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after a month of not doing mxe, i did 25mg sublingual and 30mg plugged. feels good. going to plug 40mg now. music prepared. looking forward to an imaxish journey. :-)
 
TheAppleCore said:
Reminds me -- I don't know if it's just my imagination, but the last couple times I drank, I felt kind of disoriented and misguided the next day, like my neurons just weren't firing correctly. I couldn't really focus or think straight. Since I felt physically fine, and didn't have any sort of hangover, do you think it was just a coincidence, or related to the (moderate) alcohol consumption the previous evening?
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i think this is probably common. i drink daily, sadly, and i think i've begun to notice this.
 
^In that case, a toast to you mon frère, gin/orange liqueur (both 80 proof) for myself.


SO I had this dream the other day (during day, nap after testing). A tripping dream, first I dreamt I was on DXM and having an OBE, was very awesome, but that I randomly switched to being on 2c-e instead, which was also very awesome. Alternate perspectives on dream locations I thought to be my normal ones were very interesting, and there was a great body high resulting from the non-realistic things I did.
 
idontdothizz said:
hey all, as some of you may have seen i get some pretty weird nasty heart side effects from stimulants but i like the high so much since im so depressed that i do them anyway. i have been looking up ways to combat those problems so i have just dosed 1000mg niacin and 2500mg l-arginine along with 100mg 6-apb and an etizolam. wish me luck.
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well the heart problems were nowhere near as bad as usual, I didnt get any noticeable palpitations and my skin did not turn purple, but there was still some tingling going on in my fingers and toes and again all the heart stuff was getting worse and worse the more I was coming down. so i started getting fucked up on etizolam. 2 more sublingually and the negative side effects were completely gone and i was now fucked up on those. did two more and enjoyed that, sniffed another and had some great sleep.

except when I woke up there was a pressure in my head that make my head ring pretty loud on and off until I got out of bed.
 
TheAppleCore said:
Reminds me -- I don't know if it's just my imagination, but the last couple times I drank, I felt kind of disoriented and misguided the next day, like my neurons just weren't firing correctly. I couldn't really focus or think straight. Since I felt physically fine, and didn't have any sort of hangover, do you think it was just a coincidence, or related to the (moderate) alcohol consumption the previous evening?
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I've noticed lately that even moderate consumption of alcohol (a couple sips of 40% ) to potentiate something like kratom and make my skin feel all warm and fuzzy will make me fell 10x worse the next morning than if I'd done the same thing without that tiny bit of alcohol.

Being a poison upon metabolism is a big factor I think; whereas other drugs just breakdown into things that don't make you feel so awful.

Roger&Me said:
Woot woot! Just got a fat sack of dispensary nuggets with durban poison, afghooey, cat piss, and sour diesel.

About to make my eyes look asian. =D
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That's cool man, I remember when I was in high school I would read through Marc Emery's seed catalogue and oggle all the cool things in there and the described effects and growing properties. Durban Poison is one that still rings a strong bell as one I wanted to order, grow, and try; let me know what it's like. :)
 
So a friend of mine has given me and my girl two doses of 2c-b which We're excited to try, though ive been taking benzos heavily the last 8-9 days for opiate withdrawal. my last dose was 1mg of xanax last night. if i take no more, is it safe to dose the 2cb tomorrow? I've read benzos can completely block the effect of this compound.
 
^ I'd be more worried about benzo-withdrawal induced anxiety; instead of the anxiety reducing properties of benzos. Think about it. You could have a less-than-great trip and not have the benzo safety net to fall back on (taking a benzo to abort a trip)

All in all, I'd wait til you're at your prime.
 
I'm an avid psych user, I dose L relatively frequently. I'm not at all worried about effects like anxiety, and i didn't have a benzo habit i took them for a work while getting over an opiate dependance(again..........). Anyway, my concern isn't will i have a bad experience from residual withdrawal symptoms, my concern is will the benzos i had been taking still have been built up in my system enough to block the effects of 2cb.

I took about 30mgs of etizilam and 30mgs of xanax over the last 10-12 days, last dose 1mg xanax last night. No benzos today. will 2cb effect me by tomorrow?
I've never had a benzo habit and maybe im lucky but i feel exactly how i should feel a week after stopping heroin and no worse, so i don't think i have any issue with withdrawal there with the benzos having taken them for less than 2 weeks..

All i know is when i searched 2cb + benzos i read that xanax can completely inhibit the 2cb.
 
