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[thesameoldfears]

So I got some heroin tonight from my usual source. I had gone 3.5 days without it, during which time I was using hydrocodone (and ingesting insane amounts of apap). Well I shot about half of what I had been using a few days ago and landed on my ass. I was so nauseous and just out of it, not even an enjoyable nodding out feeling. I'm now worried about using the rest of my gear...I'm assuming it was just far more potents than normal and if I cut it way back it'll feel good. I suspect I just did way too much as I passed out for about 15 minutes only a minute or so after I did the shot. I'm just paranoid there's some cut in there that's fucking with me.

 

[Pagey]

^ Shit, be careful. It sounds like you just took too much but yo never know...dyou know anyone else who buys from the same guy?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

@C.H. Well it's hit and miss...I started back to school, but I totaled my car. I found a psychiatrist, but she's a bitch. I finally got my ADHD diagnosed, but it's being undertreated lol.

Sorry to hear that Doug.

Did you have an insurance policy on your car?

Can't you see a new psychiatrist if the current one you're seeing isn't treating you properly?

 

[laCster]

Withdrawals woke me up this morning, found myself in a puddle of sweat all sticky and my legs cramped to shit. Snorted a little bupre and took some vyvanse and I feel soo much better

It's my sister's birthday today, so my grandparebts drove into town to take us to lunch, well mainly her but I got invited too! It is a really nice restuarabt and they have some bomb fucking steak that is so delicious. I'm excited!

It's also a very nice day in Georgia, sunny and not too cold. Around 60 degrees Fahrenheit , while thus past week was crummy and rainy.

I feel wrapped in a blanket of warmth, a tingle of ecstasy runs down my back as a make a huge sigh...ahhh feels good to be able to go from 100% shit to 100% awesome! How is everyone else doing today?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Withdrawals woke me up this morning, found myself in a puddle of sweat all sticky and my legs cramped to shit. Snorted a little bupre and took some vyvanse and I feel soo much better

It's my sister's birthday today, so my grandparebts drove into town to take us to lunch, well mainly her but I got invited too! It is a really nice restuarabt and they have some bomb fucking steak that is so delicious. I'm excited!

It's also a very nice day in Georgia, sunny and not too cold. Around 60 degrees Fahrenheit , while thus past week was crummy and rainy.

I feel wrapped in a blanket of warmth, a tingle of ecstasy runs down my back as a make a huge sigh...ahhh feels good to be able to go from 100% shit to 100% awesome! How is everyone else doing today?

Hey laC!

It's snowing back out east I noticed; but it's nice and fine out here too; about to see sunrise. %)

Makes me glad to be living here.

 

[thesameoldfears]

^ Shit, be careful. It sounds like you just took too much but yo never know...dyou know anyone else who buys from the same guy?

Yeah I think I just did too much...just really bizarre. And no, I don't know anyone else who buys from him. I'm kind of a secret junkie. But it's extra weird because he warned me about the stuff coming in next week being extra strong. Seems like he woulda said something about the stuff I just bought!

 

[Pagey]

Withdrawals woke me up this morning, found myself in a puddle of sweat all sticky and my legs cramped to shit. Snorted a little bupre and took some vyvanse and I feel soo much better

It's my sister's birthday today, so my grandparebts drove into town to take us to lunch, well mainly her but I got invited too! It is a really nice restuarabt and they have some bomb fucking steak that is so delicious. I'm excited!

It's also a very nice day in Georgia, sunny and not too cold. Around 60 degrees Fahrenheit , while thus past week was crummy and rainy.

I feel wrapped in a blanket of warmth, a tingle of ecstasy runs down my back as a make a huge sigh...ahhh feels good to be able to go from 100% shit to 100% awesome! How is everyone else doing today?

Sounds like you're gonna have a good day, have fun!

Yeah I think I just did too much...just really bizarre. And no, I don't know anyone else who buys from him. I'm kind of a secret junkie. But it's extra weird because he warned me about the stuff coming in next week being extra strong. Seems like he woulda said something about the stuff I just bought!

Yeah that's weird. I don't really know what to recommend, I don't really want to tell you to take a little more to see if it was just super potent in case it's cut with shit, but then again if I were in your place I probably wouldn't want to throw it out either
ask your dealer about it maaaybe?

 

[laCster]

Pagey! What's up girl? I hope everything is going well and withdrawals are minimal! What you got going today? Anything fun on this splendid Wednesday?

Hey laC!

It's snowing back out east I noticed; but it's nice and fine out here too; about to see sunrise. %)

Makes me glad to be living here.

