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monstanoodle said:
Exactly brimz - There's the old, but very relevant phrase, that relapses are all part of the process.
You can't expect to just click your fingers and be clean and be fine about it!
I mean look, you've been clean for 2 weeks+, and you've "slipped up" ONCE!!!!
That's really fucking brilliant progress in my eyes mate :)

Just do the best that you can man :)~<3
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exactly, not worth beating yerself up over! 16 days from how many years daily use? that is a fucking milestone man!!
next time might be 32 days, or longer, who knows, as long as yer head is focused on it you'll get there :)
 
Brimz, there's many a slip twixt cup and lip. Just what everyone else has said, don't be hard on yourself, I've never had your habit but I can tell just by looking that it takes determination to do what you've done for 16 days and so you have what it takes :)

Ceres, that's shit :| :(
 
Myshkin said:
It happens. Commiserations. Accept it as a slip-up and try not to let it kill your determination.
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Seconded. Thirded, fourthed, fifthed, etc. Lifelong habits don't get broken overnight. I'd see it as proof of concept. Concept now proven, it's in the research and development stage. Congrats, Brimzini - level one boss defeated now on to level two. After the bonus round anyway ;):D<3
 
Shambles said:
Seconded. Thirded, fourthed, fifthed, etc. Lifelong habits don't get broken overnight. I'd see it as proof of concept. Concept now proven, it's in the research and development stage. Congrats, Brimzini - level one boss defeated now on to level two. After the bonus round anyway ;):D<3
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Made me smile like really :)
 
Mental Kenny said:
McDonalds and Burger King both serve beer over here, they have Nastro Azzurro on tap.
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When I was living in Germany during the 1980's Mcdonalds sold beer in their stores over there, Spain also.
Is UK only place that they don't sell beer in their stores?
 
They don't sell McBeer in US MuckyD's but I'm fairly sure they sell Mc10s...

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Last one doesn't quite fit but raised a visual puntastic smirk so couldn't resist.
 
brimz said:
i caved in :(
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It's all part of the process Brimz,you know that mate. A slip doesn't mean you have to start using everyday again.
Just remember how pissed off the slip up made you feel after your good work and that should make it easier not to slip up again.
You done well so far mate, one slip up is nothing Brimz.You know now that you can get by without doing gear so just forget about the slip up and carry on with the good work you were doing.
You got loads of support on here Brimz & plenty of folk are hoping that you can beat the addiction and have more of a life for yourself.
Don't be down mate, just get straight back on with not using again cos you know and we know that you can do it cos you have been doing it.
 
Shambles said:
Seconded. Thirded, fourthed, fifthed, etc. Lifelong habits don't get broken overnight. I'd see it as proof of concept. Concept now proven, it's in the research and development stage. Congrats, Brimzini - level one boss defeated now on to level two. After the bonus round anyway ;):D<3
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A brilliant way of putting it :D
Don't worry Princess Peach!!! Our man dem Brimzy come fo yuh, seen?!?! =D

Maaaaaaan this builder / lecky / plumber / all in between / bizniz is proper causing the family to explode in anger and frustration.
Thank FUDGICALZ for strong cider and meds!!! 8)
Cats trying to get under floorboards that've been taken up (the sneaky fluffy cute little cunts!), having to do the washing up in the bathtub with a kettle for warm water - Absolutely ruining my already fucked back having to lean over to do it 8(
I cannot wait until everything is sorted and I can find the kettle next to teabags and coffee and cups and the fridge.
Having a shower that works. Having fucking heating! Warm water! No dust fucking my lungs up! I could go on... Sorry, need to vent sometimes as I don't verbally out loud.

In otter (small mammal) news, I'm going to try do some more work on the screenplay tonight, where "the crew" - if you like - start on their zero hour of illicit activities ;)
Forgive me, I would say more about it, but I'm paranoid that there'd be someone watching and steal the idea for the synopsis.
When ( / if) I get some form of legal protection by presenting the idea to a channel then the beans will be spilt.
Until then it'll have to be shrouded in secrecy :\
♪♪ PARANOIA! PARANOIA! PARANOIA! WON'T LET ME GO! :D
 
monstanoodle said:

We've all our own coping mechanisms with the environment and situation we're in, but I like to internalise rather than take it out on others.
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same, i usually keep quiet and internally beat myself up over a lot of shit
 
Mental Kenny said:
I wish it was windy, it's warm as hell today.

Had 8 chicken wings and potatoes for lunch, feeling well full. They have this new place down the mall that does roast chicken and other stuff, they use locally grown chicken, it's really really good, all cooked on charcoal. A tray of roast potatoes, 8 marinated chicken wings and a 33cl can of Heineken cost me exactly the same as a Big Mac, 6 shitty nuggets and a coke at McDonalds. Exactly the same price. Won't be going maccas for a while
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Ohhh that sounds so delicious, I kind of hate you right now. Germans can't roast chickens properly. :(
 
gayorstraight making that thread was out of order and disrespectful to BL and its reputation. A genuine mistake is one thing but doing it even though you know its not allowed is just greedy.

At least have some decency & discretion and choose people to PM if you have sourcing questions.

Brimz if I remember rightly that was the longest you've not used for in a while. Relapse or no relapse still a massive achievement, some little voice motivated you to do that. Well done.

I saw a friend today out walking the dogs who hasn't used in a while and he looks great, I congratulated him :)

Theres a culture in this country where little boys are raised not to talk, stiff upper lip, boys don't cry and all that. Its no good. Talk to us here Dan & monsta xx
 
Yeah that was blatant sourcing, gayorstraight.

Take b&w's advice.


Also brimz don't be so down about relapsing if you can. I know I don't know as much about such things as you do, but I do know that relapse is part of recovery, and something that sometimes has to happen in order to move on completely.
 
badandwicked said:
gayorstraight making that thread was out of order and disrespectful to BL and its reputation. A genuine mistake is one thing but doing it even though you know its not allowed is just greedy.

At least have some decency & discretion and choose people to PM if you have sourcing questions.

Brimz if I remember rightly that was the longest you've not used for in a while. Relapse or no relapse still a massive achievement, some little voice motivated you to do that. Well done.

I saw a friend today out walking the dogs who hasn't used in a while and he looks great, I congratulated him :)

Theres a culture in this country where little boys are raised not to talk, stiff upper lip, boys don't cry and all that. Its no good. Talk to us here Dan & monsta xx
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Yeah it was the longest for 12 years actually .



Albion said:
Yeah that was blatant sourcing, gayorstraight.

Take b&w's advice.


Also brimz don't be so down about relapsing if you can. I know I don't know as much about such things as you do, but I do know that relapse is part of recovery, and something that sometimes has to happen in order to move on completely.
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Cheers Matey
 
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