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Around 220 mg MDMA too much for a first timer?

MDMA...yeah! said:
Long time lurker, infrequent poster. Experienced drug user here. I thought I'd sign in for once and offer my advice.

Firstly, I don't know your exact situation regarding friends and family, but 15 is the worst age you can be if you're feeling a little socially inept, left out and generally depressed. It does get better on it's own after you leave school though.

Now, it seems you're gonna do this, so my advice would be to take 2 thirds of the pill. I know the exact pill you're talking about. Go a half if you want, but two thirds will be a more full experience and shouldn't be too overwhelming. This is a decent dose mind you. Not excessive but decent. Don't take the whole thing though.

As others have stated, the nature of MDMA is very very social. Do you not have ANY friends? I mean, even a couple of nice souled female friends? Pull an all nighter and hang out in a park, or someone's basement, talk, have fun. Even if you're the only one taking ecstasy, you'll probably wish someone was there, and it would be a shame to experience that magic for the first time, alone. Or, are you into music? Save it for a concert you want to go to. At events, people on MDMA literally make great spontaneous friends every 5 minutes. Imagine having no inhibitions towards starting conversations with complete strangers. You may get a taste of what you're missing in your life at the moment. A taste can be valuable, but you have to integrate the experience and learn from it.

Another thing, lots of people here already know about this method you use to obtain goods. They generally don't like people referencing that site here. Not only does it compromise your security, but people like to savour the special things while they still exist. Believe me, it needs no more exposure.

Lastly, please tell me you didn't order raw nbome powder? A 15 year old taking MDMA is pushing the boundaries, but at least that is comparably very safe. Nbomes are very new, very unpredictable and to be honest, people have died. Even with blotters, please please be careful.

Good luck with your roll buddy.
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I'm smart enough to only buy blotters. I've taken if multiple times, I know they are unevenly dose. There's a lot less risk with me having some kind of reaction. Since I've used it before. About me referencing the website, I did that because I was 100% sure someone would say it could easily be 90mg or just meth/speed.
 
Powerful said:
Since someone said that I should be around with friends. I'l admit it. I have no friends(I don't really socialize, i'm just socially awkward). So, taking it out with friends wont be possible lol. I said a friend had it, because sources are not allowed to be posted. A friend telling me it's 220MG MDMA seemed more legit, then coming out and saying I know it's good shit because I got it from SR.
I'm going to probably take it somewhere near the middle of my winter break, so if I feel absolutely depressed and shitty, I can just sleep it off.
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dude your basically sourcing and going to ruin it for everyone else dont say that stuff dude
 
Guys, your advice is all sound and correct, but you are all wasting your breath. At 15, kids are defiant and won't listen to anyone else. He's going to do MDMA/Speed/Nbomne/whatever, and whilst we care for his wellfare, I feel that once he has made up his mind, our job is done.

In regards to where he is getting his drugs from: Powerful, stop ruining a marketplace for everyone else by sourcing. Not only are you being incredibly self-centred by getting drugs delivered to your house (and risking your family), but you are drawing more attention to the source in question by mentioning it on BL; keep your mouth shut mate.

Lastly, unfortunately, it is actions like yours (taking drugs at a young age when your already suffering from some issues in your life) which fuels the Government's crusade against the drugs law reform. I can guarentee you that if you continue down the path you are on regarding substances, you will pay the price in ways you cannot imagine. Sure, you have made up mind already that you will do this that and the other, and that nothing will happen. You can keep telling yourself that, but remember this: Ultimately you are a 15 year old child, and a forum full of experienced individuals have attempted to steer you away from your actions. You can tell yourself that you will come out fine, and all I'm saying is that if you end up at rock bottom in a couple of years time due to your substance use, don't say we didn't warn you.

Stay safe

SR
 
This thread (well user 'Powerful') has been reported - have some respect for the section. Vendor discussion is not allowed and everyone should know this, or have the common sense not to leave it around the place.

Where you buy your drugs from, how to use your vendor is of no importance to the thread.
 
Doing mdma alone at the age of 15. I cannot say enough times - DON'T!!!

Your first mdma experiences will be the most awesome (and can be even life changing, the way you think about stuff) and should be saved for when you're more grown up and have a different mindset etc.

