So, we went out for dinner tonight and then called up our guy just to check in on him, really, but inevitably we ended up scoring a bundle. (We haven't been picking anything up from him for a while and for two reasons: 1. because his bags have fallen off and 2. because we've got subs and are trying to limit our use.)
It felt pretty good to have money in my pocket and to be able to go out and eat. But, then again, it also felt good to go see our guy and pick up a bundle. lol
I didn't have enough money for a bundle, and I only had enough for two bags, actually. I wanted to see our guy more than anything and he
is our friend, but I also didn't want to waste his time as he
is a business man, and so I thought I should bring him a little bit of business. He ended up giving us a bundle.
And, well, what can I say? The bags he has now are
right. The "stamp" is printed on, and it goes all the way up the length of the bag all nice and professional-like; the powder is nice and white and fluffy, and the taste is real bitter, just the way we like it. It's good dope, man. *sigh*
I'd like to be able to use like this, only occasionally, after a nice meal and whatever. I know, I know! I can
hear all of your eyes rolling. It's probably not possible for me, or at least not right now, not when I've got to get my shit together and make something of myself before these small windows of opportunity close on me for good.
So, after this bundle, of which we've only sniffed four bags, we've got the subs... about seven left. Will we pick up more dope? Honestly? Probably, yeah. But there's going to come a time, sometime soon, I'm thinking, when I'll have to make a conscious decision and a real serious effort to put it away for some extended period of time in order to move ahead on some life plans.
............ but all that's for another day! haha Because right now we've got some delicious Indian food in our tummies, and some of that sweet, sweet east coast dope in our noses!