Sorry dude, sometimes new people slip through, stay around and the page scans we all do will land on your posts; an avatar helps. :)

idontdothizz said:
well the heart problems were nowhere near as bad as usual, I didnt get any noticeable palpitations and my skin did not turn purple, but there was still some tingling going on in my fingers and toes and again all the heart stuff was getting worse and worse the more I was coming down. so i started getting fucked up on etizolam. 2 more sublingually and the negative side effects were completely gone and i was now fucked up on those. did two more and enjoyed that, sniffed another and had some great sleep.

except when I woke up there was a pressure in my head that make my head ring pretty loud on and off until I got out of bed.
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It sounds in general like you ought to listen to what your body is telling you, cardiovascular symtoms, and head ringing that sounds like something called tittinus. You have to lay off the stuff, or at least reduce doses a lot. Supplements can help but only so much. I'd call for some magnesium if you're going that route, and 5-HTP/1000mg+ vitamin C/multi-vitamin/fish oils, etc. Do some general reading on drug users' stacks for mitigating negative effects.
 
Yeah, AMT is one of the best euphorias if you hit it right. I know that feeling, congrats. :)

I've been boshing kratom and benzos for the last bit. Know how everyone knows I have a ultra low tolerance and get really high on miniscule amounts of drugs, well put that in the past tense. I've lost my unique gift, and taking drug breaks doesn't bring it back. I've lost my gift :(

I don't need Xorkoth levels of kratom, but I need 4x what I used to take and the effects I used to get from 4mg of diazepam now requires at least 10mg, even if I haven't used benzos for a couple weeks.

The roster for the evening, at it's peak with transient cases of double vision:

-daytime amphetamine after-effects (haven't used in a week)
-4 tabs of AC&C; 32mg codeine, 2 taken a few hours apart
-23mg of diazepam
-eyeballed ~2-3mg of etizolam
-50mg diphenhydramine
-1.5g valerian; standardized (~3mg valerenic acid)
-lots of kratom, 6 grams or so (1.2-1.5g used to give me a good buzz)
-A bunch of o-des-tram; eyeballed about 50mg, intranasal
-watching old westerns (John Wayne and Clint Eastwood flicks)
-450mg of pregabalin over the day, and the story behind why I'm able to take so much;

Upon review in my 2nd doc's appointment, we decided to give the stuff a real chance and use PRN dosing, up to 450mg daily (6- 75mg caps). I was at 150mg daily split into morning/evening doses and after a week it wasn't doing much. The journal studies use the 'effective dose' at 450mg/day. It's PRN so can take whatever division of 75mg tabs I want, even my initial one in morning, one in evening script.

As can be expected; so far I've been using 450mg/day. Novelty for now, I'll likely cut it back after this weekend to the 300 range. He and the pharmacist have this idea of only 'twice daily dosing'. For me to take 3 pills at once I'd be feeling great, but impaired and have enhanced side effects such as bad balance, cognitive clouding, etc. And then I start withdrawing, prompting me to desire my second dose earlier than should be.

With my super active kidneys (high metabolism) I feel and dispose the drug a lot faster than most. I use 3 doses per day to maintain a level plasma concentration. It's the same 450mg, just 2 pills 3 times a day rather than the unfavourable 3 pills 2 times a day. I don't know why they don't just suggest taking it in a manner that feels right for you, while still advocating the daily limit.

Anyways I just wanted to share the good news of an 'essentially' PRN pregabalin script. Now I just have to use it to help me get off the benzos/opies and do online CBT. :)

Definitely on the nod if I let myself slip away from the movie, but then I'll fall asleep and miss my high; ha, an opiate using trying to keep from nodding after taking a bunch of other CNS depressants in combo :P

BTW M*A*S*H* is an amazing show, I highly recommend it. It makes light of war but in general it's an amazing show that's fun to watch.
 
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^Appropriate. I was gonna ask why the hell you do stims if they provide you with such massive negative sideeffects, but this is the social, where we're pretty non-judgmental, so I didn't say anything. And people don't reply to every post of course.

psox said:
BTW M*A*S*H* is an amazing show, I highly recommend it. It makes light of war but in general it's an amazing show that's fun to watch.
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Hell yeah it's great, it's one of my fav American sitcoms, along with Frasier and Seinfeld.
 
My 5-HTP experiment wasn't a success. Indeed I felt great the first few days but after that I started getting heart arrhythmia, profuse sweating but simultaneously feeling cold and shivering (has happened before with 5-HTP). I decided to start taking mirtazapine again (I've lost count of how many times I've stopped taking it and started taking it again). At least it helps getting sleep but it's not as effective as SSRI's for anxiety and obsessive-compulsive disorder (I guess I have to call it that, basically obsessive thoughts and thought patterns and a constant self-analyzing).

