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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-10th Dose-Addiction? But I'm only on it 24/7...

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I also want to support what others are saying about mixing it with alcohol. Don't do it! Mixing with alcohol is the only time I've seen people lose their shit on it. On the contrary, it actually has the potential to help alcoholics put down the bottle. My father has been a hard alcoholic for most of his life. After he was introduced to MXE he felt an immediate and strong empowerment to stop drinking. In the past couple months he went from drinking 6-7 days a week to 1-2 days a week, and on the days he does drink it is very moderate. He learned quickly not to combine MXE with alcohol. He says for him that the MXE actually blocks the effects of the alcohol. He has improved his lifestyle otherwise as well, eating healthier, getting a lot better at his guitar.
 
first post, hi

mxe is the only drug i bought in bulk, because it was cheap and just sounds so appealing(based partly on threads here lol). anyway, its a double edged sword. yes, it can be used therapeurically. but in the hands of someone with a drug user meantality it will become a problem. after the initial dose thats pretty good but only skits the surface of dissociation taking just a little more is so tempting, and there lies whats so fucked up about this drug. ive been off for about a week and am constantly trying to convince myself why a small dose wouldnt be such a bad idea and i definitely wouldnt take more. i know a lot of people can relate to this. its so interesting how psycological it is, the mxe dissociation is fascinating and scary. and very powerful. just want to emphasize all the words of caution said about this substance. imo if any 'grey market' drugs need legit research and attention its this one because it does have potential
 
I feel positive about Mxe. I will probably buy some soon. I am female & 130 pounds and I'm thinking about eating 15-20mg dose for my first Mxe trip.

I am very interested in stimulants & euphoria, naturally ecstasy is my favorite drug of the ones I have tried. I wait 1-2 months between ecstasy trips. With dissociatives I would probably want to be more cautious.

Recently I am thinking about dissociatives and PCP in particular; I like the possibility of a trip where I feel stronger than I am in real life. I want to see if I can become comfortable with disassociation by experimenting with Mxe, possibly Ketamine as well, before I start giving more serious thought to PCP.
 
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Right. so...my mission to compare as many samples of MXE and see if they are all shi-..wait...i was for mockery going to write this in the style of proper academic paper, but sod it)..right.

so EU source 1) -as stated before, white fluffy, shiny but weak, went through loads. didn't do much. sparked my mission to see if it all bunk or what.

today arrived a second sample from same place, this batch is like crushed chalk. its not crystally its dull white powder with lumps, first ever MXE ive had to "crush" ...i have about 4 hours before i have to do anything so i think "ill try a bump".. 70mg, had to be crushed and lined up like bad coke, never had to do that with MXE before...

no instant dopamine hit. ..creeper... 10min VERY visually trippy things have auras...20min... im thinkin oh fuck... this is strong, ive fucked up my day... usually 70mg wouldnt even touch the sides...some slight distortions in visual field regarding dimensions of size etc....

1hr..still creeping in..more visual ...no euphoria quite dark if anything... gritty vibe. (and after taste)

on it goes... basically no this IS NOT MXE...this is more like one of PCP analogues.....

4hrs to baseline.

WTF! ! ! why within a legal industry is there such inconsistency ?? a chemical is a chemical is a chemical. its that simple. yet MXE and other RC's are completly unpredicatable not jsut in knowing that "you are getting what you asked for" but also a range of quality when you do....

somehow the mentality of illegal drug trade has seeped into the legal chemical market. this has to stop. this isnt the ghetto, this is a legal product. (stopping as i know my rant is going to go into breaching rules talk...but you get my drift) point made. :( boo x
 
I'm afraid RC suppliers just realized there's not much RC drug users can do to them, what are you gonna say to a vendor who sold you bad mxe - we aren't supposed to put these things in our bodies in any way.
But with mose RCs the situation is still quite ok if I'm not wrong, just mxe seems to be really fucked up with so many different batches
 
Mxe seems so fucked because some was so damn good, then it all went to shit. lol

Even friends id only given ot to once a year before noticed "this isnt the same stuff as before" in disappointment...

