spiritguru
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 19, 2012
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Not too long ago, I had a very bad mushroom trip. My room disintegrated, shit started melting, I was all alone and lost complete touch with reality and it was terrifying. I blacked out and found myself having a seizure when I regained consciousness, I wanted it to end. I thought I had entered the afterlife and that I was god. I took a pretty high dosage about 5 grams, vaped weed during the come up and subsequently landed in the ER, I haven't returned to mushrooms since with the exception of very low doses. In fact, I can't even sit in my room sober without getting flashbacks and panic attacks. This trip was 8 months ago.
Prior, I did LSD once or twice and had great experiences, very euphoric, introspective, etc, but found I get flashbacks to that mushroom experience when smoking cannabis during the comedown which I intend to avoid. I recently got a hold of some liquid L, but am reluctant to trip due to that traumatic mushroom experience. I will probably trip again in my house, alone and am afraid of reliving that shroom trip or getting vivd flashbacks and possibly going insane again. Is this possible? Should I distinguish between shrooms and LSD? Which is better to you? Should I avoid the L altogether given my experience or dose low despite my skepticism and renew my appreciation for psychedelics?
Prior, I did LSD once or twice and had great experiences, very euphoric, introspective, etc, but found I get flashbacks to that mushroom experience when smoking cannabis during the comedown which I intend to avoid. I recently got a hold of some liquid L, but am reluctant to trip due to that traumatic mushroom experience. I will probably trip again in my house, alone and am afraid of reliving that shroom trip or getting vivd flashbacks and possibly going insane again. Is this possible? Should I distinguish between shrooms and LSD? Which is better to you? Should I avoid the L altogether given my experience or dose low despite my skepticism and renew my appreciation for psychedelics?
