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After a fair few beers and spliffs too many i foolishly munched down the other half of an oxy 80, starting to feel the sweats coming on! lol, in for an interesting night that's for sure, got a binbag by my side in case of midnight vomities
 
Chilling on a vallie, usually keep them to the weekend only but much needed after a shitter of a day. been feeling a bit hollow and emotionally flat for some reason. felt a lot worse in the past with anxiety and shit, and things could be a lot worse, but this keeps coming and going, dunno whats causing it
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Might be the fact you're always on drugs and stims mostly too. You aren't seriously wondering why you feel shit are you? :\

Flying ants? I don't think I've seen those in Scotland.

I'm pissed. Went out at half 4. Annoyed I spent £30 though, it was only 8 beers, that'd cost me £8 from the Co-op, doesn't really seem worth it. £30 to watch shitty Dundee United game on the tele that I don't give a shit about (and it was 27-nil or something) followed by my mates bird turning up and being the most miserable bitch in the world. Thirty-fucking-quid!!!
 
TheSpade said:
I'm pissed. Went out at half 4. Annoyed I spent £30 though, it was only 8 beers, that'd cost me £8 from the Co-op, doesn't really seem worth it. £30 to watch shitty Dundee United game on the tele that I don't give a shit about (and it was 27-nil or something) followed by my mates bird turning up and being the most miserable bitch in the world. Thirty-fucking-quid!!!
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Yeah, if I go to the pub, even with friends, I kind of expect to be able to take advantage of the facilities, like more interesting conversation (I would involve my friends, I'm not that rude) and pretty ladies (I wouldn't involve my friends.)
 
My mate was glued to the TV screen watching his favourite team in the world getting humped silly then as it ended his wife turned up who could kill any good conversation dead. There were no pretty ladies in any of the 3 pubs we went to though out of boredom I chatted up a German bird, I knew that learning "du hast schone augen" would come in use sometime. Some good Scottish folk music in the last pub we were in but over all an unexciting night and I'm kinda skint as it is plus I'm going out on an all day sesh on Saturday. Was not worth £30.
 
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Albion said:
I found a flying ant in my bed the other day. Killed it and felt immediately guilty.
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I felt slightly guilty about killing a single mosquito in spain, then a whole swarm of the fuckers came in and I hunted down and killed every single last one of them with my shoe and felt slightly more manly afterwards
 
atm23 said:
I'm sure it's only round one Knock:) I'm kickin back with the NHS's finest morphine, very welcome after a long day
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i dont know if i can justify my time spent arguing with msb. i know he's incorrigible. i worry that he has undue influence on others though, maybe a smear campaign is required. j/k. sort of!

i envy you morphine. my pain is not too bad but my foot still gives me gip from time to time. i've been out on the pushbike recently and i can feel it when i'm pedalling. poppy pods do the job but the tea is prone to make me gag.


most of all my motivation is at an all time low. any tips greatfully received. sometimes i think if the tax man came and found descrepencies, or the coppers came and found drugs, i'd be quite happy to go to jail. at least i could read interesting stuff, and meet interesting people!
 
You've caught me on the other side of my merger sleep:) medicinal drugs aren't really much fun TBH but a bit of pain relief is just that and in it;s self is quite relaxing so I'm not going to grumble. Poppy pods sound interesting but the prep would get me too many of the wrong kind of looks and I get enough nausea as it is.

It sounded like you were making some progress on motivation, I'm not really a shinning example in that area but setting a routine of a couple of things a day really helps. I committed to walking the dog initially and then layered on other things over time. No silver bullet but it helped doing the little things, work doesn't really count in my list as I'm running on auto pilot to a large extent. I had managed to start attending Tai Chi classes as well, this involved voluntarily leaving the house and mixing with strangers8o
 
Gruß und die besten Wünsche zu Ihnen BCF:D

half my family speaks German, I don't so that's still warm from an online translator;)
 
Lol as I'm on me iPhone I won't even be able to translate it bk to English, well I could but I'm typing one eye open styles and cannot be fucked to battle with the copy/paste ordeal on this!- still ain't slept, work at 9 :\
 
Good to see you back BCF.

Are you doing work from home still (ie remotely, from your last job) ... ?

you may be able to get a power nap in between now and 9. One of those ironic ones where you sleep like a corpse after struggling for 8 hours and then really don't want to get up cause you still feel like a zombie
 
Marmalade said:
Good to see you back BCF.

Are you doing work from home still (ie remotely, from your last job) ... ?

you may be able to get a power nap in between now and 9. One of those ironic ones where you sleep like a corpse after struggling for 8 hours and then really don't want to get up cause you still feel like a zombie
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Thanks Marmz <3

I am indeed, to be honest that's what I will do, or maybe if I really need to be ultra cheeky and have a few hours nappage after I send me clocking on email at 9, hell awaits!
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You working from home now BCF ? I am today as I have an appointment later, I managed to get a few things done yesterday that I can send periodically today leaving me with a bit of free time in the sun:D
 
atm23 said:
You working from home now BCF ? I am today as I have an appointment later, I managed to get a few things done yesterday that I can send periodically today leaving me with a bit of free time in the sun:D
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Yep, have been for the last few months, making my work drag that little bit more than usual lol ;)

Spent yesterday getting quite mashed, still ain't slept, contemplating a mission to the shop and get a few cans of relentless or something, as I cant really be fooked to go back to sleep again
 
Ello BCF. Long time no see!

I've had a haircut. Can you tell?
 
Albion said:
Ello BCF. Long time no see!

I've had a haircut. Can you tell?
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Alreet matey, yeah has been time!

Lol nah I couldn't, going to get reason 5 either today or tomorrow, i can teach ya how to stop yer lfo's overlapping on yer 4x4 dub/electro/step tune if ya want, and also how to get a muuuch nicer grittier tone ;)
 
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