i kind of feel tbe same, but in a friendly way.
i can swap from a morphine script to oxy and vice versa whenever i like with my doctor so i don't care he's wasting it on my behalf but on every other poor bastard out there who either can't get oxy, gets the shitty generics that are essentially abuse proof or have to cough up a shit load of money for a tiny bit of oxy that's almost impossible to abuse.
oral oxycodone is the way to go anyway along with rectal administration, the safest also. both have 80% + bio-availabilities and don't have you huffing in lung full of binders and fillers which include such shit as talc, ammonio methacrylate copolymer, titanium dioxide, titanium dioxide and other shit depending on strengths and brands.
i decided to shoot another 100mg of morphine and am going to take around 20 or 30mg valium in another hour or so after a couple more cones and cigarettes. this juice i'm drinking is unbelievably beautiful and tingling the taste buds in all the right ways.
edit update - 30mg of valium just went down the hatch with an OJ chaser. numnumz in my tumtumz.