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MDPV Megathread 9: The thrill of the chase

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Mugz said:
Don't get me wrong shammy I used to enjoy watching ANAL, but then I was tripping and porn was on once and I could see some pain in the eyes of the girl whos ass was being pounded, it wasn't pleasure and she wasn't having fun. Not saying they all have tons of fun getting fucked tons of times a day in the vagina but it's gonna be better than anal. From that day, I have turned away from ANAL porn and wont watch or download any film or scene that has ANAL in, and if it sneaks it it is onto the next track immedietely
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From that day, Mugz has always capitalised the word ANAL so the world can see his disgust for the act.
 
I will make the ultimate drop with 4-fa, bk-mdma and mdpv now. Or should i rather put in som dex amph? naah...
What a wasteful day, didn't see anyone. Got a free pack of omega 3.
 
Wow wow wow! I've been hard at it for 2 days vaping a-pvp and I just decided to start playing around with the a-pvt I got. I threw a pile on foil and added some water and baking soda and water and vaped god knows how Much of the freebase. I'd been crashing hard after nonstop apvp use and put a good 4 hours of time between hits. This shit blew me away, I thought I was going to pass out the rush was so intense. A-pvt is definitely something interesting, it seems less potent than a-pvp but it was the craziest rush of my life. It was extremely brief but I couldn't think anything else all night.
 
Never heard of a-PVT, Quasi. Sounds intriguing now you've said that though =D

Never gotten around to a-PVP either. Saw it being sold at sillycheap price on some US site last night but was kinda wary given most of the rest of what they were selling was branded shite containing fuck knows what "Charlie Sheen Limited Edition Bath Salts"?!? :\
 
After using apvp for a while the freebase starts to get this really crazy rush after a while. It's like this full body "Holy shit" feeling and it's just crazy, it's on a different wavelength than mdpv but I totally dig it.

The a-pvt was the most physical rush I've ever felt in my life. It was very similar to a-pvp but it made me extremely lightheaded I thought for a second I was gonna maybe pass out. But then I felt great and the intense lightheadedness quickly faded.

I think I finally figured out to freebase these guys. It's a much different than the hcl, the hcl always seems to have lots of smoke. The freebase barely has any and it takes very little heat to get this thick crazy ass vapor.

Lots of side effects, I am literally excreting nasty shit everywhere out of my body. It has a nasty odor and it makes my hair feel weird, it's all over my socks and clothes. It makes them all wrinkly and damp feeling, but it's not sweat. I was severely dehydrated and now that I started eating, drinking and coming down I got brown and red shit coming out of my nose, my mouth and teeth feel weird. My back and kidneys sort of hurt. I'm getting so tired I should probably just crash and go to sleep. But I sure am toying with the idea of doing it once more. It's crazy.
 
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Anatrica said:
I will make the ultimate drop with 4-fa, bk-mdma and mdpv now. Or should i rather put in som dex amph? naah...
What a wasteful day, didn't see anyone. Got a free pack of omega 3.
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Shambles said:
bk-MDMA and peev go quite well together. Never had 4-FA so dunno how that would work out. Take it steady though maybe, Anatrica - thassa lotta stims to be piling up. Enjoy <3
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ive done 4-fa and methylone together and found it really enjoyable but a bit depressed for acouple of days later, not hing too intense though. they were never at the same time though i moved onto the mehtylone after i finished all of the 4-fa off. i love that stuff and i think you would shambles as on its own i felt no comedown whatsoever, at the time i was eyeballing it too with no bad effects. redosing variated but i would say on avergae every 2 hours, however im not sure of the purity of my stuff. the negative following day feelings was surely from the methylone but nonetheless i enjoyed it.

also just want to apologise for my stupid rant yesterday and i read the replies, shambles you were spot on with your batten down the hatches thing where nromally i would do however i think it was the comboing of the apbs which really fucked things up. i finished off the 5-mapb which i guess there was about 350-400 mg originally, no idea about the 5-apb but towards the end i was redosing amount ranging from 30-60mg, even though redosing apbs isnt really a good idea but i was holding back on the pv because i wanted to be in a good frame of mind but occasionally went back for me. also the benzos and alcohol wouldnt have helped.

also something scared me earlier, i went to go to the toilet and (without being to graphic) as i pushed i felt what felt like an electrical pulse in my heart area, so thought i was imagining it, then tried again and it happened again. it wasnt painful or anything but i decided to wait a while ate a benzo and went instead about half hour letter without applying pressure as it were.

anyway i think im laying off stims and booze for a while i want to save up to move abroad maybe. the only thing i might do is some dxm but i will leave it awhile.
 
'So much pv consumed lately on a continual basis without periods of abstinence to detoxify the body/mind. I'm positive my body is saturated with metabolites with who knows what effects, damages and long term effects. I'm almost positive my body reeks of god knows what despite frequent showers, regular water consumption, excersize, healthy eating, etc. My body simple cannot handle the amount of pv taken in considering the rate at which it is broken down and excreted.

