Btw Sam do you want more analysis here?
In the nicest possible sense, please no.
Not because you're not an analyst (and BL isn't the place) or because I don't believe you have some useful advice to impart, but because (not wishing to sound arsey) you've not so much got the wrong end of the stick as picked up the wrong stick entirely. It happens, don't worry.
Anyway, this isn't my thread, and although I seem to have written some highly-personal things here it was more as a form of release, now I've hogged nearly two pages. Besides, the BLers who know anything at all about my personal life (Marmalade being one of a precious handful) will get in touch through other means if they want to offer advice or support. Which they have done throughout the whole 'getting my shit back on track' thing.
Not that I'm being spiteful or ungrateful, just... no, ta.

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