Okay guys, I've tried MDMA and Xanax. Totally hated xanax. Whoever said I was an upper guy was absolutely right. I loved MDMA. Even the day after the afterglow was amazing, I just went out and talked to random people and had great conversations.
Now, since GHB is a downer what are the chances I'm not gonna like that either? I don't like the sleepy and lazy feeling. I'm aiming for the opposite. MDMA's trip was..well too good. I was planning on talking to girls etc, but I had the time of my life sitting down and not doing anything. I just wanted to close my eyes and smile. I took a pretty heavy dose and even saw hallucinations. I could close my eyes, imagine and see whatever I wanted. I may have even experienced telepathy with my mate, or I could be imagining it. Anyway, fucking would have been out of the question on that stuff. There was times I forgot the first part of my sentence while trying to come up with the second.
GHB still interests me due to the benefits. But will it make me sleepy like Xanax?
Next in line:
- Methylone - if you know, can I take it often without messing my brain up like it would with MDMA due to seratonin?
- GHB
- 2C family
Now, since GHB is a downer what are the chances I'm not gonna like that either? I don't like the sleepy and lazy feeling. I'm aiming for the opposite. MDMA's trip was..well too good. I was planning on talking to girls etc, but I had the time of my life sitting down and not doing anything. I just wanted to close my eyes and smile. I took a pretty heavy dose and even saw hallucinations. I could close my eyes, imagine and see whatever I wanted. I may have even experienced telepathy with my mate, or I could be imagining it. Anyway, fucking would have been out of the question on that stuff. There was times I forgot the first part of my sentence while trying to come up with the second.
GHB still interests me due to the benefits. But will it make me sleepy like Xanax?
Next in line:
- Methylone - if you know, can I take it often without messing my brain up like it would with MDMA due to seratonin?
- GHB
- 2C family


And with GHB/GBL or anything similar - it's so true to what I always disbelieved.... there's SUCH a fine line between getting high, and OD'ing and nodding out in some alley-way or wherever.
, MDA, oxy, crack ew, meth/amphs, hydrocodone, ketamine, and a host of benzos/other pharms (gabapentin most recently) and I am far more partial to ecstasy and the uppers in that list( but I will never do meth ever again ). Tramadol, though a downer, gives me a serious rush especially when it's kicking in. I kept going to a mirror to see if my pupils were dilating haha they weren't, of course. Very similar to the beginning rush of ecstasy but just not as euphoric. It has the carefree properties of benzos without the tired feeling. I really like the mixture of speediness and the lowering of inhibitions. I, too, am socially awkward at times, even though I go out a fair amount, and am always feeling anxious. I am not on any meds and have never been to a shrink but I am pretty sure I have some sort of social anxiety. Good luck to ya and be very very careful! Especially if you try tramadol because high doses can give you a seizure!