☮ Social ☮ PD Social: Nexus for gibberish of the psychedelicized genius and veritably insane

[pharmakos]

It was something to do with amusing myself, I guess... Been taking B5!

if that was your only purpose then you probably did indeed succeed

 

[huolesoh]

i don't know what to think about anything today, no sense of protest, more unsure, more dull. walked 10 miles, feels ouch now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wIbdKKRtzE

 

[yucatanboy2]

Oy. Out till like 5am last night, clubbing on booze and mxe. So sleepy today. Woke up at like 2.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

So I got money and was happy. Then I had my first car accident and was very sad. But it looks like I just broke the case of my taillight (who cares about the damn bumper) but the lights themselves still function, so my mood is evening out a bit. Who knows what this will do to insurance costs though. <sigh>

 

[Roger&Me]

Do you own any pets?

I have a cat, and he relies almost solely on the flesh of other animals to survive. As they are in a similar position to humans, being both predator and prey, cats can teach us a lot about how to survive gracefully.

And FYI, my original comment was more so intended to address the hypocrisy inherent in Indian culture than the morality of eating meat. You really have to question a society that subjugates a sizable portion of its human members while treating its bovine members as kings. I just can't see a society like that being praised without speaking out against it.

if you were a starving indian i would prefer it if you murdered an ostentatiously rich man with a gold watch and ate him, as oppose to an innocent vulnerable cow. you may even get more meat !

I apologize for being so frank, but you're a scary person. A human life taken in preference to a damned cow... and for no other reason than the person displaying their wealth (which may or may not be well deserved). That is true insanity.

 

[pharmakos]

the road to hell may be paved in good intentions, but that doesn't meant its not paved in bad intentions too

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^Bravo Rog, I wanted to say that but didn't.

Martinis, delilahs (cheapass approximation), benson & hedges (I can waste money on cigs sometimes if I want!), oh my.

 

[huolesoh]

well yes perhaps it is foolish to give into frustrations and chaotic emotion although sometimes it feels too dissatisfying just ' putting up with things ' - i walk around this city and see malnourished kids and areas with hardship then a 10 minute walk away flash rich cars, it just seems unbearably ruthless and it doesn't and shouldn't be that way at all - these people are indirectly murdering others by selfishly hoarding limited resources … the contrast is frustrating and i feel powerless to change a thing. although yes perhaps i am overattacking wealth when really i mean crooked wealth (or is wealth ever uncrooked?)

" man has come out of the jungle not having enough, and his built his whole life around not having enough. if i could truly collaborate with my fellow man … " - said Richard Alpert [forty years ago]

i have a soft spot for cows. gonna avoid anything more on this topic ..

edit: random variety of counterarguments floating around head; wealth could be argued to be a sign of 'good hunter gatherer' and the natural order is ruthless thus is humanity - tsunamis hurricanes earthquakes - humans still inherently savage animals if not relatively socialised. things nowhere near as unjust as they once were - black slavery for instance (although still much progress to make with impoverished countries extorted by westerners). wealth somewhat attainable to anyone nowadays. personal desire for charitability could simply be result of personal biochemistry. personal blinding by overidealisation. potential personal unconscious sense of envy, greed, disappointment with own progress, or self-serving vanity via martyrdom or perhaps misdirection of other frustrations.
etc etc and mish mash of endless other ideas. what the shit

well i dont like Mugabe anyway

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^Become wealthy yourself (or otherwise dedicate your life to helping the needy) and do something about it. You'll find that throwing money at the problem won't solve it, and your hating on folks for bettering and enjoying their lives in this world as they can is pointless.

