I had deserved.

Don't mess with MDPV or a-PVP.

If you do, take every frickin' precaution you can possibly think of.

a-PVP in particular, if abused, is EVIL. I mean it... EVIL. There is a sense of Lucifuge, satan, the stench of sulfur and gas ovens about it. Don't mess with it, or if u do, treat it like it can take you to hell temporarily and show you what it feels like and what your fate is going to be. Seems here it can produce a deeper and more comprehensive psychosis than MDPV, involving the total absence of normal reality... at some point I was totally unaware I was even using it at all, so how could I have stopped?
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lol'd so hard.

so I tried mdpv a few weeks ago, went on a 6 day binge without any food or sleep. by the end of it I had a pair of high powered binoculars aiming out the window, seeing all kinds of shit such as people shooting guns, all kinds of different humanoids, a truck made completely out of miniature 1:12 scale corvette models, I realized the tree outside my window was filled with dead fish and turtles and a family of fisher cats was living there bringing aquatic animals up there to be eaten alive at a later date.

that was only off of 250 mg of mdpv, and stupidly I ordered 5 grams of a-pvp that should be here on tuesday. I've pretty much come to terms with the fact I will be hospitalized at some point in the next week. I'm trying to plan damage control, perhaps take a camping trip to try to be away from my family when the shit hits the fan, although being out in the wilderness would probably lead to the most intense and horrific hallucinations possible. maybe I'll just try to stay at a friends house. either way I'll keep you guys posted.
 
Haha I read that apvp psychosis tale on another forum, that shit is far out. Somehow, apvp has never taken me even close to that level of delusional thinking.

Still is bad shit though. Had a craving yesterday, I suddenly recalled with absolute clarity the taste and smell of the vapor and it unsettled me a bit. Craving was gone though before I knew it.
 
so is anyone getting the ole tan stuff? or is it always white now? it seemed so much better !
 
down508 said:
lol'd so hard.

so I tried mdpv a few weeks ago, went on a 6 day binge without any food or sleep. by the end of it I had a pair of high powered binoculars aiming out the window, seeing all kinds of shit such as people shooting guns, all kinds of different humanoids, a truck made completely out of miniature 1:12 scale corvette models, I realized the tree outside my window was filled with dead fish and turtles and a family of fisher cats was living there bringing aquatic animals up there to be eaten alive at a later date.

that was only off of 250 mg of mdpv, and stupidly I ordered 5 grams of a-pvp that should be here on tuesday. I've pretty much come to terms with the fact I will be hospitalized at some point in the next week. I'm trying to plan damage control, perhaps take a camping trip to try to be away from my family when the shit hits the fan, although being out in the wilderness would probably lead to the most intense and horrific hallucinations possible. maybe I'll just try to stay at a friends house. either way I'll keep you guys posted.
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Don't start taking the a-pvp, for your own good. Having 5 grams man, gambling with life I say. I would be detroyed. Take care dude and yea keep us updated.
 
down508 said:
found this quote on a-pvp 2 threads ago.




lol'd so hard.

so I tried mdpv a few weeks ago, went on a 6 day binge without any food or sleep. by the end of it I had a pair of high powered binoculars aiming out the window, seeing all kinds of shit such as people shooting guns, all kinds of different humanoids, a truck made completely out of miniature 1:12 scale corvette models, I realized the tree outside my window was filled with dead fish and turtles and a family of fisher cats was living there bringing aquatic animals up there to be eaten alive at a later date.

that was only off of 250 mg of mdpv, and stupidly I ordered 5 grams of a-pvp that should be here on tuesday. I've pretty much come to terms with the fact I will be hospitalized at some point in the next week. I'm trying to plan damage control, perhaps take a camping trip to try to be away from my family when the shit hits the fan, although being out in the wilderness would probably lead to the most intense and horrific hallucinations possible. maybe I'll just try to stay at a friends house. either way I'll keep you guys posted.
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Yep, sorry yo had a bad time mate. The wtf-ness is fun for a while but shit gets real all of a sudden. I saw block of matter materialise right in front of me and my wifes face in smoke as real as these words I type. Then I shat myself. That was just the beginning though. Shit got way crazier. What I share is only what I'm willing to admit. I'm ashamed of a lot of it that came after that.

Makes one wonder why we take this weird fucking stuff eh?

Stay safe and try and stay on the right side of the law and out of mental institutions PV fans. <3
 
Oh shit I overlooked the part where you said you ordered 5 grams of apvp. That was stupid man, especially after what 250 mg of mdpv did to you.