Wait until you are at least 18 (I waited until I was 21), you will not regret it. The longer you wait, the better it gets.

You have no friends now? It can be totally different in 5 years, maybe you have great friends then, and then doing mdma all for the first time together gets you a bond that's undescribable.
 
MDMA is like sex: its best if you wait till you're good and ready to try it with the right person/people.
 
A depressed teen taking psychedelics alone could also be a recipe for disaster :\

People bum psychedelics far too hard. They CAN be bad.

OP: If you are going to do one, I'd say go for the MDMA.. half of the pill. But please don't be stupid and start abusing it.. Take it from me.. It's not worth it, it will fuck you up and you will regret it.

Edit: Just noticed he's already done psychedelics.
 
lol i remember reading years ago that the average e cap had 75mg of mdma init.
 
oscthebooklad said:
There is a time and place for experimentation... that time is uni
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Like that will every happen. >.>

@Mod sorry for sourcing
I know it's stupid to source, but I can't say I know there is at least 202mg of MDMA in it, and not have someone say I can't be even slightly sure...

@Saying I should wait, I know not going to get a chance to do this again, mainly because I know I wont be able to get a job or get into college. I'm not good enough to even get into college. A job? Yah right...
 
@Saying I should wait, I know not going to get a chance to do this again, mainly because I know I wont be able to get a job or get into college. I'm not good enough to even get into college. A job? Yah right...
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If you feel this way about yourself and drugs, you shouldn't be going anywhere near them; they will make you feel worse not better. Also, your 15, so you can't possibly know what is going to happen in 5 years time, so telling yourself your future is shit is just pure speculation. However, if you really feel this way, you should be out there doing something to better these problems and make your future as bright as it can be, not sitting in a room asking if you should take drugs (which will mess things up even more) and giving the old "oh woe me" speech.
 
kid your walking down a path that most people here lead and you end up husstling drugs and being an addict till you die it sucks no fun not like a movie at I would not take that if you feel the way you feel at any age all your gonna do is be another fifteen year old addict and ruin your life take it from me o already ficked my self bad and have friends doing fifteen years and it all starts as being a young got doing drugs irresponsiblly.
 
Dear Powerful, you're WAY too young to experiment with drugs, yes sadly, this belongs to people at least over 18 years old.

MDMA might seem like all fun and games, and they can be, but at the end of the day it's a chemical compund you ingest to alter how your brain works for a while. Side effects include strong desire to do more when coming down, or repeat the experience. Adults have problems handling themselves with this kind of euphoric drug, you're just 15... You are not ready, E is so powerful it will really change your life, it's probably THE ultimate high. Thats how strong we're talking here, kid, you really wanna fuck with your head already? Your brain is FAR from done growing.

I'd advice you, don't do it until you're at least 18. Smoke some weed, dude, smoke some weed. Or Shrooms
 
you know what? If I could go back in time to the day I considered taking ANY drugs I would NOT have touched them. Seriously. What youve never had you cant miss and thats the whole reason we continue to use. I was happy enough before using and then BOOM. The door opened into a world I never knew existed and Ive spent 20 years trying to close that door. Just have a few beers and chill. Leave your head and brain in tact.

