I feel genuinely good.
I talked to an ex-girlfriends sister (who oddly enough is also an ex-girlfriend, but it was just a short stint). Anyway, I had to leave the last state on extremely short notice because of some drama that had no chance of being settled civilly. I decided to move across the country and leave all my friends rather than deal with that problem. It was really the only option for me at the time.
Anyway, this girl had her issues for sure but she was also extremely kind to me, a close friend of both of ours had killed himself so we we got close after that happened. When I decided to leave town, I didn't leave on good terms with a lot of people, including her.
I have since reached out to some of the people I hurt and have straightened things out. I completely lost track of this girl though and her sister though (I lived with the both of them for over a year). This was the beginning of 2009.
Anway, I finally got ahold of her on Facebook when I noticed she had joined the other day. I sent her a message apologizing for all the shit that went down and wished her and her family the best.
She got back to me today. Turns out after I left she got on Heroin and did a 3 year stint on it. She just got out of rehab 3 weeks ago and she says she is doing well. She told me we were all on way to many drugs back then to make clear decisions and we all made mistakes. She said she still loves me and misses talking to me and gave me her number.
It is good to know I didn't completely destroy a relationship I thought I had.