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Benzo Discussion Vol. 3 (I think? Last night's a blur..)

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Good find marms !

Loved the bit about benzo's being involved in every death this year. What a statement to make from a so called fucking expert.

@ Doppleganga , well done on ya freedom mate ,but I have one question for ya , did your benzo'. taste the same after you had to dig them out your cubbyhole ( your butt ) lol
 
^ LOL. nah I didn't bother plugging any since i'd used up all my 3mg roche bromazepam ( i rate this as a fairly crappy benzo, only use is anti anxiety) & only had half a box of nitrazepam left so i thought it'd be a nice welcome home gift! That plus i knew i'd have my amitriptyline & methadone inside so i wasnt too bothered about benzos.

Had a 5 mg mogadon last night (man those pills are MASSIVE, why??) it really hit the spot hands down the best hypnotic ive ever tried. No other use for it though, definetly not for anti anxiety, daytime use of mogadon is a real calamity!

Should be getting some 2.5 mg lorazepam in on tuesday! Cannot wait, i've had the 1mg ones scripted before & 2 mg had me sailing man 4mg had me seriously wrecked. I cannot wait to see what a double dose of 2.5 mg lorazepam will do - at night only!

Good thing about these 2.5 lorazepam is i'm getting a 28 count box but with them being that dosage i can split them in half & still get good anxiolysis. Lorazepam was the first benzo i ever tried, havnt had any for over a year now but i'm looking foward to them!

Anybody else, loulou, brimz - tried a 2.5 mg loazepam pill? I mean imagine taking 2 of those youd be all over the shop man!
 
i've had 2mg lorazepam tabs for me they doesn't do much .
I did have some in Sri Lanka that were really good mind , i rtecently had 180 Bayer 1mg Lorazepam from a Chemist in Madrid ended up swapping em for gear.
Nitrazepam is great though especially the liquid every thursday morning i drink 60ml thats 30mg & take 40mg of diaz it's one of my fav. times of the week i don't get sleepy at all just a really nice buzz but that's cos i've been scripted it for 11 years.

yeAH moggy are ridiculously big !!
 
I can't say I enjoyed mogadons, too heavy, that was from 10mg tablets. My mate did 4 and couldn't even walk.

Pretty undecided about these msj's. I did 4 when I got them thinking that's about my normal dose for diaz, 30-50mgs, but the 4 of them floored me so bad after the gym I could hardly keep my eyes open and had to sleep it off for a few hours. Same last night few spliffs of moroccan and about 3-4 of them and I was in bed by 12, probably fighting it from about 10.45pm to stay awake lol.

Did 2 of them this morning first thing and had a joint, feel pretty good :)
 
I can't say I enjoyed mogadons, too heavy, that was from 10mg tablets. My mate did 4 and couldn't even walk.

THey do seem to be an acquired taste . When i first was scripted them i already had a massive tolerance so didn't really experience the effects as much as people taking em for the 1st time.

i've had 40ml /that's 20mg this morning n feel nice i'm knackered mind after last night and after a few spliffs expect to be passed out!
 
Yeah was just a bit heavy for me really, too groggy and hard to think straight. Of all the benzo's I've tried I only really like diazepam and temazepam, and not too often, Few vallies and a smoke/beer is nice. Same for temaz. I can see if you had a heavy tollerance nitrazepam might be easier to handle.
 
Well done Doppelganga196,pleased to hear that u didn't get banged up mate.
Wearing a tag is better than being in a cell for 23 hours a day and from your posts it certainly sounds like you are enjoying your freedom this past week.
Good to hear it mate.
 
Yeah nice one mate! :)

I'm not sure what to make of these msj's, wonder what matt<3ketamine is saying, fairly certain he would have got from same guy. 4 of them last night flattened me yesterday. I've eaten about 8 so far today, just ate 4, drinking port and smoking spliffs, lush feel, but the diaz isn't wiping the floor with me that badly.
 
I just got some denpose 10s, are they any good? I didn't buy them intentionally but nevertheless theyre what I got.
 
I've managed to rid myself of my benzo habit, has been 2 weeks since I last used any diazepam or etizolam, I seem to be managing with my anxiety during the days now, I do struggle to sleep well though. I'm so chuffed that I'm off them though, may 2 weeks become 2 months become 2 years :) I have been having some pretty strong cravings for benzos at times though have managed because I don't actually have any in my possession, I would like to think that I've taken my last benzo, if not then at least I have rid myself of the physical dependence.
 
Well done Mugz, you've done well. They're insanely dangerous to have lying around for long periods, so total abstinence is often the only way.
 
Yeah top work Mugz:) it's bitter irony that those people that suffer from anxiety are the very people who really should avoid the things IMO
 
Thanks guys, it has been such a love hate relationship full of abuse, then medicinal use then tapering and back to abuse again for about 8 years now, probably only had about 4 months in total, not in a row during these last 8 years when I haven't been on them so even though it is only 2 weeks so far without them it feels like I've achieved a lot by getting rid of the physical dependence and managing to not go crazy with anxiety either. Now I have a computer and internet again though will have to use some good self control to stop myself caving and buying etiz again.
 
Well done Mugz, I've heard benzo's are harder to get off than heroin! The anxiety will surely pass, I find exercise helps alot with self confidence and socialising without being on drugs etc helps greatly for anxiety. I used to get it when I was heavy on the stims, not anymore though.

Really not sure what to make of these msj's, sometimes they seem to floor me completely, like 3-4 of them being KO. But I ate 4 earlier on hoping for the KO as I have a fair bit of tooth pain after the dentist grinding bits of my teeth away. I am quite chilled I suppose though.
 
I've found MSJs have become a hell of a lot more inconsistent over the past six months or so. They're no longer my automatic choice of diaz, not that I've been taking any recently.
 
Yeah Mugz and weights mate, get yourself looking good and it is honestly true people treat you differently, sad but true. The amount of people who used to be snidey to me cos I was smaller and now they're always asking how I'm doing and such. Guess it's cos I look healthier.

Yeah agreed sam, these are not bad hard to say but I've eaten 4 earlier and not flattened. As soon as I throw in a spliff or two though they fuck me, hard to say if the dose has dropped a little? Wouldn't be surprised at the price. Still clean diazepam for sure.
 
Yeah, I think the dose has definitely dropped on average, though you still get some that hammer you. I assume their reputation meant that demand went up and something happened production-wise. There are tubs on sale at ridiculously low prices now, aye.
 
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