And i didnt tell them it was diff.... i told them id finally got my hands on it again... so as to make them tthink it was the same... and they all knew within 20 mins it just wasnt the same...
 
missimoo said:
Right. so...my mission to compare as many samples of MXE and see if they are all shi-..wait...i was for mockery going to write this in the style of proper academic paper, but sod it)..right.

so EU source 1) -as stated before, white fluffy, shiny but weak, went through loads. didn't do much. sparked my mission to see if it all bunk or what.

today arrived a second sample from same place, this batch is like crushed chalk. its not crystally its dull white powder with lumps, first ever MXE ive had to "crush" ...i have about 4 hours before i have to do anything so i think "ill try a bump".. 70mg, had to be crushed and lined up like bad coke, never had to do that with MXE before...

no instant dopamine hit. ..creeper... 10min VERY visually trippy things have auras...20min... im thinkin oh fuck... this is strong, ive fucked up my day... usually 70mg wouldnt even touch the sides...some slight distortions in visual field regarding dimensions of size etc....

1hr..still creeping in..more visual ...no euphoria quite dark if anything... gritty vibe. (and after taste)

on it goes... basically no this IS NOT MXE...this is more like one of PCP analogues.....

4hrs to baseline.

WTF! ! ! why within a legal industry is there such inconsistency ?? a chemical is a chemical is a chemical. its that simple. yet MXE and other RC's are completly unpredicatable not jsut in knowing that "you are getting what you asked for" but also a range of quality when you do....

somehow the mentality of illegal drug trade has seeped into the legal chemical market. this has to stop. this isnt the ghetto, this is a legal product. (stopping as i know my rant is going to go into breaching rules talk...but you get my drift) point made. :( boo x
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I'd wager a guess and think I have ordered with the same company. First batch 2years ago was superstrong, what I have now is moderate.
With the current batch I'm using, 2-7mg is mood enhancement. 10-25mg for watching a movie and 30+mg is really trippy.
Previous batch would be 1-5mg for mood enhancement,8-20mg for movie watching and +25mg would require a dark room with music.

70mg of the current batch snorted would definetly produce the effects you describe, IMO.

edit: also, I'd have to say my first year of MXE was all about the hardcore trips (30+mg) and losing touch with reality, but now I only use it like once a week as a mood enhancer/stabiliser (2-15mg).
 
choco1ate said:
ive been off for about a week and am constantly trying to convince myself why a small dose wouldnt be such a bad idea and i definitely wouldnt take more. i know a lot of people can relate to this
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Yes we can!

You're damn wright about that. It's always really tempting. One moment you think you're good to go taking some time off, you perhaps think the very idea of it is just disgusting and the same fucking day you're catching yourself while thinking about doin' some in the evening.

If you like it, the dissociation, the inner stillness, i think you will never stop thinking about doin' some. But i will...

@ least for the moment ;)

And it's a shame that after the UK-Ban it seems like vendors try to make more money by cutting their supplies and sell even other substances as MXE.

They know there's a market for MXE. Before the ban there wasn't that much inconsitency in quality/purity, except one of the earlier batches (the yellowish-one i thankfully never had).
 
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I love reading how people have benefitted so much from this stuff. stopping addictions etc, giving them new motivation etc. incredible

my advise is keep well hydrated and avoid mixing it with stuff, apart from benzos. golden afterglow. might go on a trip soon, havent tried MXE in ages even though i had quite a bit sat in my cuboard
 
ColtDan said:
aint gonna bother with this stuff anymore, havent touched it for weeks, makes me feel too manic afterwards. dunno how people can do it every day, fuck that. weird stuff
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ColtDan said:
might go on a trip soon, havent tried MXE in ages even though i had quite a bit sat in my cuboard
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This thread is always good for a laugh! I think i've read this same line from like ten different people at least five times in this thread.....
 
As a drug, it's really just got everything going for it:
-Still legal (here in the U.S. at least)
-Extremely cheap
-Do a little bit and you can get buzzed and still function
-Do a little bit more and you can actually get fucked up
-No real serious short term side-effects with relatively moderate usage (maybe 1-3 grams a month)

Most people that try the drug like it, and while it can definitely slow you down in life if you REALLY abuse it (I've been there), it's not much more debilitating than habitual marijuana usage, if you can keep your usage in check. As with almost all substances, that's the hardest part, but it's definitely easier with MXE than a lot of other drugs.

