Shambles
Bluelight Crew
Is a bit naff but that's the whole point of liberal Christianity, no? 

I mentioned the church thing cos you and Raas have been talking about finding a god in your darkest hours. Well, I tried that too a few times. The church thing was when I was at one of the lowest ebbs I've ever been at. Was before I was posting here so had nobody to talk to, was ragged and raw from self-harm scabs, borderline suicidal and utterly desperate. So desperate I put aside all my atheistic principles and prayed. Actually prayed. And to the Christian god at that. Obviously immediate relief wasn't happening so dragged my sorry arse from church to church more desparate to talk to somebody - anybody - than I've ever been. But there was nobody. Cos there is nobody and there is nothing out there. Just other people in varying states of mind is all. People are the only hope there is. Yourself and other flesh and blood people. And even they close the doors sometimes. Just you alone is all ultimately. Is kinda empowering when you accept that actually. I recommend it


I mentioned the church thing cos you and Raas have been talking about finding a god in your darkest hours. Well, I tried that too a few times. The church thing was when I was at one of the lowest ebbs I've ever been at. Was before I was posting here so had nobody to talk to, was ragged and raw from self-harm scabs, borderline suicidal and utterly desperate. So desperate I put aside all my atheistic principles and prayed. Actually prayed. And to the Christian god at that. Obviously immediate relief wasn't happening so dragged my sorry arse from church to church more desparate to talk to somebody - anybody - than I've ever been. But there was nobody. Cos there is nobody and there is nothing out there. Just other people in varying states of mind is all. People are the only hope there is. Yourself and other flesh and blood people. And even they close the doors sometimes. Just you alone is all ultimately. Is kinda empowering when you accept that actually. I recommend it