5 grams of apvp is in the danger zone. I strongly suspect that apvp is EVEN worse than mdpv in a lot of ways and this is going to take you to some bad places mentally and physically, you really don't want to do it.

My advice - flush it dude. Once you start there's no turning back if there is material left and you're gonna be in a world of confusion and fucked-upness. You're gonna do shit you're going to regret big time.

I had one occasion where a vendor bumped my apvp fucking fat, I must've had 3 grams or more. It was awful, I got so fucked up I was lying to everyone around me swearing off the shit to concerned people and going right back to hitting it. It all ended in a trainwreck when I ran out, I had some am-2201 I was going to use through the comedown and I FUCKING LOST IT either at work or on the bike ride home. I was too fucked up to keep inventory of myself anymore and at some point on my ride home I realized the bag was't in my pocket and I slammed on my bike brakes and flipped over the front of my bike and basically threw a tantrum in the street for 3 minutes. Then I rode all the way back to work in the dark looking for the bag, never found it and rode all the way back home.

Normally a lost bag of a noid wouldn't bother me to that extent but I was really counting on it to take the edge off the horrors of a week long speed binge. I was in tears I felt so bad.
 
down508 said:
stupidly I ordered 5 grams of a-pvp that should be here on tuesday. I've pretty much come to terms with the fact I will be hospitalized at some point in the next week. I'm trying to plan damage control, perhaps take a camping trip to try to be away from my family when the shit hits the fan, although being out in the wilderness would probably lead to the most intense and horrific hallucinations possible. maybe I'll just try to stay at a friends house. either way I'll keep you guys posted.
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Hi mate - seriously now...

A friend of a friend of mine went on a run with 3g of APVP and is now still gibbering away in a psychiatric unit months later - true story.

There is no 'damage control' with this shit...well there is, and it's called "do not fucking consume". You said yourself that you have already accepted that you will be hospitalised if you consume, so in effect taking this drug will be nothing more than intentional self-harming. If you feel that bad about life my friend PLEASE get some help.

Far be it for me to tell people what to take or not, but just for you I will make an exception - do yourself a big big flavour and flush it as soon as it arrives, straightaway. Be safe, big love to you.
 
down508 said:
found this quote on a-pvp 2 threads ago.




lol'd so hard.

so I tried mdpv a few weeks ago, went on a 6 day binge without any food or sleep. by the end of it I had a pair of high powered binoculars aiming out the window, seeing all kinds of shit such as people shooting guns, all kinds of different humanoids, a truck made completely out of miniature 1:12 scale corvette models, I realized the tree outside my window was filled with dead fish and turtles and a family of fisher cats was living there bringing aquatic animals up there to be eaten alive at a later date.

that was only off of 250 mg of mdpv, and stupidly I ordered 5 grams of a-pvp that should be here on tuesday. I've pretty much come to terms with the fact I will be hospitalized at some point in the next week. I'm trying to plan damage control, perhaps take a camping trip to try to be away from my family when the shit hits the fan, although being out in the wilderness would probably lead to the most intense and horrific hallucinations possible. maybe I'll just try to stay at a friends house. either way I'll keep you guys posted.
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This is stupidity at it's worst. You are a glutton for punishment man. Why?
 
This is still the best thread on Bluelight, by some margin. I love how everyone just gets on with making themselves psychotic like its a perfectly normal thing to do. And the comeraderie among fellow mentalist is second to none.

Keep it safe (its clearly way too late for that sort of helpful advise)
 
swedger77 said:
This is still the best thread on Bluelight, by some margin. I love how everyone just gets on with making themselves psychotic like its a perfectly normal thing to do. And the comeraderie among fellow mentalist is second to none.

Keep it safe (its clearly way too late for that sort of helpful advise)
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This.
 
Well guys I'm starting to get the impression that my life is turning around.

Anyone else suffer from physical pain? I've been having chronic pain almost all of my life from extremely flat feet and I busted up all the joints pretty bad to the point where I wasn't walking normally at all. My hips got extremely messed up, all of the muscles started adopting normal tones from me walking fucked up and limping. My pelvis was twisted down and to the left and it was making my knee track badly, one knee was always poking out all the time and the patella was being pulled over the place. I was having tendonitis everywhere when I'd walk and it was so bad in my Achilles tendon that it was starting to rip out of my heel. Not good. Walking was getting harder everyday and I just put up with it for years, doctors were FAR from helpful.