edit: I came back because this post disturbed me due to your age. Ive read everything from top t bottom and you are SO not ready mate. You begin by saying its going to be a ONE OFF never to be repeated. Ffwd and you say you probably will do it again the next week. You talk about come-downs and depressions caused by drugs and hw you'll handle it......This is utter CRAP. Taking a drug for the first time requires that you are in the right frame of mind and clearly you arent. When I first tried drugs I would never, ever have been gearing up for nasty come downs and depressions. Its meant to be FUN and you wont have fun in yr current negative mood. Drugs create a fantasy place to explore....then get back to reality,to the real world which is where you need to get your footing. You havent even got a leg on the ladder yet.I predict you will end up a sad, lonely addict. To really appreciate the effects of a drug you need some life expieriences under your belt and some good mates to share the buzz. You have neither. My first trip of MDMA I was 23yrs old. I sat with my partner and a few close friends and we chatted insensantly about all the GOOD things in ur lives; the the GOOD memories and HAPPY times. Then me and b/f went and had mind blowing sex fr 8 hrs straight. What will you do? Probably end up on this forum desperate to talk to anyne who will listen, pace the floor, analyse all the CRAP stuff.......and then go and wank yourself stupid because you will be so horny and have noone to have sex with. So...whats the point? I cant think of anything more sad than a 15yrold doing MDMA alone. MDMA is the ultimate sharing drug. If you think drugs can fix you then you are in for a shock. You cant live in the clouds forever. *sigh* The saddest part of all is that you will do this anyway. Whats the rush. Live a bit first. Think on this; if yu DO have the most exhilerating exp of your life ever and its SO FUCKING AMAZING what do you think will happen? You'll be doing it again and again and again and again. Us oldies call that chasing rainbows and its what leads to ADDICTION You have all the info....dont be a dickhead. Your a typical 15yrold kid going through all the angst of maturing and growing up. Weve all been there....we didnt all use drugs to get thru it. If you do all this at 15yrs old what you got to look ffwd to later? Create a life worth coming back to when the buzz is over or you wont make it buddy.
LASTLY cus I can almost see you rolling yr eyes in a "i knw what Im doin" way; my first trip of MDMA was with expirienced users! They looked after me and made sure I was safe and having the best time i could. They made me joints, gave me water and head massages and TAUGHT me how to take MDMA properly. Had I got into trouble they would have been on the ball. You are risking your life dude. If it all goes tits up who is going t talk you down, get you what you need???????
 
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The thing I see in you that reminds me of myself is that you won`t listen to anyone regardless of their experience you have to go through it yourself. The best way to learn in life is to live through it but there was those dumb decisions I made even when people told me otherwise when I wish I just listened then going through it. Started with abusing coke and then mdma. Don`t listen to anyone then, just go through it, you`ll learn you`r lesson better but I guarantee you 100% that you`r gunna wish you listened to people on here.

About your lack of cinfidence.. that`s getting you nowhere. I`m doing fine in university, abused drugs a bit but was never the smartest I just had to study morre than people and that means writing out notes and stuff repeatedly so I`d remember it. Confidence in life is everything and there are people much more limited than you who go on to university so put in some work instead of moping, and that means a lot of extra work. Lastly man you`ll realize the lack of confidence is killing you with everything, school, girls, friends, life. Don`t gotta be cocky but putting yourself down all the time isn`t attractive. I don`t know how you can gain confidence but I started working out at about 15, and that gained my confidence bigtime. Helped me with girls alot too, but you gotta find some common ground you have with people and make friends with people you have stuff in common with. You say you can`t get a job but I`m certain you could pump gas which isn`t too difficult.
 
Hello all! New to bluelight, looks really cool so far, lots of cool people. I too acquired 200 mg of MDMA, and never having used it before, I am not sure if 200 mg will be too much for me. I am 210 lbs, 6'5". I am really looking to have a really amazing time, not party but really enjoy the beauty of the world and things like that. I have only smoked marijuana, do so daily. Is 200 too much my first time?
 
^ I hope you're not 15 too haha?


Well first, have you tested it? If it's real good and pure MDMA 100mg should be enough to give you a nice roll... but if it's fake you shouldn't take any of it :\



I would recommend 100mg for a nice light roll, or 125mg to really be faced. You can take the last 75mg as a redose after an hour or two if you even need it haha, but try not to re-dose too late as serotonin depletes quickly causing tolerance to build very fast and takes quite a while to leave.


Have fun though! The first roll is the best :)




You should read the "6 simple rules to MDMA" thread that is stickied in ED, it expands on all that info and more
 
Folley said:
^ I hope you're not 15 too haha?


Well first, have you tested it? If it's real good and pure MDMA 100mg should be enough to give you a nice roll... but if it's fake you shouldn't take any of it :\



I would recommend 100mg for a nice light roll, or 125mg to really be faced. You can take the last 75mg as a redose after an hour or two if you even need it haha, but try not to re-dose too late as serotonin depletes quickly causing tolerance to build very fast and takes quite a while to leave.


Have fun though! The first roll is the best :)




You should read the "6 simple rules to MDMA" thread that is stickied in ED, it expands on all that info and more
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Ha nah. Thanks though for the advice. Will definitely check it out.
 
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