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Gibberings: CXXII: The Eternal Conversation

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This^^ My one and only NA meeting was enough to make me go home and scoff a gram of opium
Really dont like hearing other wreckheads fucked up lives unless im fucked :\

Ps hope my ketaman hurrys up because 1g aint enough to keep me happy for a night, fucking amazing stuff mind....
 
Ketamans :|

Also, I really don't do group therapy of any kind. NA/AA is by far the worst - straight up cult shite - but even the secular ones are just endless tales of woe and misery and... exactly what would send any sane person off on a bender :\
 
Rumours abound that I may have flipped it on the MXE. It may be that the reason I had to show up at my house to get get rid of the rozzers was coz the rozzers were after me possibly due to being on a a severe mad jua. Dunno though, but it does seem likely as quite a few things I can remember doing definitely didn't happen.

They boosted sharpish when I spoke to them thouhgh. Can obviously still pull off the sober look while batshit insane!
 
Shambles said:
Ketamans :|

Also, I really don't do group therapy of any kind. NA/AA is by far the worst - straight up cult shite - but even the secular ones are just endless tales of woe and misery and... exactly what would send any sane person off on a bender :\
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Mate as soon as i left the meeting (after the 'hug a junkie' moment WTF?!?!) i broke out my emergency spliff concealed in my sock lol
There is no need to degrade yerself by saying 'i am an addict..etc etc' i know i lie drugs n i will stop when I wanna stop

fucing ketaman is fucked somewhere in town and i dont have the cash to pay him back on friday but that k was something else =D
 
Going by what PTCH posted this morning it sounded like he had a great time last night/this morning.
 
Shambles said:
Don't rub it in, BCF! Mine was so fukked he never turned up at all! :!:X:!

PTCH: :?=D:?

Marmz: Nighty <3
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Brutal man :( mine turned up to drop me off a g on tick and im pushing my luck asking for another :p dont even have the cash to pay him back but fuck it, was looooovely :D
 
^ Ya. Was basically tick I was waiting on but not asked for - offered which makes it annoying not turning up :!

maxalfie said:
Going by what PTCH posted this morning it sounded like he had a great time last night/this morning.
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Certainly did =D

Am just wondering how the rozzers seem to have gotten involved? Or were they just thought police, as it were?
 
Yeah I did wonder myself.
Thankfully I've never been in trouble with the cops because of illegal drugs but I have had plenty of run in with them in the past because of alcohol.
 
Shambles said:
^ Ya. Was basically tick I was waiting on but not asked for - offered which makes it annoying not turning up :!



Certainly did =D

Am just wondering how the rozzers seem to have gotten involved? Or were they just thought police, as it were?
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I think thats possibly worse though, its like inviting you to a party n telling ya to fuck off at the door, cunts
In two minds whether another g would be woth the hassle trying to sort out the cash when i have none etc.. first world problems...
 
^ Yup. You don't mind when you know you're essentially being a pain in the arse if they don't come through. But when you know they're only asking cos they know you'll be getting cash/drugs in the near future they want first dibs on and then don't turn up it really irks :\

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Yeah I did wonder myself.
Thankfully I've never been in trouble with the cops because of illegal drugs but I have had plenty of run in with them in the past because of alcohol.
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Have had many a run-in for many a substance. Very little for booze, oddly enough. Was never one of "those" kinda drinkers really. But once you get known for being a bit of a druggy your card tends to be marked - especially in a small town :\

Have yet to meet a copper who didn't say he much preferred dealing with druggies of any description than drunkards though. Far more reasonable apparently. And less prone to pissing/shitting 'emselves in the cells.
 
When I was younger I was ok if I had only had lager but if I had spirits as well then all this anger that was inside me at the time would come out and it wasn't nice.
I would look for the police as my anger seemed to be directed at figures of authority.
I even got taken to court and fined for punching a copper. Thought I was going down for that one.
Then I discovered heroin and lost all taste for alcohol and just stayed at home having a nice quiet toot.
Pleased to say I haven't been drunk for a long time now and my internal anger has long since departed.
 
Its such a shame the general public don't realise that the majority of drug users can do their drugs and have no ill effect on society and yet we are demonised,where really its people out drinking stupid amounts that cause all the trouble.
Folk taking drugs aren't generally beating each other up or kicking in shop windows.
Hopefully one day the laws will change but not in our lifetimes worse luck.
 
Think its time to say goodbye to the thoughts of more k, the matey aint even answering now, tbh he was in a state of disrepair when i met him at like 4!
 
Have also long given up on mine. Me phone's on incoming only so couldn't complain if I wanted to but he's hardly gonna answer if he ain't coming anyway so sod it. Ah well. Suspect he may put in an appearance tomorrow. Shortly after I pick me script up no doubt 8)

Gonna try to get some kip now methinks. Didn't get much last night so an early one for me. Plus the cold really drains ya. Warmth tomorrow in the form of mild opioids thoough so semi-woot for that :D

Nighty, all <3
 
not necessarily, i got the k layed on n i was guna get another layed on, only prob is i Know i cant pay 2g's back on friday, be lucky if i manage to pay theone off, was just my fiend mode going a bit mental.. luckily it's subsided.. shame i aint got any weed, looks like my friend will be sending me some tomorrow so hopefully by thursday/friday ill have some

arghh yer mention of semi opioids are making me wanna order some codeine linctus, but i shall refuse!

time for some sleep and a few ep's of heroes, wanna fuck that cheerleader =D
 
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