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Gibberings CXXVI : Post moar, Kenny says so

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I agree Ceres, wish I had done this without the thing because I'm on it all day long and it doesn't do anything to make the cravings go away. Glad I have it though as I'd by chewing on the bones in the ends of my fingers by now also if I had sweets or food to replace it I would be toothless and the size of a house.

Still a slave? Yes I am hadn't thought of that given me something to think about but right now I'm off the smokes and very happy about it.

Pagey thanks for wishing me luck, you too, hope you make it stick this time. You can do it <3:)

Adam all the best mate, hope you get everything you need to all sorted out mate and you have an easy time doing it. Take it easy <3

Schoolgirl stabbed on a bus? Makes my heart sink. I have a little girl. That's absolutely terrible.
 
Pagey said:
Perfectly normal unfortunately, I get that when I can't smoke for a while :\ personally I try to deal with it by replacing cigarettes with something else, usually gum (not even nicotine gum but that would probably work better), so every time I do something where I usually have a cigarette as well I just take gum instead, or whenever I get a craving etc. It's far from a miracle solution but it does help a little :) good luck!
I've got about a pack and a half left I think and I'll probably have to stop as soon as they're done, in the interests of eating (have fucking spent all my money on drugs, what an idiot), gonna have to savour these last ones!
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You really dont wanna be giving up smoking anytime soon treacle, your body will need a bit of help and quiting another thing at the same time will send you mental! In rehab they actively encourage you to smoke!

Anyways, good luck with the withdrawals, how are you after the wine last night? When quiting h I always enjoyed drinking whilst I was doing it...but when you sober up the hangover can be crushing and make the w/ds even worse.

Stick with the cigs for a bit...you will need all the help you can get:)
 
This custom made batch of kratom extract I just got is much much nicer than I expected, it took seven weeks to get here from Seattle, but it was worth the wait. It looks like brown, feels better than half OC80 with no nausea.
 
backroll said:
You really dont wanna be giving up smoking anytime soon treacle, your body will need a bit of help and quiting another thing at the same time will send you mental! In rehab they actively encourage you to smoke!

Anyways, good luck with the withdrawals, how are you after the wine last night? When quiting h I always enjoyed drinking whilst I was doing it...but when you sober up the hangover can be crushing and make the w/ds even worse.

Stick with the cigs for a bit...you will need all the help you can get:)
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A doctor told me the a similar thing while my wife was pregnant and I was having a few 'troubles' (all fine, no worries) I thought it was strange but it helped, having somewhere to go on my own and escape for a few minutes helped a bit. Wish I could have quit for her birth but I have now. 5 years on.
 
sounds lush! you say it's an extract, any other info? I have tried kratom twice, and it did nothing, UEI and green bali. I put it down to being on too much heroin and methadone at the time...these days I'm relatively clean so would like to try it again just to make sure...I'm gonna be trying red vein borneo this time having heard it has a more sedating "aroma" lol.

Am I right in saying this? I'm after a smacky high, so more downy less uppy. Any help?
 
Ben So Furry said:
Pagey thanks for wishing me luck, you too, hope you make it stick this time. You can do it <3:)
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Cheers :)

backroll said:
You really dont wanna be giving up smoking anytime soon treacle, your body will need a bit of help and quiting another thing at the same time will send you mental! In rehab they actively encourage you to smoke!

Anyways, good luck with the withdrawals, how are you after the wine last night? When quiting h I always enjoyed drinking whilst I was doing it...but when you sober up the hangover can be crushing and make the w/ds even worse.

Stick with the cigs for a bit...you will need all the help you can get:)
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Yeaah I thought about that, it's just idk I'm starting to be conscious of what I've done/am doing to my body and I really wanna get out of it asap :( but you're probably right, I mean I'm saying this now with 30-ish cigs left but once they're gone I'll probably be going to the store before I even have time to think about it aha.

Yup I'm really regretting it now! It helped last night but man I feel even more sick today. Not doing that again. I skipped my lectures today, I'm just going to lie in bed and watch stupid TV shows and get through this crap :p
Anyway thanks for the support!
 
Your on day 3 now init? It's usually when the shit hits the fan im afraid! That and a hangover sounds terrible!8(

Stay strong girl!
 
it's hard alright to do both together but it's not impossible. Always make sure you have the facilities to make a nice cadbury's hot chocolate.
I'm off to read some literature from the quakers.
 
Word. Hope you're alright, SHM. To be fair today would have been a shitty day to visit London as it's rained constantly and looked miserable as hell from where I've been sitting.

