This substance is not from this planet. In this way they communicate with us.
Lol! He said it. Not me! %)
now with MXE you dont need the water tank, because you body is aleady numb and if you lie still on your bed you dont feel anything. shut all windowlids, turn off all sound and stare into the pitch black dark. after some minutes you will hole again bigtime. i managed to do this even 2 hours after the regular hole and about 5-6 hours after dosing.
Memories! sheeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

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any updates on long term effects on the brain?
Uh, yeah! Long term distortion of reality/multiple realities and a never ending list of questions and extreme realizations beyond rational thinking.. I suppose those things could drive you to permanent insanity at some point if you push it too far.
Hit the right note on MXE and you're going for a ride across the universe you'll never forget for the rest of your life.
can we stop talking about acne as it obviiously doesn't have anything to do with MXE
there's a possibility it could..
Sometimes if you stuff enough drugs up your nose repeatedly it can irritate your nose and cause acne in a localize area where the drugs land in your nostril.
Awesomely amazing and yet scary as all hell. lol
MXE is way better though if you go all the way.
You have time and calm to "see" much more than smoked DMT.
I haven't done DMT any other way yet besides smoking it though..
I've had a few overdoses on Phen's lately and when death is coming it feels like DMT.
Scary shit. Limbs stop wanting to move and you feel your body getting heavy and losing authority and going numb. Too scary.
Had to stop all these fun ass drugs. I tend to get a little carried away.
Learned some fuckin' amazing shit though.
Just happy to be breathing.
I can "see" for miles like I'm standing on a 100' flagpole.
Questions stem to my brain everyday that could have possibly been derived from MXE abuse.
Most notably, I'm extremely curious about the afterlife and the people running the planet.
Also, the origin of the human species and life in other areas besides earth.
I've even been 10x more appreciative of and at one with nature. Much more understanding of the animals and trees and the earth herself. MXE has helped to show me they all have spirits, as do we. Mushrooms may have played some part in that too.
I was also always anti-religion because of my religious upbringing, but now I'm 99% certain there is some kind of "god" out there after abusing MXE. Also, aliens.
When asked recently about my religion, I still say "none".
I believe MXE has shown me that religion is a fallacy to distract you from knowing your soul/spirit and our true creator. You don't have to be part of any religion to know god. A piece of god drives your spirit. When you learn to admit you have a spirit and become in tune with it, you begin to know god. then when you take too many bomb ass drugs and go to lala land you get to meet him and become one with him..
He may or may not judge you and send you back.
He looks like a freaking rainbow cloud of spirits/souls.
In case I didn't make that clear enough before. lol
You have never felt love anywhere before like you feel when you become one with the rainbow cloud. Words do not exist to describe the amazing amount of love and satisfaction and joy and all-knowingness you get when you connect to this "thing" I communicated with on MXE.
I'm also fairly certain when you are revived from this trip...
If you feel something that feels like a defibrillator...
I have an idea that this may be where they got the idea from.
I was "shocked" back to life" by a defibrillator device by either the aliens or "god" on my outer space MXE trip.
I felt it kick start my heart.
Considering I was in and out of consciousness alone by myself in my room that night,
It's possible I could have actually die at some point and come back to life. I don't know.
I holed multiple times within a hole to create the scenario..
The trip report is here but doesn't explain it as well as I can now afterward having 6-8 months to think it over.
Take all this with a grain of salt, but realize I'm not here to lie and make things up.
That would be completely pointless and obvious.
you'll just have to trust me when I say I have better things to do than sit and lie about gods and drugs in a drug forum. I'm here for a reason. To share what happened to me on these weird drugs for your and my benefit and everyone else here.