Captain! What up buddy? It must be quite early int cali, I'm honestly jealous, wish I could be in cali smoking weeds right now hahahaha

No sign of snow down south! It's sunny with limited clouds...ahh I'm on my balcony smoking a cig, and sun is shinning down on my face whilst I'm peaking on vyvanse and bupre...smoke some gud buds for me ok bud?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Captain! What up buddy? It must be quite early int cali, I'm honestly jealous, wish I could be in cali smoking weeds right now hahahaha

No sign of snow down south! It's sunny with limited clouds...ahh I'm on my balcony smoking a cig, and sun is shinning down on my face whilst I'm peaking on vyvanse and bupre...smoke some gud buds for me ok bud?

Will do! %)

It's 7:15 AM at the moment, and the sun has been up for about an hour.

I've already ground up my LA Confidential, and I'm packing a side car bubbler just for you.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hope everyone is doing well. I too am craving a nod but I won't go further than that because I know Pikachu up there (sorry can never remember your name dude) is trying to kick. Best of luck to you Pikachu! Give the bupe some more time and I'm sure it'll start doing its job soon.

lol yeah.. i'm trying hard. was on a 400mg a day habit, down to 4mg of bupe a day. i think it's quite an achievement really, i went through some nasty precipitated withdrawals that were bearable with in a hospital setting. im coming out soon, i relapsed yesterday with some dhc but it was a pleasant high.

@jktm, yeah it is. but it's coming to an end really quickly, he's just turned into an evil evil man over the course of a few episdoes. what do you think will happen on his 52nd? i reckon he will go to war with the DEA or another gang hence the need for a machine gun. or he could just be going in for "death by cop" so to speak. i don't think theres any retribution for him, he won't get away with it, he's going down.

 

[thesameoldfears]

Yeah that's weird. I don't really know what to recommend, I don't really want to tell you to take a little more to see if it was just super potent in case it's cut with shit, but then again if I were in your place I probably wouldn't want to throw it out either
ask your dealer about it maaaybe?

I tried texting to ask if he had any idea but he doesn't even have cell service most of the day. I tried like 3/4 of a bag this morning and it gave me a rush and pinpointed my pupils but seemed to wear off really fast, whereas last night I was desperately trying to kill the high. I guess my best bet would be to mix up the remaining bags so I at least have a semi-consistent dose. Just a very weird experience. Virtually everything dissolved in cold water whereas normally I see some particulate at the bottom so I guess maybe it just wasn't cut as much?

In other news...I somehow managed to snap my bra's underwire in half and woke up with it stabbing me in the ribs! Even a metal wire can't contain me apparently.

Anyways...hope everyone is having a good day!

 

[Jktm]

Sorry to hear that Doug.

Did you have an insurance policy on your car?

Can't you see a new psychiatrist if the current one you're seeing isn't treating you properly?

I wasn't at fault for the incident, but the other insurance company are being bitches. They're trying to tell me my near-perfect conditioned '84 Oldsmobile Ninety-Eight Regency Brougham with less than 100k miles was "basic transportation," and are trying to give us 500 bucks for the car, when a set of tires on that thing cost about tree fiddy. What the fuck kind of car am I supposed to buy with 500 bucks? We're prolly gonna have to sue.

And I'm thinking of changing psychiatrists; just scared of all the chemical changes that might occur. I've had one doctor switch me up on a lot of meds at once in the past and it really fucked me up mentally lol.

I'll survive though lol.

In other news, I performed an autopsy on a banana today in my Biology lab lol. It died of electrocution, had an exploded heart, ruptured intestines, and fecal expulsion upon death lol.

Silly two year colleges.

 

[Mugz]

It's really annoying, my bank card keeps getting declined for no apparently reason, I even phoned the bank and asked them why and they said it shouldn't be declined, so it's really annoying, cant get cash out or buy anything online. I'm gonna go into the bank tomorrow and just ask them to send me a new card.

 

[pally pete]

pally congratulations. seriously. how long have you been going now?

i'm on the computers at my treatment place. been watching breaking bad, and i took the dhc i kept.

Well I've used no Opiates in 60 days and no Benzos in 69 days. Sorry to hear about your relapse. But if I can do it, you can do it... my habit was ridiculous!!! Coincidentally the last time I ever used it was DHC.