I can't claim to have stopped smoking completely because I am not yet pang-free but the spasms and cravings are about ten percent of what they were yesterday which I guess was day two. The periods of time in which I don't think about smoking at all are getting longer and longer. I keep getting these redundant pointers to go and have a fag (eg '5 minutes til I have to call xxxxx, I know why don't I... oh hang on, no, I don't do that') but they're not proper URGES.

I don't really know what I did to my head during the bad cold day but I remember my lungs feeling awful and lying there stoned visualising pus, tar and shite swimming around in my chest and thinking I couldn't smoke as I couldn't stand up and go downstairs and that that had given me a free 12hr head start on stopping smoking. Since deciding to stop I've read about 1/3 of Allen Carr's book but I don't know if I'll need to finish it. I've read it a couple of times before and a lot of useful stuff from it has come back to me. Some of it's just common sense. The most powerful thing is never ever EVER talking about 'giving up' smoking, because you're not 'giving up' anything. You have to be really strict with that one- if you catch yourself saying it you must correct yourself. That rams the thinking behind it home. Also, nicotine replacement of any kind only prolongs the agony and is fucking daft. Apart from the very beginning when I was still as sick as a dog this hasn't been anything other than joyful and uplifting. I've been round smokers and not wanted one at all. I've smirked at myself and chuckled when some part of me has, just for a millisecond, tried to trick me into smoking.

I dunno, I think I am in exactly the right place to stop because I've hated it for a long time now. I don't think my consumption has ever been higher than it has in the last couple of months and it's been joyless and angry to boot. For at least a couple of years I've been one of those dirty cunts who has to smoke the MOMENT they wake up and there's fuck all cool about standing in the garden in your dressing gown in the pissing rain resentfully chewing down smoke at 7.00am every morning. Not that that's when I actually get up.

Everyone should do it, it's a piece of piss. Once you get it into your head that it's a piece of piss then that's all that it is and reading other people moaning about how difficult it is online makes you laugh out loud in scornful disbelief.
 
backroll said:
Your on day 3 now init? It's usually when the shit hits the fan im afraid! That and a hangover sounds terrible!8(

Stay strong girl!
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Yup, day 3 it is. I'm actually feeling okay about it - well, I'm really sick and physically this is hell, but other than that it's okay haha. I'm not having nearly as many psychological WDs as usual. Also I ordered a few tshirts online the other day that just arrived and it made me really happy =D (one of them's got the famous quote from Trainspotting on it and it's fucking awesome).

And agreed, today isn't a very nice day in London :(

JC it's great to hear you sound so motivated about it, looks like you're really gonna manage to go through with it :)
Cornishman - have you seen that new anti-smoking ad? Where the guy's just standing outside with a cig and you can see some sort of tumor-type thingy growing on the cigarette every time he inhales...and then there's some statistic saying that that thing grows in your lungs every ten cigs or something (don't remember exactly). If you haven't you should look it up, it's actually surprisingly powerful,a nti-smoking ads never did anything for me before but that one helped me continue my uh, 'taper'.
 
jancrow said:
I can't claim to have stopped smoking completely because I am not yet pang-free but the spasms and cravings are about ten percent of what they were yesterday which I guess was day two. The periods of time in which I don't think about smoking at all are getting longer and longer. I keep getting these redundant pointers to go and have a fag (eg '5 minutes til I have to call xxxxx, I know why don't I... oh hang on, no, I don't do that') but they're not proper URGES.
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Yep summed up exactly how I feel all of the time at the moment and the consumption of nicotine does nothing for this I am finding. Should stop that as well I guess but right now it's not going anywhere so hands off.

Sorry about the flu btw, I had it a bit back, shite it was, going to spread round EADD like wildfire.
 
@Nish - Good work though man, how much do you normally smoke, plenty plenty? I'm not sure if it's just 'the right time' for me but it's been ridiculously easy so far. It does send you slightly crazy and I think part of the 'trick' is acting like it's a weird drug and riding the wave rather than letting it bash you over. You have to sort of trick yourself to enjoy the withdrawal sensations (including those weird dental gnashy feelings). My sleep's gone really wrong but I'm not sure if that's the cold or the stopping smoking.

@Pagey - I thought you was a seppo!

@Albion - Where's Rochdale on the scale?

edit @Ben cheers, I don't know if I'd call it flu because I called colds 'flu' until I HAD the ACTUAL flu and realised it was a kind of boss level version which feels much more like it could kill you instead of being an excuse to lie there pressing your cock into a hot water bottle and begging people to make you tea. Are you thoroughly up for packing in smoking? Have you tried Allen Carr's book before? I think remembered bits of that are probably what got me to where I am now to be honest.
 
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