There is this slimy like film on my skin that slowly develops after a good shower. Its annoying, disqusting, embarrasing and worrisome. Its gotten to the point where I simply cannot use my mobile touch screen device anymore without thoroughly washing my hands before hand. Even then, its only a matter of minutes before my hands are too slick from whatever my skin is excreting to use the device again without washing my hands again.

There are times I'm absolutely positive people around me are offended by whatever strange odors I emit. At times I'm positive I reek of sperm, especially on my breath, and I can't even imagine what people around me are thinking (or joking about when I'm not around). Fuck them. If I really do stink then its their fault for not telling me. I have asked repeatedly if I smell bad or if I should freshen my breathe and everyone I've asked always says i got nothing to worry about. fuck those who are the closest to me the most. I realize its a strange and embarrasing subject to broach but if the people closest to me can't say something for my benefit then how close and trustworthy are they really?

I'm willing to consider I am just overly paranoid about my smell. Definetly at times I would agree that is the case. But I've been doing this on and off long enough to know better. A toothbrush used to brush ones teeth during a binge reeks heavily of sperm for days. I may be constantly struggling with background paranoia 24/7 but I know when I see peoples reactions to the smell of my breath or to the behaviour of those around me during times of extra stinkage. Again.... maybe I am just paranoid but I've overheard some comments from close friends who weren't aware I was listening and unless the whole conversation was a hallucination I'm positive I smell bad based on their comments and jokes (ouch). My spouse has once or twice mentioned that the laundry often reeks of seamen. Once she ever started to say my hair smelled like jizz but she stopped mid sentence and pretended like she was saying something else.

So why the fuck wont those friends and loved ones closest to me say anything? Honestly I struggle with this thought more than anything as of late. Why? Because either I am really loosing touch with reality (willing to accept this is possible as I am always walking a fine line between reality and psychosis) or My supposed best friends (several of them including my spouse) arent being honest with me. I understand its a weird thing to tell someone but if I can't rely on them to tell me then who can I?

So fuck them. If they won't be honest with me (I feel I deserve that from them concidering the dynamics of our relationships) then they must suffer when around me if I do infact reek. I'm gonna start randomly using their toothbrush and ill make sure to exhale heavily anytime I'm near them (joking here this type of revenge like behaviour is not in my character).

OK I'm just being silly tonight. Move along...
 
I'm sorry to break this to you, but at least it means your paranoia can now rest. That smell is everywhere, clothes, house, everywhere. It lingers too and hangs around long after the pv baggie has been licked, scraped and smoked (twice) to completion. There's only one way to stop the smell and that's to.......you already know. Take care man <3
 
Lovin' all the peev & near relative talk of vile oozings and the like, fellas <3

Ben's right though. Peev fukkin reeks and so do all who use it and anything we come into contact with. I suspect folk may be averse to commenting cos they must assume users are actually chronic masturbators. Or cumbuckets if female (sorry to break it to you like that Anatrica :D). Kinda goes with the territory. One of many reasons peev just ain't very well suited to properly habitual use. Unless you can live with smelling like a stale bukkake set.

Am also more than familiar with the oily skin ooze stuff. Is pretty nasty when you've been on it for a while continuously. Yet another reason I tend to batton down the hatches and say goodbye to the world when on a run. The world doesn't need to see wild-eyed, semi-psychotic, stim-fried loons who smell like a rentboys kecks at the end of a heavy night and drip with yellow ooze from every orifice.

Heavy peev use ain't pretty in any sense of the word. Is a mess down there. A glorious mess. But a mess nonetheless.
 
:( well then ive been reeking of sperm for a long damn time then. pretty much figured as much. I feel like such a damn fool regardless. I'm left thinking those who are closest to me don't care for me as much as I thought.... but instead have probably been making fun of me and wondering what the hell I do with myself when nobody is watching.

This hole I've dug for myself just keeps getting deeper and deeper. Oh well ill just keep digging cause I've already come this far. Might as well enjoy myself along the way atleast!

Foil? Check. Lighter? Check. Pen tube? Check. Porn? Check. Self dignity? .... uncheck. Blast off!
 
Diginity is so very overrated anyway ;)

Honestly, if nobody's said anything after so long I doubt they ever will. Take comfort in the fact you may bring a lil bit of amusement in others' humdrum lives. Must be fun to speculate on how any one human being can produce so much sperm so consistently and still function. Maybe they don't think it's chronic wanking - maybe they just think you're a complete stud and are envious :D
 
MDPV_Psychosis said:
:( well then ive been reeking of sperm for a long damn time then. pretty much figured as much. I feel like such a damn fool regardless. I'm left thinking those who are closest to me don't care for me as much as I thought.... but instead have probably been making fun of me and wondering what the hell I do with myself when nobody is watching.

This hole I've dug for myself just keeps getting deeper and deeper. Oh well ill just keep digging cause I've already come this far. Might as well enjoy myself along the way atleast!

