all i read is that you're 16, it seems you think you want benzos, i ask you for your own interest reconsider. benzos are not the answer it is a filthy filthy circle, avoid yourself alot of future trouble, don't try benzos first line. Therapy may be a good alternative. it is the perfect treatment for a youngperson. I wish I did it when i was 16, and something else i can say, i had (have) alot of anxiety, i had it when i was 16 too, i tried cannabis for it, it is not the answer, i also tried benzos which are not a good option for young person, i tried ssri but dont work well for all you may have better luck, the crux of anxiety is not covering it up with drugs that when they wear off your anxiety is worse, the answer is to address the reason for your untolerable anxiety healthily. I might add that i thought anxiety was abnormal when it first began for me, but as i have come to realize it is a feature of humanity. good luck, and honestly the answer is not benzos, the answer is sober self-discovery, save yourself alot of hassle while you can. Try therapy, there are many types it all depends on what is available to you. best
edit, i just saw your above post about not wanting benzos and wanting relief. that is what i like to see, as long as you are willing you can overcome this. therapy may be the answer; if you can't do therapy (i couldn't for long time), literature is a great source of 'relief'! while this is an anxiety thread i don't see point in making it about literature, if you are interested you could either create a new thread about overcoming anxiety in the philosophy&spirituality section you might get good responses there, you could msg me if you can, if you are interested there are some very readable unintimidating books out there, a couple i can think of are more works of art, others are more clinical, what do u think would work; maybe post in P&S, either way you obviously have the interenet so you should be able to get somewhere, if you want authors or titles feel free to ask, but I don't want to make this thread about it