Well, I started an extreme stretching regimen and learned that I've been walking trying to pull my leg out to the side and without the aid of my gluteal muscles at all. It's been extremely difficult and time consuming but I've got my pelvis level again and with the proper strengthening regimen I'm walking with maybe 10 percent of the pain that I used to. I've completely retrained how I walk and it's fundamentally different, I used to pull my leg back with my hamstring, now my butt does all the work and my hamstring actually picks my heel up and throws my leg forward. All the tendonitis is gone and every day I get up and it's a miracle, I'm so happy.

Here's the real clincher - apvp has been making my condition so much worse. Every single time I've binged my muscles get tight and inflexible and I devolved right back into the same walking pattern within a few days. I think I've got all the reasons I need to stay away from that shit.

I think that I need a good trip. I've had some beautiful experiences with psychedelics but my lack of mobility and severe pain always made the experiences kind of shallow. I'm ready though for something eye opening. Anyone know of any good rc psychedelics to open my eyes up to the beauty of the world? I've had some good experiences with 25i-nbome but I'm open to suggestions if you guys know of any good ones.

I'm tired of the repetition of noids and shitty stims. I feel like every day is a psychedelic experience now that the pain is gone. I can't even fathom what a good trip would be like now. My head will probably explode on my shoulders from all the sensory input not being clouded by pain, lol.

I've really got to be careful at this stage though, my confidence starts to shoot up and I sometimes think I can handle apvp but I really can't. The comedown is intolerable and it's a never ending chase for euphoria. Hell, I don't even think apvp is euphoric chased, it's pure obsession for me.

I don't why I just shared all that but I've been rambling to anyone who will listen to me about how much Pain I've been in all my life and how fucking exquisite it is to be rid of it. Hope you guys are doing good too. My ability to empathize with other people has grown tenfold now that I'm not hurting all the time and I love to help people now that I'm not so worried about my own welfare.
 
Well after proclaiming my seeming immunity to pyschosis from MDPV despite numerous 50g runs, I succumbed from APVP and it is the experience I needed to kick the shit. Hopefully my experience will make some think twice......

I believe my neighbors are two FBI agents, there is a male and female. I should note I only experience these symptoms in my apartment. If I leave my apartment I have no symptoms and you would never know that I am experiencing this psychosis. I even see a shrink who has known me for 15 years and said he has only seen something like this once, vivid delusions in a otherwise "normal" individual. The vividness is insane, even after cessation they continued. These two individuals I have heard fucking, fighting, and a range of other emotions while interacting with them. Its basically a fucked up interpretation of your inside voice now seemingly coming from the apartment above me in my case. Its bizarre, I know how ridiculous the delusion is but my senses tell me its real, I literally cant convince my self they arnt real. I am no longer scared and its almost an annoyance at this point. I suspect my buproprion prescription may be precipitating the continued delusions I experience in my apartment. I can only theorize I really fucked up my dopamine receptors or levels, and possibly linked to liver damage due to my history. The thought it could be some permanent damage is scary but my shrink has said it should go away and it isnt schizophrenia. On the plus side the voices have actually got me to totally clean my act up and stop completely without any problem, almost like my bodies self defense mechanism from myself.

To give you an example of how annoying it is, if i took my headphones off I would immediately here the voices plotting my arrest due to this very post. I know its not real, and can even predict what they will do, but my body will react like its reality. Sucks.
 
Oh no bro! I know what those delusions can be like. You know on some level it ain't happening but on another level you really believe it. It's fucking weird and unsettling.

Mdpv was more like a delirious trip when psychosis set in. Apvp though brought on full out delusional thinking for me, believing that people were conspiring against me, that there were people listening to me smoking in the bathroom at work. It was so real at the time.

I hope they go away soon for you. I'm glad you had enough sense to stop the apvp though.
 
I am coming up on two weeks. Symptoms have only gotten worse. I think my wellbutrin, a NDRI, has kept my dopamine levels elevated after cessation. I am guessing that with it being XR and my more then likely damaged/worn-out liver and its not metabolizing properly. I see a shrink I have known for 15 years, he says this is not schizophrenia, its a delusion in an other wise normal person. I have had no problem with cessation and basically am my normal adhdx300 self, its strange how easy stopping is, sans this current delusion filled episode. I use to go on 50g runs with no regulation to give you an idea of my history.

Sleep has been totally normal after months of never once laying my head down with the intention sleep. I have also switched to ecigs and overall I would say I am happy, positive, and moving forward. I just have voices, I know arnt real talking about me and cant help but react. Since I think they are LEO I have basically made myself the most law abiding person possiable, the result of the delusion has been positive.
 
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