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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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monstanoodle said:
Trying man <3 But fuck if I had some cash... Some gear and vodka would go down a treat right now.
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Blotto would be acceptable, comatose would be understandable. But take it easy man.

It's not uncommon for g/f to run off with best friend. But in your situation, a little bit of space might have been the sign of a better mate.

I dunno man, just take care of yourself.
 
Shit monsta, the best mate sounds like he knew it was bit cuntish too get it on with your ex which is why he didn't talk to you first.

I couldn't continue that friendship, not yet anyway...

Really sorry for ya monsta, remember your pancreas is your mate, don't treat it like a cunt ;)
 
aw lovely Si. <3

So sorry this shit has come your way. I'm not sure what to say ..it must be excruciating love.

I'm thinking about you. MSN me if you want or give me a ring.xxxx
 
Could you get money together and go see her Mugz? Probably do a world of good to see your mum and sister.
 
would probably do more harm as they' have to support me whilst I was there which would further mess up their financial arrangements. You are right though. if I could get myself enough money to pay for flights and support myself for about 2 weeks then it would be good.
 
I don't think they'd hold it against you visiting for a while, wouldn't cost them too much for you to kip on the couch for 2 weeks
 
Vacation over, schools starting tomorrow..
Have no motivation or what so ever.. really just want to do my own things/projects I got going on.
I should just leave Finland for good... A trip to europe would be fucking awesome, thinking about leaving all the time.
Maby one day I just pack my stuff, take my bike, interrupt my studies and just go with the flow.
So bored of my everyday life I just wanna do things and meet people and struggle on my own... dont know really, drugged up all the time and at the moment too, opiates, benzos other shit pharmacy-stuff all the time..

*sigh*
 
Do it, work on your own projects and go travelling!

"Formal education will make you a living; self-education will make you a fortune."

I don't know who said that, Google will know, but I like it. It's kind of relevant.
 
Sounds good !
Im so frustrated of the enviroment and community that Im living in.. And I can interrupt the school, take a student-loan (2,700€) and fuck right off with my bike, backbag, sleeping-bag and my tent and just go with the flow and meet my friends all over europe. If I use my money right and dont fuck-up in the first big city that Im going to, I could spend many many months on the road.

Thanks for the encouragement, Im really serious with this plan.
 
Motivation is so hard to gain when your life (I mean this in general, not you mugz) is surrounded by drugs everyday, and when your addicted and depressed..
Its so hard to even start what you like doing when youre thinking like "Well I least need some opiates/weed/benzos to get me in the mood"

Blaah, I just wanna live semi-sober and go socializing with ppl around Europe.. Maby meet some bluelighters and crash where I can.
 
Im so frustrated of the enviroment and community that Im living in.. And I can interrupt the school, take a student-loan (2,700€) and fuck right off with my bike, backbag, sleeping-bag and my tent and just go with the flow and meet my friends all over europe. If I use my money right and dont fuck-up in the first big city that Im going to, I could spend many many months on the road.
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Sounds like a great plan to me. Enjoy it. Couchsurf for free accommodation and to meet locals.
 
Yeah, I just gotta plan this thing for a while and get the loan going on..
I have already taken the loan once, and the last time I blew it on drugs n stupid shit in general......
And im indebted already so I think Im inna point of no return anyway.

Gotta PM some chill bluelighters all over the Europe before I leave and stuff like that : )
 
Feeling somewhat crushed after the new woman turned out to already be living with some bloke.

She's hurt all of us, but I can't blame her.

Nice chick, seemingly level headed. No worse than anyone else.
In all fairness I don't know her v well and vice versa but I believe her when she says the passion left months ago regarding her bf/ex (whatever he is?).

V confused.
Think it was already over before it started, but damn it was good. She's just like cocaine.

Just need to man up and forget about her.
We just spoke on the phone and it was just a torn feeling on both parts.

I know if I escape to oz I can do things right.
Find the balance between placing a kitten in the jaws of a shark or fucking an IV cocaine addicted pornstar.
 
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