 

[huolesoh]

OK ive been thinking about this lots, here is the new plan

NSFW:

perhaps "eat the rich" instead of herbivores is impractical. i cried when reading about jeffrey dahmer although it seems to me he was more preying on the vulnerable
heavy dose Mugabe with mushrooms - shake him up a bit; try to coax change in behaviour. milk the cow until it dies of natural causes then eat it - that's kosher. There's a surprisingly large quantity of protein in milk and its free, grass doesn't cost a thing

and i think yes there is such thing as uncrooked wealth; The Beatles
OK now i feel comfortable being shh

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Damn assessment test is at 7:30AM. That's three hours before I normally wake up, and I'm going to have to get up a couple hours prior to that, so my mental function will be hurt by lack of sleep, darn them! Here's to hoping I do well (takes sip of martini).

 

[phenethylo J]

I am very excited about getting some ketamine soon; it has been around 9 months since I had it. I have been getting tired of mxe and could really use some ketamine right now. Does anyone else with chronic pain find ketamine and mxe helps them? Even low does of them have helped me and aloud me to sometimes go down on my opiates.

 

[sn23]

Wish you the very best of luck NKB Do you still have time to change your sleep-wake-cycle a bit? A fair amount of sleep before a test can't be overvalued.
I finally managed to get some kind of vacation for the next couple of days, time to relax for a bit and restore energy reserves for the next 6 week long lab courses.

 

[PepperSocks]

I have a cat, and he relies almost solely on the flesh of other animals to survive. As they are in a similar position to humans, being both predator and prey, cats can teach us a lot about how to survive gracefully.

My cousin's cat is so like that. He an outdoor cat, but domesticated. He'd be able to fend for himself now without problem. He catches [lots of] mice, garter snakes, birds etc. with ease, fights with wild cats and wins, but I think he needed a place to live and people to give him food before he developed his hunting skills. Same with old age, as he becomes weaker and less able to obtain his own food, food given to him will make him live longer.

Anyways he's the coolest cat, super affectionate; if I pull in the driveway at 3 am, when I open my door there's often a cat at my feet. When I go into the barn, start working on something, then look upwards as I stand up, I'll have a cat's face in my face! He often takes naps in the rafters of our barn, when he scares me like that it's his way of saying "you didn't even know I was here, I could have jumped down and killed you, but I'll just cuddle with you".

 

[alantis360]

Hey pd! Havent stopped in here in a while. Hope everyone is doin well.

 

[TheAppleCore]

Ahh... butterflies in the stomach, always before smoking DPT. It's stupid, because once I actually start tripping, I always think to myself, "Dude, this isn't scary at all... what was I so nervous about?!"

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Wish you the very best of luck NKB Do you still have time to change your sleep-wake-cycle a bit?

No, it was this morning. I qualify to take all the classes relevant to my educational interests, so hooray!

Hey pd! Havent stopped in here in a while. Hope everyone is doin well.

Doing pretty good over here, goin' to La Jolla tomorrow for family things. How have you been?

Ahh... butterflies in the stomach, always before smoking DPT.

I sometimes get that before IVing stuff, but usually in a good way.


In other news, I think consuming a certain amount of alcohol in the evening causes amotivation the next day. Will have to experiment since I actually care about that right now. Oh, and I'm trying out snus, it's different. Not sure whether or not I like it yet.

 

[TheAppleCore]

In other news, I think consuming a certain amount of alcohol in the evening causes amotivation the next day. Will have to experiment since I actually care about that right now.

Reminds me -- I don't know if it's just my imagination, but the last couple times I drank, I felt kind of disoriented and misguided the next day, like my neurons just weren't firing correctly. I couldn't really focus or think straight. Since I felt physically fine, and didn't have any sort of hangover, do you think it was just a coincidence, or related to the (moderate) alcohol consumption the previous evening?

 

[idontdothizz]

hey all, as some of you may have seen i get some pretty weird nasty heart side effects from stimulants but i like the high so much since im so depressed that i do them anyway. i have been looking up ways to combat those problems so i have just dosed 1000mg niacin and 2500mg l-arginine along with 100mg 6-apb and an etizolam. wish me luck.

 

[Roger&Me]

Woot woot! Just got a fat sack of dispensary nuggets with durban poison, afghooey, cat piss, and sour diesel.

About to make my eyes look asian.