Foil? Check. Lighter? Check. Pen tube? Check. Porn? Check. Self dignity? .... uncheck. Blast off!
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They do still care for you, they are probably not sure how to approach the subject of mood swings, changes in appearance, irrational behaviour etc. long before they got to just the smell of it. They don't want to upset you and are probably confused and don't understand all the changes they see in you.

I was the same, I became snappy and very defensive and stand offish when anything 'out of the ordinary' was suggested connected to my pv use. People were always walking on eggshells when around me while I was using, even though it stood out a mile. Paranoia can be correct sometimes and for good reason.

There are a few ways this can end for you - NOW or badly, it's your life and I hope you get sorted before finding out how low the bottomless pit can go and how difficult it will then be to claw your way back up, if at all. You can make all this go away, all of it can stop. Do you really want to stop? All the very best man <3
 
MDPV_Psychosis said:
'So much pv consumed lately on a continual basis without periods of abstinence to detoxify the body/mind. I'm positive my body is saturated with metabolites with who knows what effects, damages and long term effects. I'm almost positive my body reeks of god knows what despite frequent showers, regular water consumption, excersize, healthy eating, etc. My body simple cannot handle the amount of pv taken in considering the rate at which it is broken down and excreted.

There is this slimy like film on my skin that slowly develops after a good shower. Its annoying, disqusting, embarrasing and worrisome. Its gotten to the point where I simply cannot use my mobile touch screen device anymore without thoroughly washing my hands before hand. Even then, its only a matter of minutes before my hands are too slick from whatever my skin is excreting to use the device again without washing my hands again.

There are times I'm absolutely positive people around me are offended by whatever strange odors I emit. At times I'm positive I reek of sperm, especially on my breath, and I can't even imagine what people around me are thinking (or joking about when I'm not around). Fuck them. If I really do stink then its their fault for not telling me. I have asked repeatedly if I smell bad or if I should freshen my breathe and everyone I've asked always says i got nothing to worry about. fuck those who are the closest to me the most. I realize its a strange and embarrasing subject to broach but if the people closest to me can't say something for my benefit then how close and trustworthy are they really?

I'm willing to consider I am just overly paranoid about my smell. Definetly at times I would agree that is the case. But I've been doing this on and off long enough to know better. A toothbrush used to brush ones teeth during a binge reeks heavily of sperm for days. I may be constantly struggling with background paranoia 24/7 but I know when I see peoples reactions to the smell of my breath or to the behaviour of those around me during times of extra stinkage. Again.... maybe I am just paranoid but I've overheard some comments from close friends who weren't aware I was listening and unless the whole conversation was a hallucination I'm positive I smell bad based on their comments and jokes (ouch). My spouse has once or twice mentioned that the laundry often reeks of seamen. Once she ever started to say my hair smelled like jizz but she stopped mid sentence and pretended like she was saying something else.

So why the fuck wont those friends and loved ones closest to me say anything? Honestly I struggle with this thought more than anything as of late. Why? Because either I am really loosing touch with reality (willing to accept this is possible as I am always walking a fine line between reality and psychosis) or My supposed best friends (several of them including my spouse) arent being honest with me. I understand its a weird thing to tell someone but if I can't rely on them to tell me then who can I?

So fuck them. If they won't be honest with me (I feel I deserve that from them concidering the dynamics of our relationships) then they must suffer when around me if I do infact reek. I'm gonna start randomly using their toothbrush and ill make sure to exhale heavily anytime I'm near them (joking here this type of revenge like behaviour is not in my character).

OK I'm just being silly tonight. Move along...
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fuck em man. you do what you want to do its your life, noone elses.
can i ask if your just a once or twice a day kinda person, or constant binging? dont have to say if yo udont want.

also i have no experience with it and otheres say its nowhere near as good, but does a-pvp emit the same odour, or even on a lesser scale?
 
adam west said:
also i have no experience with it and otheres say its nowhere near as good, but does a-pvp emit the same odour, or even on a lesser scale?
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QuasiStoned said:
After using apvp for a while the freebase starts to get this really crazy rush after a while. It's like this full body "Holy shit" feeling and it's just crazy, it's on a different wavelength than mdpv but I totally dig it.

The a-pvt was the most physical rush I've ever felt in my life. It was very similar to a-pvp but it made me extremely lightheaded I thought for a second I was gonna maybe pass out. But then I felt great and the intense lightheadedness quickly faded.

I think I finally figured out to freebase these guys. It's a much different than the hcl, the hcl always seems to have lots of smoke. The freebase barely has any and it takes very little heat to get this thick crazy ass vapor.

Lots of side effects, I am literally excreting nasty shit everywhere out of my body. It has a nasty odor and it makes my hair feel weird, it's all over my socks and clothes. It makes them all wrinkly and damp feeling, but it's not sweat. I was severely dehydrated and now that I started eating, drinking and coming down I got brown and red shit coming out of my nose, my mouth and teeth feel weird. My back and kidneys sort of hurt. I'm getting so tired I should probably just crash and go to sleep. But I sure am toying with the idea of doing it once more. It's crazy.
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Seems to have somewhat similar issues ;)
 
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