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Gibberings CXIX: In B4 close...

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]i feel so sorry for the people like my dad who like music and stuff but really can't be doing with computers...and people like myself

" children these days they have no interest in education or listening to their parents. they are too busy playing with their_______________(blankety blank blankety blank blankety blank) super match game.

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^ Glad you're feeling alright, pontifex :) <3 Careful with the trammies though.. I had access to quite a few recently, had to get rid of a lot of them after a while. I do actually get some enjoyment out of them, unlike most people, although my tolerance really has minimised it of late.. but I could easily get into the habit of munching them daily then getting opie/SNRI withdrawals after not even getting very high from them :|

Poppy tea could have been my downfall, too.. really must stop getting in large quantites of opiates I can easily take every day :! Planning a sober day. Well, til the evening, then I'll have a few ciders, but that doesn't count ;)

Morning all <3

edit: Found a spliffs-worth of weed left by my lovely friend, but no baccy! Perils of now being a non-smoker. It's not enough for a blunt, and I want a spliff anyways. Might have to buy some.. hopefully with my electronic nicotine delivery system working so well I will be able to keep some around for spliffs and not be tempted..
 
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pontifex01 said:
I'm pretty sure the MXE use is what's making it so easy for my brain to fizzle and pop at the moment; if MXE cures zaps it means it's giving the brain whatever it's lacking that's making it frazzle, it makes sense that I'm deficient in whatever "that" is at the moment and hence more prone to zaps.
Fuck's sake...
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100mg of what a day? MXE very likely could mediate that sort of activity in your brain that causes things like zaps and seizures, so if it's been supressing that and you take it away suddenly yeah you would run into problems. I only ever got brain zaps once when I was doing mephedrone for a couple of weeks in a row at a time, and from SSRI withdrawal.
 
I'd say it's worth tapering tramadol if you're getting zaps from it. I'd save the MXE for post-taper distraction - really helps to fend off the general malaise and urge to just stop feeling shitey. Bleedin' tram w/d are one of those seemingly undending w/d that just grinds you down till you give in :\

I've yet to give in, mind. Quite pleased with meself but still tapering down with codeine which helps loads. Another coupla days of codeine and then it's the real test...

Mornin', all :)

Flying visit. Off to see a man about a CV. Apparently he's written it up for me and made it less rickety. Should be amusing...
 
Had an interesting few days, started off with a few drinks and then friend picked up some 'Purple/Shroom Caps' I assumed it was 4-ACO-DMT but haven't tried it and I'm honestly not 100% sure what it was. It was brown/tan powder in small doses, it seemed they were putting 10-15mg in a capsule from experience eyeballing but you never know. I sniffed one and a half and was tripping really nicely but wasn't getting too many visuals - although to be honest went into a house and my mate had died his hair and took me about 5 minutes to realize it was him, but it had that lovely natural mushy like visual that I love. Then about half an hour later ate another and roamed the streets with two of my good mates having a good time just running about tripping and laughing.

Wouldn't mind knowing what it was as to be honest I really enjoyed it, it was just the doses in those capsules was too low for the price for me personally. I can understand the guy is doing it just in case people freak but if I'd have eaten 3 of those I'm sure it would've been a mad time. No real burn on the nose, some have said to me it's Psilocybin or an analogue or similar, but it's all dealer talk. Thought 4-HO-MIPT at first, but it seems from reading online to be a white powder. Unsure as was also told this name.

Then next morning as peak wore off move onto some 2C-B, the last of it unfortunately. :( Didn't feel too much off it, more like my trips blended in and the transition was smooth so barely noticed. Then had some lovely cocaine, but only a small amount. Much better than some of the gear people are punting here, lasts much longer and a few small lines and your sorted.

Had a great sleep after being up two days...now to find some 4-ACO-DMT and hopefully some Acid for the weekend. :D
 
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I was going to say 100mg of MXE a day.......Don't make me laugh here.

