Cheers PNM, i will definitely do that! I use every day and still go to meetings, i just guess i'm not ready to stop using yet.... one day i'm sure the time will come!
cheers for the welcoming hello!
For me I didn't hit rock bottom. Alcohol was my most serious problem. Hopefully for your sake you won't need a rock bottom either. Sometimes rock bottom and death are separated by a fine line. I just came to the realization through a confluence of events that it was getting worse, not better. If you get to that spot, and you start seeing more and more signs that it's getting worse, it's time to start considering the solution.
The only solution, for me, is a spiritual solution to my physical malady. It just works. And I don't believe in a god. I have a higher power. Maybe it's saved my life.
For now, may I suggest you begin by starting to get brutally honest with yourself, about why you use, about what you have to do to use, about why you don't feel ready yet, etc. Maybe you're loaded and the cash is not a problem. Maybe you have to do some things you're not proud of to get cash in order to score??
I don't know you, of course, so please don't take my humble advice as judgement or as me being condescending. I just want the very best for every human in the world, esp the ones I come into contact with, even if it's just our online communications.
Keep us posted on how you're doing.
warmest regards,
pnm
