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Gibberings CXXVI : Post moar, Kenny says so

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Morning! I ain't had a crap in DAYS. Ain't had a cigarette in DAYS either, delighted by that. Fuck you, smoking, most pointless thing ever. Hooray for Flu!*

* maybe not flu, maybe just a cold
 
I hate bromazepam, there seems to be loads of it in France, everytime I happen to be there I'm given lots, managed to find it consistently even in the Middle East, had a weeklong binge on it in the UAE in January, made me feel like hell afterwards, I find it much inferior to both etizolam and diaz.

Really? I'm from France but I've only ever had (relatively easy) access to it since I got to the UK. Love it though, it's got quite an alprazolam feel to it I think.

Ain't had a cigarette in DAYS either, delighted by that. Fuck you, smoking, most pointless thing ever.

Woooh congrats :)
 
I'm really, really happy about it, cheers! Such a piece of piss when you get into the right mindset. In my case this involved lying in bed feeling awful and smoking lots of hash (in a pipe, obviously). AIRHORN.
 
Not looking like any more sleep is available for myself so gonna go make myself some super early (for me) egg on toast

How do you have your eggs? I had a fried (well sauteed in butter lol) egg sandwich with a few meat free sausages on there for extra measure. Toasted bread. Lush.

music / films etc should all be free, then the artists would be forced to actually do something genuinely good or noone will listen.

'paytard' is a nice word for people who buy digital media they could easily get free.

Thaanks Ceres, that's another new word to add to the bank. I like that one.
 
I have 3 eggs friend and then shared on two bits of toast with another two bits of toast put on top to make sandwiches, oh, and I put ketchup on them too. I didn't have any sausages.
 
I'm really, really happy about it, cheers! Such a piece of piss when you get into the right mindset. In my case this involved lying in bed feeling awful and smoking lots of hash (in a pipe, obviously). AIRHORN.

Well yeah you should be! I've been thinking I really need to quit for good - I've been smoking for years and it was over a pack a day just last summer, I've managed to reduce it to about 5 a day but considering almost everyone in my familly got/has cancer without even being smokers I'm thinking I should just make the move. How'd you manage to motivate yourself?
(Aside from using other drugs that is, I'm trying to reduce that as well so.. ;) )
 
I'm really, really happy about it, cheers! Such a piece of piss when you get into the right mindset. In my case this involved lying in bed feeling awful and smoking lots of hash (in a pipe, obviously). AIRHORN.

the secret to successfully giving up smoking* :

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Smoking mate? You can quit mate, I just did and I'm very proud of myself for a change. Really feels good when you crack it. I used to smoke like a chimney all day long, tried quitting loads but never got anywhere with it. But I have and so can you. Never thought I'd be able to say that. Good things mate, best of luck keep at it. <3 all the luck in the world.

ha ha yes Ceres good idea. Wish I'd thought of that, I'm now surgically connected to my e-cig.
 
I know, even though they are a far cry from meat ones which I don't miss anymore, they have a flavour and texture that I have grown very fond of. What's sos? Is that the stuff they use to make them? The soya protein because if so I'm getting some and will experiment with that.

How are you going with the smoking thing pinkpapaver?
 
I've spent the last week smokeing so I'm going to spend the next week not smoking :D

sos~mix. you might be able to get it in holland and barret it's a dried pack of lard and spices and the non meaty bit of sausages. you just add water shape into sausage shapes and cook. A bit like the taste of mc donalds sausages, but without the meat. I'm going to have to see if it still exists.
 
So am I, never thought about that before if you get that stuff. Lard tastes great :)

You know the smoking thing? Sorry if this is wrong but am I right in thinking you do do little runs without a smoke? Because right now I'm a few days in and my emotions are all over the place, I was in bits watching Derek last night. Woke up alright this morning but it's in the post, pacing, getting angry etc. etc. do you get any of that? How do you deal with it? Make it go away for me please <3

Where's maxalfie? Not had a natter in a while? If your reading this mate hope you are all good <3
 
You know the smoking thing? Sorry if this is wrong but am I right in thinking you do do little runs without a smoke? Because right now I'm a few days in and my emotions are all over the place, I was in bits watching Derek last night. Woke up alright this morning but it's in the post, pacing, getting angry etc. etc. do you get any of that? How do you deal with it? Make it go away for me please <3

Perfectly normal unfortunately, I get that when I can't smoke for a while :\ personally I try to deal with it by replacing cigarettes with something else, usually gum (not even nicotine gum but that would probably work better), so every time I do something where I usually have a cigarette as well I just take gum instead, or whenever I get a craving etc. It's far from a miracle solution but it does help a little :) good luck!
I've got about a pack and a half left I think and I'll probably have to stop as soon as they're done, in the interests of eating (have fucking spent all my money on drugs, what an idiot), gonna have to savour these last ones!
 
im taking a big break from everything starting today. didnt really see the point in making a new thread for it. ive realised over the past few years that gradually my health has perhaps got worse, although considering not as bad as i would have though. i might still drink now and again depending on the occasion, but i feel that i just need a long, clean break. ive noticed that ive become much more antisocial (not in the criminal way lol) and just basically lacking motivation. when the frequency of use keeps rising and relationships and general outlook on life are dclining i know that ive gone past a point that just isnt me. not giving up forever though, after all its summer soon!

im going to see how i feel after a month or so and what sort of teritory im in to decide further. erm yeah
 
i've been smoking too much the past few weeks due to stress, i was on 10 lights or less a day but now im smoking 15 - 20 or whatever some days and really notice how much shittier i feel as result.

don't think nicotine replacement therapy is for me, i've quit periodically in the past when I actually genuinely wanted to do it, just the first few days are the worst really. Even just stopping for a week I find if I start again the first cigarette makes me think 'christ how could i smoke 20 of these in a day?'.

The problem I have with stuff like gum and particularly e-cigs is that they don't address the fact you're still engaging in addictive behaviour and sustaining the physical nicotine addiction. So you might feel smug about vaping nicotine in PG being less harmful than smoking cigarettes, but still a slave to it. The nicotine industry are just repackaging their product...
 
^ have you been reading allen carr's easy way to stop smoking? that goes on about being a slave to nicotine. The nicotine gum is okay but it makes your mouth feel worse than if you've been smoking. I've decided that I can just chew juicy fruit like chief broom and eat mints. I could feel my breathing getting much better for not smoking. Now it has got worse.

Some schoolgirl's been stabbed on a bus here. 7.30 am :0
 
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