The only way this is slowing down is when people start getting really sick from overuse and/or some stupid kid with even more stupid parents snorts a half a gram and then jumps in his car.
 
^ i like your attitude :)

For the record it was only like 400mg.... that wasnt the problem so much as that second consecutive nitrous rip.... learn from MY mistakes... i have ;) and im old enouh to be a grandparent...
 
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Theres still quality pure stuff in the USA. Pretty sure it could be ordered to the EU as well. Dunno whats up with all the european shit MXE. Since USA has banned 2c's, but theyre still legal in most of europe, do you guys generally get good and pure 2c's or is it the same deal? Cut to shit?
 
Ondine said:
-No real serious short term side-effects with relatively moderate usage (maybe 1-3 grams a month)
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That's a pretty good estimate. In fact I'm taking that advice because I'm on day 3 of at least a week break. I was averaging close to a gram/week and was starting to feel less than optimal from using it. The first two days I had a good bit of cravings for it (if you can't control it give it to someone you trust) but today feel back to homeostasis.
 
missimoo said:
Right. so...my mission to compare as many samples of MXE and see if they are all shi-..wait...i was for mockery going to write this in the style of proper academic paper, but sod it)..right.

so EU source 1) -as stated before, white fluffy, shiny but weak, went through loads. didn't do much. sparked my mission to see if it all bunk or what.

today arrived a second sample from same place, this batch is like crushed chalk. its not crystally its dull white powder with lumps, first ever MXE ive had to "crush" ...i have about 4 hours before i have to do anything so i think "ill try a bump".. 70mg, had to be crushed and lined up like bad coke, never had to do that with MXE before...

no instant dopamine hit. ..creeper... 10min VERY visually trippy things have auras...20min... im thinkin oh fuck... this is strong, ive fucked up my day... usually 70mg wouldnt even touch the sides...some slight distortions in visual field regarding dimensions of size etc....

1hr..still creeping in..more visual ...no euphoria quite dark if anything... gritty vibe. (and after taste)

on it goes... basically no this IS NOT MXE...this is more like one of PCP analogues.....

4hrs to baseline.

WTF! ! ! why within a legal industry is there such inconsistency ?? a chemical is a chemical is a chemical. its that simple. yet MXE and other RC's are completly unpredicatable not jsut in knowing that "you are getting what you asked for" but also a range of quality when you do....

somehow the mentality of illegal drug trade has seeped into the legal chemical market. this has to stop. this isnt the ghetto, this is a legal product. (stopping as i know my rant is going to go into breaching rules talk...but you get my drift) point made. :( boo x
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you should never try a new batch at such an amount! your experience is exactly that of mxe when near/at "holing" dose. i personally find 35mg to be a nice sweet spot for myself, and have done up to 50mg but that becomes a little too dissociative and confusing.

the MXE i have is great quality IMO, and is like a chalky crystalline material. its fairly powdered and could be sniffed as is, but benefits from a quick go-over with a card or a blade to break it down a bit further.
 
Yup. I have a tolerance that is THROUGH THE ROOF though, even the good uk shit I would need a stupendous dose to feel anything. I did misjudge that one, to my detriment. I redosed last ngiht to give it another go, it was better, but I suffer for my foley in that I have not slept since that dose, last night my veins popped up and my legs had water retention (I thought at the time I had old womens legs, but actually its a sign my blood pressure was through the roof)...Im recovering in bed atm. ...I OD'd once in the past and had the high blood pressure and heart pulpitations, but that was after a HEAVY session...

Also, randomly. I had some kind of allergic reaction, where my watch and jewelry were (that i don't take of EVER so its new) I have what looks like red blistering burns. ...I mean WTF.

trying to learn from the experience. I advise to do an allergy test on EVERY sample, even from the SAME place..and don't presume that even if its good and you have tolerance that you will still have that tolerance. (you can take MORE but you can take LESS...my own advise at the beginning of this thread doh!)
 
OK...I have some mxe making its way to me, potentially by this weekend. First I will be trip-sitting & assuming my face doesn't get chewed off my turn will be next =D
Currently reading & appreciating Ecstasy: The Complete Guide, would anyone recommend a good book to read before my trip? I wouldn't imagine someone has published something on mxe; I think I will end up picking up something about Ketamine.
 
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