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How Are You in One Word v. Somewhere Over the Rainbow

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Trip, get crafty and creative. You've got mad talent and those are the best kinds of gifts anyway.

I'm in denial about the possibility of getting sick. Worst. Timing. Ever.
 
Cohesion, you are a genius.
Thank you so much for your input you guys. I feel a lot more confident about this already :)
 
Enjoying my last day off while getting in some BL time and sipping delicious coffee out of my Wisconsin mug my lovely spork sent me <3.
 
Serotonin101 said:
betrayed

best friends should choose you over YOUR ex...
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Ouch! There's been a bit of that about lately. Sure does suck, hurtful angry stuff. Hope you can work things out between you once that subsides a little.

((( <3 )))

motherofearth said:
Stoked

I got a job!!!!!!!!!
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Hey, good for you! Excellent news. Hope it gives you the stability you're after and opens some doors for you having more cash. Best of luck with it MoE. :)
 
Proud.
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The occasional prescription drug dabbling has been occasionally letting me live. I don't want to live occasionally. For the first time in my life I have decided to abstain from all substances except for caffeine, and to quit abusing my prescribed anxiety medication. Given the fact that I quit IV heroin, meth, marijuana, alcohol, and even nicotine without relapse the day I told myself I was done, I am proud to say that last night was the night that I realized I was done with prescription drug addiction. If I am to resume my carelessly calculated chaos, I refuse to go out without a fight from here on out. To keep myself busy, I have already been accepted as a volunteer at an organization that helps feed the animals of the homeless!
 
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Congrats on quitting all of that and now working on your new demon. I wish you the best in all your endeavors. I quit caffeine but I still smoke :/
 
Serotonin101 said:
Congrats on quitting all of that and now working on your new demon. I wish you the best in all your endeavors. I quit caffeine but I still smoke :/
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Thank you!
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If you don't like smoking, quit! If you fail at quitting, either accept being a smoker, or attempt to quit again and again until you either (a) succeed at quitting, or (b) succeed at accepting yourself as a smoker!
 
Amused (at other people's failures).

SideOrderOfOpiates said:
Thank you!
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If you don't like smoking, quit! If you fail at quitting, either accept being a smoker, or attempt to quit again and again until you either (a) succeed at quitting, or (b) succeed at accepting yourself as a smoker!
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The only thing I'd say is to keep trying to quit until you succeed; never accept being a smoker. That's just my 2 cents.
 
its my last crutch since giving up all my other substance use. I'm waiting til I have at least a year clean to give up the newports. as of 9 minutes ago I have 11 months clean :D
 
thank you CH. I probably have said it many times before, but your posts and those of Phreex (RIP man) brought me to BL a few years ago. hope you're doing better since i know you've been going through some things. :)
 
ugh

my sleep schedule is so screwed up. i have to do stuff this morning and take adderall to do it. nothing like an upper to make me all wringy and sick about all the rest of the shit in my life i am normally more relaxed about. or at least things that would be in perspective off an upper. but if i don't take them i'll sleep all day. i honestly don't think drinking to pass out would have been a better option either. might as well pay someone to kick the shit out of me to keep a sleep schedule.
 
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