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Things you have lost, probably due to benzo use, or any other substance

I've left/dropped a phone in a taxi, which they never found (obviously). Can't remember losing money, drugs (they turn up), or much of anything else. Oh, I lost about half a gramme of MDMA, but that was like 7 years ago... I'm very lucky, in the losing stuff department - unless you mean jobs, birds, homes and mates. :\
 
This thread brought me bad luck!

Ended up loosing my bag last night thanks to benzos that had my nitrous cracker, phone charger, my weed, about £80 worth of drugs that were on tick. Left it in a taxi - I believe as I've no idea how I got home, don't know which taxi company cause phone had died and mate rang for me as I was obviously not in the best of ways. Completely fucked as I'm skint enough as it is. :( But awk well christmas soon!
 
I usually don't bring anything with me bar some shite secondary phone - cash goes in the sock if its to be a particularly venturous evening. Been a while though...

Some poor chap - likely out of it on either benzos/opiates and booze judging by the description given - handed 100euro note in place of a 20 note to a certain taxi driver I happen to know. As the story goes, the fair was €19.50 and he reached into his pocket and tossed an assumed 20 into the cash compartment followed by a "keep the change" remark. In fairness, he did try his best to track the chap down...alas he, despite his allegedly obliterated state, managed to vanish into the night.
 
The ability to think quickly and am now unable to avoid pushing the snooze button on my alarm clock.
 
I've lost love.
I've lost friends.
I've lost self-respect.
I've damaged peoples minds.
I've damaged their lives.
I've lost will-power.
I've lost the "Noooo! Don't just say 'Fuck It! I'll be fine' ability.

Likely many other things.
 
I've lost the ability of my full vocabulary without having to really struggle to remember what word it is that I am trying to use when talking to folk.
 
I got extremly drunk one night, and thought : " fuck, i missed gym today, i must go out for a jog". Outside is -15 c. + heavy snow. I decide, that im rambo and run into knee-deep snow. Then i check my pockets. FUCK! total costs of all keys 250 euros.
 
eLW said:
I got extremly drunk one night, and thought : " fuck, i missed gym today, i must go out for a jog". Outside is -15 c. + heavy snow. I decide, that im rambo and run into knee-deep snow. Then i check my pockets. FUCK! total costs of all keys 250 euros.
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I can't remember the bit in Rocky where he is sat outside in the cold waiting for a locksmith to open his door for him? :D
 
Mercc96 said:
Dignity, friends. Came close to losing a few teeth most likely. Me and a mate got speaking to someone in the local about myself getting myself banned from the clubs in town ( nightsafe or something) and I couldn't believe the doormen's explanation of why they gave me a going over and called the police. Apparently after getting absolutely tanked I'd gone around asking people to punch me , not fight me but just to hit me in the face - last time I mix benzos and alcohol in a public enviroment.
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I feel for you - I've had similar episodes with booze / benzo mixes, where I've acted totally out of character and often tried to be as obnoxious / self-destructive as possible.

Throwing myself down a flight of stairs backwards, trying to start innumerable fights (sometimes with success, usually ending in being bodily carried away), being horrible to friends and my girlfriend (though never physically violent with either, thankfully) shouting abuse / expressing views that I'd normally find repugnant just to stir shit or annoy people, telling people who were trying to be friendly to fuck off, talking myself out of sexual encounters through acting weird, etc.

I'm barred from several places I have no memory of being barred from. One place said the only reason they didn't call the police on me is because they knew I was having problems at the time, but they just can't let me back in.

Luckily most people who matter have been understanding and sensitive enough to realise there was a problem other than wilful twattishness. Though there are easier and less destructive ways of finding out who your real friends are.
 
monstanoodle said:
I've lost love.
I've lost friends.
I've lost self-respect.
I've damaged peoples minds.
I've damaged their lives.
I've lost will-power.
I've lost the "Noooo! Don't just say 'Fuck It! I'll be fine' ability.

Likely many other things.
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I suspect you've lost a little perspective here, ans are beating yoursef up unnesarily.

I havent been able to find about 10-15 packets of Modalert, that I know are knocking aroud somewhere. (you jut cant take 200 of them and then fotget about it)

ALL my PV, Pentedrone, even fuckin 4 mec (though i diid flush that itf uch a cctttttat Srik) Ethyhphenamine and Camfetamine has slo been consumed.These leaves my stocks of stims very low. So low that i had to empty out 2 old sachets of Jolly Green Granules thati had in my tin from years ago Must say, so far, they feel very nice, nicer thn the generation of stims legally available to us now.

Gonna order more eth soon i think, unless something better comes along. Feeling the need fot speed, after having too many Phenz y'day


Safrolette said:
Lol, mr.buffnstuff took her anal virgunty ;)
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Really ? So there's all sorts of bl hookups ocuring.
 
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Ugh woke up this morning and I've eaten a full tray of Ferrero Rocher which would have been lovely had I remembered it rather than waking up to an empty tray and wrappers everywhere. Was planning to share those too. :( Also managed to work the George Foreman and use up the last of my bacon/sausages which means my breakfast is most likely porridge, fair play.

But I've managed to loose my pipe and lighter, I'm really confused about this one. I remember last night planning to go out for a pipe and don't think I bothered, but my grinder is empty (first fuck sake) and now the pipe and lighter is gone too. No idea where they are, looked everywhere! Need to find them...
 
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