I could do 300/500mg a day, at 1 point when it was legal I got through just under 7gram in a week.
 
Well, I have a CV for the first time ever. Surprisingly decent-looking too considering. Mainly due to him condensing 10+ years into a somewhat vague block of general "temp and voluntary work". Which is technically accurate when you miss out the actual dates involved :D

He also offered me a job working for them (the support agency he works for). Only voluntary and certainly not definite but a possibility. Said it would basically be like a form of counselling for other folk in similar(ish) position to meself - folk with substance issues, court issues and the like. Agreed in principle to have a go as it would only be a coupla days here and there. Bloody Social better not hold it against me though :\
 
Shambles said:
Well, I have a CV for the first time ever. Surprisingly decent-looking too considering. Mainly due to him condensing 10+ years into a somewhat vague block of general "temp and voluntary work". Which is technically accurate when you miss out the actual dates involved :D
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Ahem... 'travelling' is my sometime excuse, but my own biggest gap is only something like two years at the worst, and was almost ten years ago now, so much easier to dismiss.

Sounds like a fantastic opportunity though, and I really think you'd take to it like the proverbial duck to water, I genuinely do. At the very least, it gets you up and about, which can be A Very Good Thing. Pleased for you. :)
 
Thanks, fellas. It does sound like summat that could be quite positive for me. Summat to get me out the house and interacting with actual people face-to-face now and then. Who knows? Maybe the beginnings of actual employment one day 8o

I mention concern about the Social being arsey about it mainly due to many bad experiences in the past - benefits cut off, made homeless etc. When I was on unemployment at one point I was okay doing part-time work (although it was taken out me benefit so hardly a great encouragement 8)) but not sure how it'd work now I'm on ESA. Only one way to find out really though...
 
I think you'd be rather good at it Shambles. I've had some brief experience being on the receiving end of such services, and was just shocked at how ignorant some of these ppl can be. I guess people who make it through the grinder and also want to come back and help other people are rare, and it is just ridiculous to expect someone who has never taken drugs in their life to be able to offer proper help to people having problems with drugs.
 
Could do with a fast response if anyone can help. A friend has some leftover 4-aco-dmt but it has turned brown as I heard commonly happens just with storage. I was wondering does this affect the potency of the chemical?
 
I've seen pretty rapid discoloration in oter tryptamines (notably aMT) with little effect on potency if any, but I'm not sure if the same is true universally. Only one way to find out though, eh? ;)
 
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Well, I have a CV for the first time ever. Surprisingly decent-looking too considering. Mainly due to him condensing 10+ years into a somewhat vague block of general "temp and voluntary work". Which is technically accurate when you miss out the actual dates involved :D

He also offered me a job working for them (the support agency he works for). Only voluntary and certainly not definite but a possibility. Said it would basically be like a form of counselling for other folk in similar(ish) position to meself - folk with substance issues, court issues and the like. Agreed in principle to have a go as it would only be a coupla days here and there. Bloody Social better not hold it against me though :\
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My dream job tbh.
For years now I wanted to get into that but to quote Charles Bukowski "my ambition is handicapped by laziness"
 
Bukowski <3

Ya. It's the kinda area that makes most sense for me to dip a toe in the world of gainful employment really. Also suitable as it would be just a day or so here and there if it happens at all. No point trying to run before I can walk (quite literally the case some days 8)). Was quite pleased with the offer even if it doesn't end up happening (fella isn't really in a position to guarantee owt until he speaks to his boss). Seems to happen quite often actually. Think I come over quite well in those kinda situations. Never really been owt suitable before though so this one is probably worth a punt.

Thanks for the encouragement, chaps :)
 
Bukowski is a God to me, I don't rate his poetry though (Much prefer Jim Morrison for poetry)

I love Post Office the best from Bukowski but I have all his books.

Thanks to Bukowski I got into............
Louis-Ferdinand Céline
Voltaire
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
John Fante
 
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