I'm not totally sure what I'm going to do about this post-SSRI anxiety. I don't want to get back to using escitalopram. Too many side effects. For some strange reason my anxiety is at its worst when I wake up; I feel an insanely strong anxiety, almost akin to terror when I wake up. It lasts for a few minutes and then it's (mostly) gone. Mirtazapine has helped a bit with this but it's still there, I still feel nervous and anxious when I wake up.

The thing is I've found noopept to be absolutely super effective for the obsessive thoughts and anxiety. But I'm not sure about its safety profile in the long term. It's not a drug you can get here with prescription, but I've ordered enough of it to last for a year or two.

Needless to say, this post-SSRI anxiety gives no room for any benzo WD now. Noopept is very effective but not enough is known about its long-term effects.

I've also discovered that MXE just isn't my thing anymore. Too stimulating. It makes me feel too speedy now. I'll get some 2-MeO-Ketamine soon (my guess is it will become the new MXE and banned quite fast), will be interesting to see how I react to it.
 
Aww, I'd recommend anyone to steer clear of alcohol. Used to have a bit of a problem with it, no other drug has ever caused me so much upset and disruption, and I've had stimulant induced psychosis and bad trips and all manner of negative experiences from drug use and abuse. The hangover is also horrible. Always made me feel 'off' psychologically as much as physically, dysphoric and flat out buggered on every level. I don't drink any more. Much improvement.

idontdothizz, welcome! I don't usually stray out of PD (psychedelics are my babies) but most people hanging around this corner of bluelight are absolutely lovely, and our mods are fantastic. Enjoy it here :)

Peaaaaace.
 
Never Knows Best said:
^Appropriate. I was gonna ask why the hell you do stims if they provide you with such massive negative sideeffects, but this is the social, where we're pretty non-judgmental, so I didn't say anything. And people don't reply to every post of course.



Hell yeah it's great, it's one of my fav American sitcoms, along with Frasier and Seinfeld.
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Good question indeed. Well, either I am just a retard, or I have been extremely closed off my entire life and I love stims because they completely open me up and allow my thoughts to flow out, which is something i have a very very hard time doing when I am sober. They make me the person that I want to be when I am sober. So I would rather find a way to do them instead of just giving them up, you know? Also, I am going into the military in 11 days, so I am just enjoying myself while I can. I plan on doing 4-ho-met one more time and also 6-apb one more time. and maybe mxe a few times in between. I have enough etizolam to keep me safe for both of those experiences. The mxe does not effect me like the stims do unless I take more than I need to hole. In that case, I dont start feeling numbness unless I hole.
 
picked up a bit of DMT today, my first time ever.... also bought a "oil burner"/crack-style pipe to smoke it in. my only question is, what direction should the hole on the bulb be facing when i light it?
 
Cyanoide said:
I decided to start taking mirtazapine again ... At least it helps getting sleep but it's not as effective as SSRI's for anxiety and obsessive-compulsive disorder.
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Really?? I find that quite interesting. I've mostly heard that mirtazepine is one of the only non-GABA anti-anxiety meds that actually worked and that SSRI's do nothing except for side effects and withdrawal.

For some strange reason my anxiety is at its worst when I wake up; I feel an insanely strong anxiety, almost akin to terror when I wake up.
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I used that have this fiercely. I still have it but not quite as bad. It's like coming back into the world and your brain realizes how shitty it feels. :\

The thing is I've found noopept to be absolutely super effective for the obsessive thoughts and anxiety. But I'm not sure about its safety profile in the long term. It's not a drug you can get here with prescription, but I've ordered enough of it to last for a year or two.
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Never even heard of that one. A quick google search finds it's a nootropic type thing, a bit expensive, but available, I'll read more later.

I've also discovered that MXE just isn't my thing anymore. Too stimulating. It makes me feel too speedy now.
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I always found MXE very speedy and very anxiety producing, especially on comedown. It felt more like an awful DARI to me than something I'd take to feel good.

I do not recommend to anyone that mix I posted last night. I slept 12 hours, 6am-6pm tonight, and when I woke up at 6pm I felt so awful I didn't get out of bed til 8:30. Now with my pregabalin and about 100mg of CWE codeine and the caffeine that goes with it in me, I feel much better and now I'm going to eat my 10pm breakfast. Sleep schedule FUBAR again; I hate when this happens.
 
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