 

[smokemctoke420]

fucking puked yesterday at work while i was driving. i was on 15 mgs of oxy, .5 mgs of xanax (was taken 3 hours bwfore this). i dont think it was the oxy that made me puke, i think it was to many cigs. i got all dizzy, puked 3 times and i chilledfor like 5 mins and then went about my business.

my family is now splitting apart even more. my one sister wants to side with my brother in law and went it comes to anissue about my oldest sister that doesn't even involve him. so my mom is going up to see her friend in baltimore and deleted my sister out of her phone and isnt gonna see her like she was supposed to in the first place. its a whole bunch of other fucked up shit to.

its rainy as shit here while baltimore is gonna get like 6 inches of snow. im off work cuz when my boss originally called me back he told me if we're supposed to get a good rain then im not working. its only like that till the weather warms up tho.

im high as hell on oxy and some weed.

 

[Pagey]

Pagey! What's up girl? I hope everything is going well and withdrawals are minimal! What you got going today? Anything fun on this splendid Wednesday?

Blurgh withdrawals are awful. I think I jumped off from too high a dose of H and I used coke again a couple days ago so I'm in full WD mode from both. But well, day 2 without them so far. I'm tryyyying to kind of maintain on codeine and benzos but I just feel like shit. It was really awkward today cuz I had to spend the whole day at uni/in the library and I was just sweating and shivering and probably looked like I was about to throw up, all the while popping random pills every 2 minutes to try to make things better hahaha. People were staring.
Plus one of my track marks got really infected, my whole wrist area was swollen and it was bleeding abnormally so I had to rush to the ER where I got a pretty unpleasant lecture and a few judgmental stares. They gave me some anti-biotics so it should be fine but the problem is now most of my forearm and wrist are bandaged up and I don't know what story I can make up when people ask me what happened (any ideas would be more than welcome)

I love how cheery you sound btw, it's awesome

I tried texting to ask if he had any idea but he doesn't even have cell service most of the day. I tried like 3/4 of a bag this morning and it gave me a rush and pinpointed my pupils but seemed to wear off really fast, whereas last night I was desperately trying to kill the high. I guess my best bet would be to mix up the remaining bags so I at least have a semi-consistent dose. Just a very weird experience. Virtually everything dissolved in cold water whereas normally I see some particulate at the bottom so I guess maybe it just wasn't cut as much?

In other news...I somehow managed to snap my bra's underwire in half and woke up with it stabbing me in the ribs! Even a metal wire can't contain me apparently.

Anyways...hope everyone is having a good day!

Mmmh well, at least you're okay! Weird stuff. Hopefully your next batch'll be better.
And I've had the same problem with my bras, it's really annoying

Well I've used no Opiates in 60 days and no Benzos in 69 days. Sorry to hear about your relapse. But if I can do it, you can do it... my habit was ridiculous!!! Coincidentally the last time I ever used it was DHC.

Yeaaah congrats!

 

[pally pete]

fucking puked yesterday at work while i was driving. i was on 15 mgs of oxy, .5 mgs of xanax (was taken 3 hours bwfore this). i dont think it was the oxy that made me puke, i think it was to many cigs. i got all dizzy, puked 3 times and i chilledfor like 5 mins and then went about my business.

Nicotine really is the worst drug known to man.

Yeaaah congrats!

Danke

 

[Jktm]

Gah! I'm out of booze and the only gaba-ergic thing I have is lyrica, which does fuck all...Really need to get benzos or liquor lmao.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I wasn't at fault for the incident, but the other insurance company are being bitches. They're trying to tell me my near-perfect conditioned '84 Oldsmobile Ninety-Eight Regency Brougham with less than 100k miles was "basic transportation," and are trying to give us 500 bucks for the car, when a set of tires on that thing cost about tree fiddy. What the fuck kind of car am I supposed to buy with 500 bucks? We're prolly gonna have to sue.

Damn, that sucks man. Definitely sue! If you weren't at fault, you deserve to sue.

 

[hatrix]

I gotta say, buprenorphine seems to give me the strongest nods out of any opiate I've tried. I just find myself nodding off while doing anything randomly. Eating, typing, playing a game.

And it really must've still been in my system this morning, I was nodding like crazy in class but I didn't feel high ? I also became really nauseous for once during class.... I dunno why. I had to walk out of my class fast and go to the bathroom but it ended up going away thankfully. I splashed some cold water on my face. Came back home and fell asleep for like 2 and a half hours.

Seem to be a bit more awake now. I want to try adderall with the suboxone so maybe I won't nod so damn hard. The euphoria is kind of there but not the best, just a ton of sedation really. Maybe it's my dosage ? I dunno... It plug it but it seems to take forever to hit me.