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on the topic of sanity of whatever our perception of sanity is, im surprised i haven't lost the plot, came close to it a few times. triggered PTSD a few years ago by a combo of stuff, then after that enough MXE ontop of booze and meph to almost kill me a few times, dunno how i recovered from that, a weird stim induced panic attack anxiety thing from bashing too many dodgy chemicals in a failed attempt at getting decent meph, dunno what it was, proper broke me. that was last year and oddly if i do too many stims it triggers again, like a flash back, and i feel all locked up and emotionally flat, cant function, feel awquard, not sure if thats actual damage or playing tricks on myself
 
haha nah a lot more sensible these days. although who knows

im in the mood for some DMT

anyways, vodka time. ravey thing later and maybe a bit of this coke, or 6-apb
 
On the two or 3 occasions I've chosen to click on Dans youtube links to his "amazing tunes" I've turned it off within seconds because it's been garbage. I'm going to start reporting him for bad taste in music. ;)



They all appear to be quite faithful to their religions / beliefs in many parts of Asia by going to the temple, leaving offerings for the gods / spirits, praying or whatever their religion dictates BUT then you see them doing many things they aren't exactly in tune with their beliefs such as Buddhists eating meat and being cruel to animals, doing things which aren't exactly good karma, being obsessed with material possessions, drinking, smoking, shagging about etc.

So basically on the surface a lot of them appear to be but when you get down to it it means nothing because they aren't actively following the teachings of the religion and think just by going to the temple once a week it makes up for it.

Its a big generalisation Spade, But I will go with it

For the MOST part people in the east are more aware of concepts like Reincarnation, something that isnt as prevalent in the west.
Yes there are some eastern charlatans, mostly defined by the western media( see my previous post)

I think it comes down to your own definition of reincarnation existing or not, With some Zen schools or advaita Vedanta many dont think it does, I am not sure of it does, but it may.

Its interesting in the east they think of a monetary transaction with a " guru" as just being goodwill, something to be expected, in the west people are cynical and its translated as taking advantage. But hey even a guru has to eat and have some shelter
The main thing is to find teachers that do not take moneyI* ( if you are in the west), James Schwartz is a guy who lived in India and rocks the Advaita, to my knowledge he doesnt charge ANYTHING for any of what he is spreading.
All his lectures etc are free http://www.shiningworld.com/top/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=54&Itemid=69

But you can pay for them if you want.
Bottom line is many of these " eastern" gurus need money from the west in order to keep their eastern teachings open to a much bigger audience

As for the meat eating aspect, I can only speak for Tibetan Buddhism but that is a very arid area in a high elevation, so growing crops is basically a no no , thus some of them eat meat.
After the cultural revolution when many relocated to Dharamsala many became full veggies( apart from the Daiai Lama of course) lol
 
perhaps you two should confer.

There is simply no need :D

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I don't know what you're attempting to get at with the italicised bit, but I don't really feel smug about anything, Yella. Least of all that post.

I just think saying 'Hail Satan' is funny. Maybe that makes me an idiot, but I don't really care just now.

I suspect Sam feels smug about just about everything.....right now;)

I thought the 'hail satan' was a bit old tbh.. Making a pigs ear out of a post that you intended to show how smug you felt ( dunno why) was hilarious. The slapstick of you and atm coming up with two different answers was especially amusing.. like a couple of keystone cops.. Fuck knows what that last gibberish was about.
 
I'm insanely jealous of Samantha right now. He's not just fucked on drugs, but fucked on really nice drugs .. If I hadn't just eaten I'd be munching on some some crystal MD myself tonight. If I don't fall asleep early I may give some a whirl later
 
I'm insanely jealous of Samantha right now. He's not just fucked on drugs, but fucked on really nice drugs .. If I hadn't just eaten I'd be munching on some some crystal MD myself tonight. If I don't fall asleep early I may give some a whirl later

Why does eating stop you ?..so many ROAs

I doubt I'll do much MDMA again in my life, but if I had the chance to get hold of decent MDA I'd be all over it.

Same as MM, I did a drug survey thing a whiloe back and had to estimate the number of MDXX pills I'd taken..8o
 
urgh, I don't wanna do MD on anything but an empty stomach. Wombling around with a belly full is the worst feeling in the world no matter what the ROA. I rarely do drugs at the mo, but when I do em I like to feel the full force and pay full attention to the effects. Can't do that on a full stomach.
 
:DThat's fair enough, can't stand the sight of food on the stuff and oral is the best ROA IMO

EDIT --- You're such a Noob / lightweight ;)
 
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Marmz, have you posted pics of yourself before? im intrigued by what you look like
 
urgh, I don't wanna do MD on anything but an empty stomach. Wombling around with a belly full is the worst feeling in the world no matter what the ROA. I rarely do drugs at the mo, but when I do em I like to feel the full force and pay full attention to the effects. Can't do that on a full stomach.

Woman up, Marmz. Did you get round to trying 2C-B yet?

Seriously, you need some self-indulgence. It's weekend after all.
 
Yeah like get with the [ HR ] program, fek even I've taken some droogs...( A clockwork orange was not responsible for this production )
 
nag nag nag!

I know I'm boring! But there's mitigating circumstances as I've been roaming around a field all afternoon, found nothing really because it was way too wet .. came in with soaked and freezing feet. and it's day 2. so no drugs for me today ... tomorrow possibly. going to view some dogs in the morning and I'll be in a good mood.

so I'm off to watch the latest episode of haven, and then The Thick of It at 9.30pm and then bed.

@ sam: nope, not yet. It took me 2-3 years to try the Peev I had tho, but I will try it in the next month, scouts honour!

@dan: yes quite a few but I always take em down after a while. If I remember I'll put some up briefly tomorrow when you're around

... orf to be a couch wench for the night, ttfn <3
 
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