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How High Are You? v. "Life for me is just weed and brews..."

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Oh shit new bb. I'm starting to wd from opioids, so I feel ya. Might get a shot of h tomorrow to settle me before I go to the neurologist on Tuesday for my methadone script.
 
^Awch, ah well, it seems I'm not the only one whos having a shitty monday. :p

Feel like shit, but still it doesn't compare to a xanax taper. I'm just trying to keep in mind that I've been through rougher wds than this. Not that it helps.. But this is manageable, when I tried it with xanax I didn't last a day. I've been doing pretty good if I may say so myself. :)
 
I've gone through so many WDs from amps to opioids, it gets worse every damn time.not looking forward to my final wd. Thankfully I can get methadone to keep any other opioids on hold till it happens. I've gotten smarter and stopped running out of methadone to damn early. I only am two days early today.

Drunk two beers and four cups of wine tonight. Hope I can sleep. I shouldbe getting some cannabinoids tomorrow which should help till Tuesday.

Edit. Btw you're never alone when you're wding there is always is someone who feels ya
 
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Hang in there pilltochill, i remember staying up all night for benzo withdrawals to. Just keep busy and try finding some supplements or food to increase GABA production :)
 
Thanks guys :)

Yeah, I've been through w/ds from amps, opioids, and benzos before (When I was w/ding from the benzos last time it was "just" a taper to a normal maintentance dose)

Going to 0 makes it more scary since I haven't skipped taking a benzo in like 2 years (aside from the few times I accidentally ran out during a weekend.)
 
I've had a script for kpins (clonazepam) for about ten months, but tried to avoid the wd. I sell half my script and only take them two weeks a month max. I've yet to have a wd from them. Sadly being an opioid addict I do run into a opioid wd once a month and used to always every month have amp wd every month as well. Ive gotten better with my scripts so I'm only facing one day of wd this month from methadone. I admit I tried ivheroin last week I think. Maybe the week before (I've had 5 shots over 12 or so days mostly for free), which did help. Probably getting a shot tomorrow thankfully. IV heron is no game but goddamn, there is nothing better besides IV heroin with IM ketamine plus A bowl of weed and some dot smoked. Never had it, but it ismy dream combo. I need a fine bitch to inject them and hold the bowls but that only makes it better.


Seriously IV h + IM k + smoke weed + smoked dmt has to be the greatest combo ever
 
^^I can only imagine that combo with oxy since that's the strongest opioid I used to take. But even that sounds amazing. Floating on a soft cloud while tripping balls. :D

My "must try" combo is a candyflip + IM ketamine + weed + dmt, some trip that must be haha.

/e: Oh yeah I used to have all kinds of benzos before I tapered down to 10mg diazepam, kpins was one of them. Took like 10mg clonazepam, 10mg alprazolam, 10mg lorazepam, 10mg lormetazepam, 36mg bromazepam, and 100mg diazepam on average each day. And I still always had over a thousand pills. (I was selling them too at the time.)

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Blowin lines of K all day
Im going to wake up tomorrow with another nosebleed, I can already feel it.
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Hmm, some K would be so fabulous now.

ot: I think I'm gonna drink some beers or liquor.. At 7 AM. =D
 
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Finally I can take my stupid 5mg diazepam. :!

Hmm, weird. I took 450mg tilidine IR. 3x150mg tilidine pill contains 36 mg naloxone in total, which I thought would completely block the effects for an hour or two. Instead I got extremely high.. Like as high as I got the first time taking tilidine. Veri nize.

I should test where my (oral) naloxone limit lies with these things. I'm not dependant on any opiate so it doesn't matter if I take enough naloxone to completely antagonize the effects, right? Imma pop one more and see where this goes. It kinda relaxed me, just what I needed.

I skipped the alcohol afterall by the way, because I got nice and high from the tilidine and the combo makes me nauseous.

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Oh my, I'm nodding like crazy and I didn't take (additional) benzos to potentiate. Win!
If I had only known that the naloxone doesn't do shit, I wouldn't have wasted so many pills on doses that weren't close to this level of euphoria. (I always took 2 max because I thought 24mg naloxone was the limit, and 36 would be too much. Now I took 4, 600mg tilidine and 48mg naloxone, I don't feel a thing from the naloxone... Why am I almost out of tilidine NOW?
 
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200 mgs tramadol. Watch this space - will hopefully be oxycodoned in a few hours.

EDIT: done, 20 mgs chewed. Am sick of this though, the doctors the pharmacists, really considering slowing down or quitting.

20 more snorted, have all the effects - the rush the warmth surrounding my shoulders and light sorta rushing warm feeling on my upper chest, but I'm still sad :/.
 
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Today I discovered tilidine's true potential. I have only 1x150mg left though, bummer. Meh, two weeks and I'll be restocked on downers. Except I'm not touching another benzo when I run out after these last 45mg diazepam. I want to be 100% benzofree before I go to the doc's, so there's not too much temptation while tapering. (I have turned down nitrazepam and tranxene already during my taper. Both are benzos I have never tried so I was very curious but I didnt' give in.) *proud*

Once I'm off them I am never touching that poison again, atleast I hope I have the willpower to have them around without feeling the need to take them myself. I finally think I'll be able to do it now. They are all going to the black market. I've had my fill.. And I wouldn't mind the extra money. ;)
 
^^^

Wow, you guys, I've been on Klonopin daily for over 5 years now... I'm up to 6mg/day scripted, but usually I only take 4mg or 2mg when I have opiates... I don't even remember what it's like to go without benzos... Way too scared. PilltoChill, congratulations on your tapering plans and be safe!
 
I was dope sick this morning but had a shot of dope not to long ago (3 bags). Also had once blast of crack.

I got one sub strip to take tomorrow cuz I have to wait two more days till my methadone. Gonna try to take as little as possible but I feel ill still be sort out of it even on the subs. Oh well we'll see
 
Not high. I'm finally scoring a bag of my OWN bud for the first time in weeks tonight, so I plan on smoking spliffs and drinking to match.

I need to decide whether it's worth buying kratom again, I mean, I know it's worth it, but I can't have it mailed to my residence. My mom is a fucking bloodhound when it comes to drugs in the mail.
 
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